(Oct 30, 2008)
As I'm writing the story outline for my FYP, the sudden pang of sadness engulfed me.
I miss you, Joseph Ang. I still miss you as much as how I miss you 2 years ago when you left. I know I haven't been talking to you as much as I used to but I know you're always with me, watching over me. Come to my dream soon. I want to talk to you.
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I think I should really be happy because I've got so many nice friends around me. I don't know why but I feel so loved these days
/jacky misses you. says: (1:26:25 AM)
motivation shld come from within.
He just moooo-ti-va-ted me.
It's really nice to see how someone you've believed to be a good leader one day turns out to be a good leader indeed. Everybody starts from somewhere & if you're willing to learn, someone will be willing to teach ((:
So if you know who you are, this is for you. I know there might be people who disagrees with you and might not even want to listen to anything you say because they think you are shit. But I believe in myself that you're going to be a fine leader one day with just a little bit more time and experience to grind you through this phrase. (it's 2.22am and I am very sleepy to spare me from grammer and vocabulary mistakes or sentence structuring) From DOTC 1 I knew you were going to be just fine no matter how much negatives feedback I hear. At least you're on the right track now. Just continue to trust yourself and follow your heart.
People who are successful today failed a thousand times before.
/jacky misses you. says: (1:26:25 AM)
motivation shld come from within.
He just moooo-ti-va-ted me.
It's really nice to see how someone you've believed to be a good leader one day turns out to be a good leader indeed. Everybody starts from somewhere & if you're willing to learn, someone will be willing to teach ((:
So if you know who you are, this is for you. I know there might be people who disagrees with you and might not even want to listen to anything you say because they think you are shit. But I believe in myself that you're going to be a fine leader one day with just a little bit more time and experience to grind you through this phrase. (it's 2.22am and I am very sleepy to spare me from grammer and vocabulary mistakes or sentence structuring) From DOTC 1 I knew you were going to be just fine no matter how much negatives feedback I hear. At least you're on the right track now. Just continue to trust yourself and follow your heart.
People who are successful today failed a thousand times before.
(Oct 29, 2008)
i hate indecisive people but i am one now.
(Oct 28, 2008)
FA or Media?
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Happy 20th birthday Kezia. Welcome to the 20-20 club.
Anyway,todayyesterday was accompany-granny-day. Went to have breakfast and bumped into Huili at Bedok. She was messaging me complaining to me how hungry she is and when I turned around, she was buying food. LOL. Then went to the Chua Chu Kang cemetry then to Taman Jurong area to visit granduncle and his wife then to another cemetry at Holland V. The one in Holland V is damn freaking old school and nice la. Like dominoes seriously.
Visiting Granduncle and his wife is a heartwarming scene. Trust me, it was. His wife (my grandauntie-in-law) had stroke attack and is now paralyzed. Some people asked my granduncle to admit her to the care centre but he said no. Throughout the 1/2hour there, he kissed and rubbed her hands to stimulate her reaction. And it was so heartwarming. It's this undescriable feeling, this warmth feeling. Imagine 4 elderly (including my grandauntie-in-law) tearing in a room. I was just standing there looking upon them, passing them tissues and thinking what a good scene it will make in a film. I'm surpised I was able to hold back my tears ((:
Hope she will get well soon!
& My Grandma suggest I make a film out of her. Maybe one day I will be able to.
Went for some light shopping, dinner and home. Finally finished my Alt Des proposal and presentation. Bahhs. I am tired now I shall go sleep.
Photos
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Visiting Granduncle and his wife is a heartwarming scene. Trust me, it was. His wife (my grandauntie-in-law) had stroke attack and is now paralyzed. Some people asked my granduncle to admit her to the care centre but he said no. Throughout the 1/2hour there, he kissed and rubbed her hands to stimulate her reaction. And it was so heartwarming. It's this undescriable feeling, this warmth feeling. Imagine 4 elderly (including my grandauntie-in-law) tearing in a room. I was just standing there looking upon them, passing them tissues and thinking what a good scene it will make in a film. I'm surpised I was able to hold back my tears ((:
Hope she will get well soon!
& My Grandma suggest I make a film out of her. Maybe one day I will be able to.
