(Oct 2, 2008)
I guess KT was right afterall. I am Fiona and because of that, I need to smile and make people happy. I wasn't in the mood to talk today but I was feeling okay. Maybe a little sad and disappointed at some people but I was okay. It's like "one of those days" that I just want to keep quiet and live in my own world. But people at work were all so worried and I feel bad because I am just an intern and I don't really know them and I mean, like early in the morning Johna was like "xin qin bu hao uh?" then Deena was like rushing to me when I was carrying stuffs and went "FIONA are you okay?! Everyone were saying you're having a mood today. If you don't want carry stuffs today then it's okay" then Johna gave me a hug not exactly a hug but ya. Then Invy was like "eh see you like this I very gang kor" and Warren was like "so it's one of those days uh". But it was okay because on the way home I talked non stop and I told him whats bothering me. I guess I need to start understanding guys because I really don't understand guys at all. But still, I am giving up on trying to be a good friend, cathing up, calling and whatsnot. Because I am really tired of that.

On the bright side, I am meetin up with the gossip club next weekend. I miss everyone like siao. Like Chrystal, Donson and Izak. Wees.