(Nov 10, 2008)
1. Your someone needs you at 3am would you go?
yes.
2. When was the last time you wanted to scream?
when i found out that someone was still lying.
3. What was the last thing you cried about?
D.
4. Who did you hang out with last?
carmenng.
5.What are your plans for the weekend?
mine just past.
6. How many hours did you sleep last night?
idk. i got woke up in the middle of the night by my dog because he is scared of thunder.
7.Have you ever cried while in the shower?
not that i remember of.
8. Could you go a day without eating?
if im really tired.
9. What music you listening right now?
98.7fm
10. Is there someone you want to fight?
i think so but idk who.
11. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
yes.
12. Do you believe in true love?
nope.
13. When was the last time you were disappointed?
friday.
13. Do you miss your past?
yes.
14. What are you doing tonight?
i am doing this meme now.
15. Do you think your ex still likes you?
he is getting married soon.
16. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
OF COURSE. *looks at that person*
17. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
plain water.
18. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
yes but not in my case.
19. Which of your friends do you argue with the most?
probably warrenpumpkinteysingliang or joshuaang or maybe melvintanaikhiang.
20. Ever kissed someone that smoked?
yes.
21. Ever liked two faced people?
no.
22. Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
yes.
23. What are you excited about?
nothing right now.
24. Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
yes. i especially rmbs the one with best friend.
25. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
nope
26. What’s your favorite season?
summer & winter.
27. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call, but never do?
all the time.
28. What's the connection between you and the last person you talked to?
in person; she's my mother. in msn; yumipongsiowsin.
29. Do you check your phone every hour?
every now and then.
30. Do you like texting?
depends on who and what is it about.
31. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
depends on who am i talking to.
32. Anything depressing within the last month?
yes.
33. Is there anyone that means a lot to you?
yes, a lot of them.
34. When is the last time you got really frustrated?
friday.
35. Jeans or shorts?
shorts.
36. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
nope.
37. In the past week have you felt sad?
yes.
38. Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep each night?
nope.
39. How was your summer holidays?
i never had any holidays since school started.
40. What time did you wake up this morning?
12.15 in the afternoon.
41. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
forward.
42. Bad thing you said today?
yes. if im a guy, i would fuck a girl, leave her and let her beg me for more but all i would reply is "no more"
43. Have you ever been hurt so bad,and thought,moving on would be fast for you cos of what happen?
i've been hurt so badly recently i thought i would never get through it but apparently i've gotten over it.
44. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yes.
45. Are you in love with anyone right now?
i think so. idk.
check this website out please. it's so fucking awesome.
like what yumipong said, "we are all so behind time".
&
check this short film out.
man, this is too fucking awesome. tell me when will any lecturers know the right definition of a SHORT FILM. i'm so mindfucked now i do not wish to do anymore for my fyp. i hate school, i hate lousy lecturers. okay, maybe not the lecturers but the director.
oh well, fyp rants. i am seriously feeling so mindfucked now.
Labels: FYP, happenings, meme, thoughts
(Nov 8, 2008)
i used to look for the word d but now i am looking for the alphabet way down the list.
Labels: thoughts
(Nov 6, 2008)
For memories sake,
Our famous Yr1Block1
It became a tradition for us to give flowers to birthday boy/s then.
(and I swear I had fucking long hair then)
And the famous hair stylist of all time.
When nick had more hair on his head and Carmen looked younger.
8/11 of Da Pham funny how 11 different people click.
AND
I HAD NO NECK. DAMN BLOODY SCARY. CHEEBS.
AND MY HAIR. FUCK. GO ON LAUGH!
Anyway, EFF WHAY PEE is driving some of us nutty which is a BAD thing. But vhatever it is, seniors, 99 more days left to go, we is can do it! It was nice spending time out of school with the moiseniors and not stuck in school. Albeit there was this tiny winy tinge of misses but oh well, what else to ask for than going out with two bimbos and meeting up with fiq and my favouritest friend, Yumipong for some facebooking session at starbucks.
Location is still no done and I am not happy with myself. I am actually feeling rather stressful which is weird because I hardly feel stressful over work. Oh well, I shall do well for FYP and enjoy myself during camp and fuck off from school.
Oh well, life sucks, literally. I shall crazy taxi for awhile more before I turn in. Till then.
P/S: I AM STILL CRAVING FOR SUSHI OMG!
Our famous Yr1Block1
It became a tradition for us to give flowers to birthday boy/s then.
(and I swear I had fucking long hair then)
And the famous hair stylist of all time.
When nick had more hair on his head and Carmen looked younger.
8/11 of Da Pham funny how 11 different people click.
AND
I HAD NO NECK. DAMN BLOODY SCARY. CHEEBS.
AND MY HAIR. FUCK. GO ON LAUGH!