Went for some light shopping, dinner and home. Finally finished my Alt Des proposal and presentation. Bahhs. I am tired now I shall go sleep.
Photos
Labels: happenings, happy birthday, thoughts
(Oct 27, 2008)
(Oct 26, 2008)
(Myself, Buddy, Sister, Brother)
Today's outing with the primary school mates was nice. Looking forward to meet up again with everyone soon!
And then I can't meet Carmen tomorrow because I have to accompany my granny. Bahhs. Sorry babe.
Alright. I have to complete my Alt Des now and have an early night!
P/S I am not gay.
Labels: happenings, primary school mates
(Oct 25, 2008)
Happy 18th Birthday Chrystal Lim.
Happy 20th Birthday Mark Toh.
Happy 20th Birthday Mark Toh.
Labels: happy birthday
(Oct 24, 2008)
I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE ...
So Ain, Sheena, KT and I Timbre-ed and Ngakus-ed & Clement-ed.
Ngakus sang Muse's Time is Running Out because before that we were telling him he didn't sing it the other time. So today's trip is all worth it!
Tried Madras(which is really nice), Vodka Redbull(which is totally normal I just wanted to drink Redbull), Heniken(got promotion), Lime Magarita(Iguana's still own in that) and Fuzzel Navel(which is not bad & it's on Sheena!). Sheena had like a lot more alcohol, that hiongster. Had pizza, fries and calamari rings as well. Bail totaled up to 200+SGD. But nice service. Really. That waiter is damn cute and he is scared of my burp. HAHA
So anyway, my weekend is gonna be spent planning for FYP and proposal for my alt des. Alfie likes my idea. WEEE. So meaning I can start shooting next week and I can concentrate on my FYP alr. Wonder how was Yumi's lighting course today. Must be good.
I love Ngakus, seriously. Melts.
I love the company tonight.
So Ain, Sheena, KT and I Timbre-ed and Ngakus-ed & Clement-ed.
Ngakus sang Muse's Time is Running Out because before that we were telling him he didn't sing it the other time. So today's trip is all worth it!
Tried Madras(which is really nice), Vodka Redbull(which is totally normal I just wanted to drink Redbull), Heniken(got promotion), Lime Magarita(Iguana's still own in that) and Fuzzel Navel(which is not bad & it's on Sheena!). Sheena had like a lot more alcohol, that hiongster. Had pizza, fries and calamari rings as well. Bail totaled up to 200+SGD. But nice service. Really. That waiter is damn cute and he is scared of my burp. HAHA
So anyway, my weekend is gonna be spent planning for FYP and proposal for my alt des. Alfie likes my idea. WEEE. So meaning I can start shooting next week and I can concentrate on my FYP alr. Wonder how was Yumi's lighting course today. Must be good.
I love Ngakus, seriously. Melts.
I love the company tonight.
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Because I really miss those times we sat in the canteen and yak non-stop for hours.
Because I really miss hanging out with you even if we don't talk.
Because I really miss us doing camps together.
Because you were there for me when I broke down and cried.
Because you always makes me feel better at the end of the day.
Because you are my first friend.
Because I really, really miss you.
But whenever I think of you, whenever I start to miss you, I feel sad.
I feel sad whenever I ignore you even though there is this strong urge to just talk to you and tell you how much I miss you. I feel sad because I don't know why but I just can't bring myself to talk. Because I feel sad I am not important to you anymore. And I am sad because I am not the one you look for and talk to and hang out with anymore.
But does all this matters now? That things are not the same anymore? Because although I know I have a lot of friends but none of them beats having you around.
And I really miss you, myfirstfriend.
(Oct 23, 2008)
suntec starbucks is the best place to do your work.
flashing lights reminded me of you. i miss you.
Labels: ain, misses, photobooth, starbucks
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I guess I will try again (for Melvin) but I'm afraid things might turn ugly. On the other hand, if I'm gone, I'll be with Donson which means, a lot of fun with the rest (media) and the best bitching partner. Anyhow, FYP is still my first priority now.
Watching 20odd short films in a day is no joke guys (in Kelvin's tone). They were no doubt nice and my favorite one is still the cowboy one but the one shot wonder is like totally WOW please.
