(May 29, 2007)
I used to:
look at you from afar.
hoping that you were mine.
help you no matter what my limts were.
irritate you so that you can give me some attention.
ignore you totally so that I'd be noticed by you.
cheer for you no matter you win or lose.
feel sad when you're sad.
feel happy when you're happy.
be there for you whenever you needed someone to be there.
feel jealous when you fall in love with others.
feel dejected when you ignored me.
feel crestfallen when you judged me like how others do.
think that the feelings was gone.
All lies. Lies I lied to myself.
Would you rather dream that you were lying in your lover's arms because the dream was so damn true? Or, would you rather not dream at all so that you won't wake up and found that all along you were just dreaming about it?
look at you from afar.
hoping that you were mine.
help you no matter what my limts were.
irritate you so that you can give me some attention.
ignore you totally so that I'd be noticed by you.
cheer for you no matter you win or lose.
feel sad when you're sad.
feel happy when you're happy.
be there for you whenever you needed someone to be there.
feel jealous when you fall in love with others.
feel dejected when you ignored me.
feel crestfallen when you judged me like how others do.
think that the feelings was gone.
All lies. Lies I lied to myself.
Would you rather dream that you were lying in your lover's arms because the dream was so damn true? Or, would you rather not dream at all so that you won't wake up and found that all along you were just dreaming about it?