Anyway, EFF WHAY PEE is driving some of us nutty which is a BAD thing. But vhatever it is, seniors, 99 more days left to go, we is can do it! It was nice spending time out of school with the moiseniors and not stuck in school. Albeit there was this tiny winy tinge of misses but oh well, what else to ask for than going out with two bimbos and meeting up with fiq and my favouritest friend, Yumipong for some facebooking session at starbucks.
Location is still no done and I am not happy with myself. I am actually feeling rather stressful which is weird because I hardly feel stressful over work. Oh well, I shall do well for FYP and enjoy myself during camp and fuck off from school.
Oh well, life sucks, literally. I shall crazy taxi for awhile more before I turn in. Till then.
P/S: I AM STILL CRAVING FOR SUSHI OMG!
Labels: ain, carmen, FYP, happenings, memories, misses, starbucks, syafiq, thoughts, yumi
(Nov 4, 2008)
I think i am falling into the trap again. DIE.
/edit
Okay, no. Vhat the hell vas I thinking?
/edit
Okay, no. Vhat the hell vas I thinking?
Labels: thoughts
(Nov 3, 2008)
this thought is killing me again. i am having a very sad 1.40am now because i thought of you again. and this thought is so negative i feel like i'm back to 6 months ago. it still hurt inside, really.
(Oct 30, 2008)
As I'm writing the story outline for my FYP, the sudden pang of sadness engulfed me.
I miss you, Joseph Ang. I still miss you as much as how I miss you 2 years ago when you left. I know I haven't been talking to you as much as I used to but I know you're always with me, watching over me. Come to my dream soon. I want to talk to you.
Labels: joseph ang, misses, thoughts
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I think I should really be happy because I've got so many nice friends around me. I don't know why but I feel so loved these days
/jacky misses you. says: (1:26:25 AM)
motivation shld come from within.
He just moooo-ti-va-ted me.
It's really nice to see how someone you've believed to be a good leader one day turns out to be a good leader indeed. Everybody starts from somewhere & if you're willing to learn, someone will be willing to teach ((:
So if you know who you are, this is for you. I know there might be people who disagrees with you and might not even want to listen to anything you say because they think you are shit. But I believe in myself that you're going to be a fine leader one day with just a little bit more time and experience to grind you through this phrase. (it's 2.22am and I am very sleepy to spare me from grammer and vocabulary mistakes or sentence structuring) From DOTC 1 I knew you were going to be just fine no matter how much negatives feedback I hear. At least you're on the right track now. Just continue to trust yourself and follow your heart.
People who are successful today failed a thousand times before.
/jacky misses you. says: (1:26:25 AM)
motivation shld come from within.
He just moooo-ti-va-ted me.
It's really nice to see how someone you've believed to be a good leader one day turns out to be a good leader indeed. Everybody starts from somewhere & if you're willing to learn, someone will be willing to teach ((:
So if you know who you are, this is for you. I know there might be people who disagrees with you and might not even want to listen to anything you say because they think you are shit. But I believe in myself that you're going to be a fine leader one day with just a little bit more time and experience to grind you through this phrase. (it's 2.22am and I am very sleepy to spare me from grammer and vocabulary mistakes or sentence structuring) From DOTC 1 I knew you were going to be just fine no matter how much negatives feedback I hear. At least you're on the right track now. Just continue to trust yourself and follow your heart.
People who are successful today failed a thousand times before.
(Oct 28, 2008)
FA or Media?
Labels: thoughts
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Happy 20th birthday Kezia. Welcome to the 20-20 club.
Anyway,todayyesterday was accompany-granny-day. Went to have breakfast and bumped into Huili at Bedok. She was messaging me complaining to me how hungry she is and when I turned around, she was buying food. LOL. Then went to the Chua Chu Kang cemetry then to Taman Jurong area to visit granduncle and his wife then to another cemetry at Holland V. The one in Holland V is damn freaking old school and nice la. Like dominoes seriously.
Visiting Granduncle and his wife is a heartwarming scene. Trust me, it was. His wife (my grandauntie-in-law) had stroke attack and is now paralyzed. Some people asked my granduncle to admit her to the care centre but he said no. Throughout the 1/2hour there, he kissed and rubbed her hands to stimulate her reaction. And it was so heartwarming. It's this undescriable feeling, this warmth feeling. Imagine 4 elderly (including my grandauntie-in-law) tearing in a room. I was just standing there looking upon them, passing them tissues and thinking what a good scene it will make in a film. I'm surpised I was able to hold back my tears ((:
Hope she will get well soon!
& My Grandma suggest I make a film out of her. Maybe one day I will be able to.
Went for some light shopping, dinner and home. Finally finished my Alt Des proposal and presentation. Bahhs. I am tired now I shall go sleep.
