Carmen the babe helped me deleted all those messages I would never have bear to delete this whole life. I sat there, watching her scroll through the messages, one by one, marked and finally, the delete button.

A final ending to it and now, whatever happens between whoever and whoever is so none of my business.

To the silent reader who might still be reading, I do not want to lose a good friend because of those harsh words I've said that day yet I'm too prideful to do anything about it. I'm sorry and take care for I won't appear in your life nor disturb your peaceful life anymore.



I still miss Ngakus many many. I will rape him the next time I see him.
I am turning in now and hopefully I will dream of him and have a nice long sex with him in my dream. Oh yes, wet dream.

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji