(May 19, 2007)
I've tried to sustain and tried to keep it going but somehow, it ain't easy.

I wanted everything to remain the same. Like the bonds. But I guess nothing ever remains the same forever for everything or anything. It's kinda a difficult tasks I guess?

A part of me hates the changes yet it makes me realised who will care and who dosen't. It's tiring and not that I didn't try. I haven't lose faith yet the faith has died. I guess?

Ain't it a difficult task to keep everything the same like before?

Yes it does especially when it concern far more people than I thought.