(May 28, 2008)
Been a long, long time since I felt this way for somebody. And it's becoming like a daily routine. You know, like a cycle and it's not healthy. I've tried not to think. I forced myself not to think but then it's not helping. I'm not feeling emo about this but more of being piss off with myself for being so weak. I've tried to avoid when I saw myself at the losing end but the next thing I know, you are standing beside me. I like the way you smile. I like to see the smile on your tired face. See, I am thinking again and just 10 mins ago I said I am not going to think about this person today.

Fine. I am going to have my lunch now and then have a little nap before the guys comes over.




Sometimes goodbye is the only way.