(Sep 18, 2008)
I am beginning to hate guys. Fuck those broken promises.
I've moved on. You told me to and I did. All I wanted was to be like any other friends, go out have a nice dinner, a nice chat, have a platonic friendship. But everything was going downhill. I thought everything has ended nicely. All those feelings and whatnot but apparently the one that couldn't get over it was you. Are you afraid that I might still have that teeny weeny bit of feelings for you? I was disappointed because I thought you knew me better but I guess I made yet another wrong judgement. And in turn, you disappointed me with your actions, your words and your broken promises. In case you think that all those harsh words was out of anger, they were out of disappointment, sadness and because I really hated broken promises. And how long was the promised made regarding meeting up?
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Anyway, dinner was still on with Chrys, Hakim, Issac and Donson. It was enjoyable and they were really tired. Donson dozed off while we were talking. Poor kids but at least they are getting their 1 month holidays.
Whatever it is, I will still be happier person after a nice long sleep which probably will be this coming Sunday. But Friday & Saturday are happening days so, I will be happy. I will still smile and be what Sun Onn and Invy said "the happy smiley girl".
I've moved on. You told me to and I did. All I wanted was to be like any other friends, go out have a nice dinner, a nice chat, have a platonic friendship. But everything was going downhill. I thought everything has ended nicely. All those feelings and whatnot but apparently the one that couldn't get over it was you. Are you afraid that I might still have that teeny weeny bit of feelings for you? I was disappointed because I thought you knew me better but I guess I made yet another wrong judgement. And in turn, you disappointed me with your actions, your words and your broken promises. In case you think that all those harsh words was out of anger, they were out of disappointment, sadness and because I really hated broken promises. And how long was the promised made regarding meeting up?
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Anyway, dinner was still on with Chrys, Hakim, Issac and Donson. It was enjoyable and they were really tired. Donson dozed off while we were talking. Poor kids but at least they are getting their 1 month holidays.
Whatever it is, I will still be happier person after a nice long sleep which probably will be this coming Sunday. But Friday & Saturday are happening days so, I will be happy. I will still smile and be what Sun Onn and Invy said "the happy smiley girl".