Photos
Anyway,
Visiting Granduncle and his wife is a heartwarming scene. Trust me, it was. His wife (my grandauntie-in-law) had stroke attack and is now paralyzed. Some people asked my granduncle to admit her to the care centre but he said no. Throughout the 1/2hour there, he kissed and rubbed her hands to stimulate her reaction. And it was so heartwarming. It's this undescriable feeling, this warmth feeling. Imagine 4 elderly (including my grandauntie-in-law) tearing in a room. I was just standing there looking upon them, passing them tissues and thinking what a good scene it will make in a film. I'm surpised I was able to hold back my tears ((:
Hope she will get well soon!
& My Grandma suggest I make a film out of her. Maybe one day I will be able to.
Went for some light shopping, dinner and home. Finally finished my Alt Des proposal and presentation. Bahhs. I am tired now I shall go sleep.
Photos
Labels: happenings, happy birthday, thoughts
(Oct 24, 2008)
Because I really miss those times we sat in the canteen and yak non-stop for hours.
Because I really miss hanging out with you even if we don't talk.
Because I really miss us doing camps together.
Because you were there for me when I broke down and cried.
Because you always makes me feel better at the end of the day.
Because you are my first friend.
Because I really, really miss you.
But whenever I think of you, whenever I start to miss you, I feel sad.
I feel sad whenever I ignore you even though there is this strong urge to just talk to you and tell you how much I miss you. I feel sad because I don't know why but I just can't bring myself to talk. Because I feel sad I am not important to you anymore. And I am sad because I am not the one you look for and talk to and hang out with anymore.
But does all this matters now? That things are not the same anymore? Because although I know I have a lot of friends but none of them beats having you around.
And I really miss you, myfirstfriend.
(Oct 23, 2008)
I guess I will try again (for Melvin) but I'm afraid things might turn ugly. On the other hand, if I'm gone, I'll be with Donson which means, a lot of fun with the rest (media) and the best bitching partner. Anyhow, FYP is still my first priority now.
Watching 20odd short films in a day is no joke guys (in Kelvin's tone). They were no doubt nice and my favorite one is still the cowboy one but the one shot wonder is like totally WOW please.
JFL was nice especially with the usuals around singing along together and laughing at people (LOL).
YOG briefing was crap but that Adrian guy is funny.
LOL not the first time.
Went back to Shooting Gallery in the late afternoon and oh balls, it was nostalgic even though it's less than 4 days since we left. The short chat with Roszali was good as it has always been. Talked to the BOYS although that Eric is still on leave. Awfully chocolate's banana chocolate cake is still my favourite even after so long but my sweet tooth went missing today.
Happy birthday Norbert.
Happy 34th birthday Invy.
And yay(!) I am going back for next Friday's shoot. And that means more money for FYP. Save save save save and save.
Tokyo with Carmen was nice. You people should watch it too (even though I fall asleep halfway but that's because I was freaking tired). I have yet to watch Burn After Read. Alfie said it's a must watch. And I'm considering to buy that screen writing book that he recommended. I doubt Jacky will lend it to me since he just bought it.
I can't wait for Friday to see Ngakus. (((: and yexiang sms me when he's sleeping. LOL.
Wokay. One of the longest and most detailed post so far. And this eats up almost half an hour of my time and there goes my SIP report.
I'm who I am today because of you & it's you who changed my life and turn my world upside down, in a negative way.
Watching 20odd short films in a day is no joke guys (in Kelvin's tone). They were no doubt nice and my favorite one is still the cowboy one but the one shot wonder is like totally WOW please.
JFL was nice especially with the usuals around singing along together and laughing at people (LOL).
YOG briefing was crap but that Adrian guy is funny.
LOL not the first time.
Went back to Shooting Gallery in the late afternoon and oh balls, it was nostalgic even though it's less than 4 days since we left. The short chat with Roszali was good as it has always been. Talked to the BOYS although that Eric is still on leave. Awfully chocolate's banana chocolate cake is still my favourite even after so long but my sweet tooth went missing today.
Happy birthday Norbert.
Happy 34th birthday Invy.
And yay(!) I am going back for next Friday's shoot. And that means more money for FYP. Save save save save and save.
Tokyo with Carmen was nice. You people should watch it too (even though I fall asleep halfway but that's because I was freaking tired). I have yet to watch Burn After Read. Alfie said it's a must watch. And I'm considering to buy that screen writing book that he recommended. I doubt Jacky will lend it to me since he just bought it.
I can't wait for Friday to see Ngakus. (((: and yexiang sms me when he's sleeping. LOL.
Wokay. One of the longest and most detailed post so far. And this eats up almost half an hour of my time and there goes my SIP report.
I'm who I am today because of you & it's you who changed my life and turn my world upside down, in a negative way.
Labels: happenings, happy birthday, misses, thoughts