(May 20, 2007)
Amidst of my emo-ing, Pong and Nick somehow or rather made my day.
So much things had happened recently. To me or people around me.
I think "As time passes, people changes" would suit this period/season perfectly.
Sometimes I feel so angry with myself.
Angry because I don't know what the fuck are those people who are close to me are thinking. I don't even know are we close now. Because of thousand and one reasons why.
I've got so much to say but I don't know where should I start or how should I start. Maybe, I don't even know what I'm thinking.
It's tiring to fake a smile to people when you're feeling down. Isn't it?
I've never dread going to school like this before. I guess I'm the only one who feel like this now.
(12:23 AM) DingleBerries -: anyw.. ur not far from me lah.. u noe i think of you as my big sister.. =)
(12:50 AM) DingleBerries -: i think ur very good at making ppl feel comfortable. haha
Really? Because nobody ever told me so. I told Nick maybe I should go take up counselling course.
I'm probably the worst being on earth and the best quitter.
I'm going on a short hiatus. Maybe short enough for this emo period to end.
But before I go,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LOVELY VOON. HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY THIS DAY TO THE FULLEST. LOVES ALWAYS. =)) p/s even though you're as ugly as the elephant ass.
And Happy 19th to Magdalena Ho Shi Yun too!
And Eileen Zhuang Qi Ling!
Cheeriors to the 3 pretty babes of CVSS. =))
p/s I felt so much better after eating two snickers. I'm eating the 2nd one now though. =)
Byeee! I'll be back. A happier Fiona.
So much things had happened recently. To me or people around me.
I think "As time passes, people changes" would suit this period/season perfectly.
Sometimes I feel so angry with myself.
Angry because I don't know what the fuck are those people who are close to me are thinking. I don't even know are we close now. Because of thousand and one reasons why.
I've got so much to say but I don't know where should I start or how should I start. Maybe, I don't even know what I'm thinking.
It's tiring to fake a smile to people when you're feeling down. Isn't it?
I've never dread going to school like this before. I guess I'm the only one who feel like this now.
(12:23 AM) DingleBerries -: anyw.. ur not far from me lah.. u noe i think of you as my big sister.. =)
(12:50 AM) DingleBerries -: i think ur very good at making ppl feel comfortable. haha
Really? Because nobody ever told me so. I told Nick maybe I should go take up counselling course.
I'm probably the worst being on earth and the best quitter.
I'm going on a short hiatus. Maybe short enough for this emo period to end.
But before I go,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LOVELY VOON. HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY THIS DAY TO THE FULLEST. LOVES ALWAYS. =)) p/s even though you're as ugly as the elephant ass.
And Happy 19th to Magdalena Ho Shi Yun too!
And Eileen Zhuang Qi Ling!
Cheeriors to the 3 pretty babes of CVSS. =))
p/s I felt so much better after eating two snickers. I'm eating the 2nd one now though. =)
Byeee! I'll be back. A happier Fiona.