(May 15, 2007)
I think Cheryl is ____ (fill in the blank).
Because her first question shot right into my heart and causes me to think alot.
And thinking about it makes me sad.
And feeling sad makes me cry.
And crying makes me emo.
And Nick and Warren knows whenever I start, I cannot stop. It's like eating Pringles I guess.

And now it's still not stopping. I don't know when it will.

I don't wanna feel this way in the friendships especially not you, you and you.
I guess I'm still a quitter afterall.
I guess I'll never dare to face the fact or the truth that I'm a lousy friend.

Cheryl. You're the cause of my emo tonight.
I don't wanna emo till later. I wanna happily wear my black skinnies to school and smile and laugh with everybody.
But I guess, even superman cries.
I can't smile and laugh everyday right?

I think I should go back to my sec2days. Where I became very protective of myself and dosen't talk to people easily. And when friends turns to foes ( I think this is why Dan said I'm a quitter)

I think I told dont-know-who-before that I'm anti-social even till now.

Joseph, WAY?