JFL was nice especially with the usuals around singing along together and laughing at people (LOL).
YOG briefing was crap but that Adrian guy is funny.
LOL not the first time.
Went back to Shooting Gallery in the late afternoon and oh balls, it was nostalgic even though it's less than 4 days since we left. The short chat with Roszali was good as it has always been. Talked to the BOYS although that Eric is still on leave. Awfully chocolate's banana chocolate cake is still my favourite even after so long but my sweet tooth went missing today.
Happy birthday Norbert.
Happy 34th birthday Invy.
And yay(!) I am going back for next Friday's shoot. And that means more money for FYP. Save save save save and save.
Tokyo with Carmen was nice. You people should watch it too (even though I fall asleep halfway but that's because I was freaking tired). I have yet to watch Burn After Read. Alfie said it's a must watch. And I'm considering to buy that screen writing book that he recommended. I doubt Jacky will lend it to me since he just bought it.
I can't wait for Friday to see Ngakus. (((: and yexiang sms me when he's sleeping. LOL.
Wokay. One of the longest and most detailed post so far. And this eats up almost half an hour of my time and there goes my SIP report.
I'm who I am today because of you & it's you who changed my life and turn my world upside down, in a negative way.
Watching 20odd short films in a day is no joke guys (in Kelvin's tone). They were no doubt nice and my favorite one is still the cowboy one but the one shot wonder is like totally WOW please.
JFL was nice especially with the usuals around singing along together and laughing at people (LOL).
YOG briefing was crap but that Adrian guy is funny.
LOL not the first time.
Went back to Shooting Gallery in the late afternoon and oh balls, it was nostalgic even though it's less than 4 days since we left. The short chat with Roszali was good as it has always been. Talked to the BOYS although that Eric is still on leave. Awfully chocolate's banana chocolate cake is still my favourite even after so long but my sweet tooth went missing today.
Happy birthday Norbert.
Happy 34th birthday Invy.
And yay(!) I am going back for next Friday's shoot. And that means more money for FYP. Save save save save and save.
Tokyo with Carmen was nice. You people should watch it too (even though I fall asleep halfway but that's because I was freaking tired). I have yet to watch Burn After Read. Alfie said it's a must watch. And I'm considering to buy that screen writing book that he recommended. I doubt Jacky will lend it to me since he just bought it.
I can't wait for Friday to see Ngakus. (((: and yexiang sms me when he's sleeping. LOL.
Wokay. One of the longest and most detailed post so far. And this eats up almost half an hour of my time and there goes my SIP report.
I'm who I am today because of you & it's you who changed my life and turn my world upside down, in a negative way.
Labels: happenings, happy birthday, misses, thoughts
(Oct 21, 2008)
tell me where can i find someone else like yexiang who helps me with my pre pro when he is busy with post pro himself? i owe him big time man.
anyway it's only the 2nd day and i fall asleep in alfie's hour long class. i was kinda disappointed with myself. fyp's here and i'm still sleeping in class. like wth i know.
HAPPY 56TH BIRTHDAY POPS & 31ST BIRTHDAY SIS!
oh hell yeah. aging population eh? LOL.
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hi my dear, you're mine now!
(Oct 20, 2008)
my heart was thumping so rapidly that night. he is so cute. but i preferred is brows here than the current one. but whatever it is, he is still loves.
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We're all gonna go back school in around more 12 hours and I am not ready for it. My sip report and log book are both not done yet ): How time flies. It's been 3 whole months since we're off from school. And these 3 months have been fruitful. Meeting new people was nice but most importantly, all of us learnt something new out of these 3 months. Thank you everyone. Whether you will see this or not, Shooting Gallery really changed my life. And thank you Warren. I am missing Mary the bitch now >.<
Life is not always smooth sailing and these 5 months have been difficult for myself. I'm not trying to willow in self-pity. I'm finding it hard to deal with my emotions and attitude towards others. And oh yeah, I gonna return back to school with so many familiar faces yet ufamiliar to one another. And god knows how I'm going to face the reality of seeing all my friends once again.
Oh well. Let's all get ready for school and some stupid alternate design shit. YOG here we come.
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