(Jun 2, 2008)
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:06 PM)
do what u think might make u happy
i don't know if it will make me happy or not but i think, i will just do it all the same.
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:17 PM)
happiness
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:20 PM)
needs to be earned
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:36 PM)
they need to decide for themselves what they want
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:39 PM)
and you
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:48 PM)
need to fight fight fight
my memories taste of you says: (10:23:33 PM)
well make a try
my memories taste of you says: (10:23:35 PM)
to be yourself
so i guess to make myself happier, it is to do something that i feel like doing. i don't know if it's the right decision or not but oh well, there is always a loser in a game, no?
i can't find that courageous fiona in me anymore. the one that no matter what will just do what she feels like doing. i think she just died along with Joseph. i need to find myself back. it's really difficult for myself, for everyone around me for being the anti social me. i need to get my life back.
for now, i shall think what am i going to do next; to see someone all bless with love or to fight for something i love. i guess, i'll choose the first.
ja(RED) says: (10:34:24 PM)
smile yo!
ja(RED) says: (10:34:47 PM)
me am always behind you!
thanks carmen, jared and sheena.
tell me i'm not wrong.
and sorry tommy, i don't feel like talking to anyone now.
i need tomu or izaku ):
ok i can't think straight now. i am going to do my work now. i am going to do my work now. i am going to do my work now. like NOW.
do what u think might make u happy
i don't know if it will make me happy or not but i think, i will just do it all the same.
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:17 PM)
happiness
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:20 PM)
needs to be earned
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:36 PM)
they need to decide for themselves what they want
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:39 PM)
and you
my memories taste of you says: (10:21:48 PM)
need to fight fight fight
my memories taste of you says: (10:23:33 PM)
well make a try
my memories taste of you says: (10:23:35 PM)
to be yourself
so i guess to make myself happier, it is to do something that i feel like doing. i don't know if it's the right decision or not but oh well, there is always a loser in a game, no?
i can't find that courageous fiona in me anymore. the one that no matter what will just do what she feels like doing. i think she just died along with Joseph. i need to find myself back. it's really difficult for myself, for everyone around me for being the anti social me. i need to get my life back.
for now, i shall think what am i going to do next; to see someone all bless with love or to fight for something i love. i guess, i'll choose the first.
ja(RED) says: (10:34:24 PM)
smile yo!
ja(RED) says: (10:34:47 PM)
me am always behind you!
thanks carmen, jared and sheena.
tell me i'm not wrong.
and sorry tommy, i don't feel like talking to anyone now.
i need tomu or izaku ):
ok i can't think straight now. i am going to do my work now. i am going to do my work now. i am going to do my work now. like NOW.