(Apr 10, 2007)
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We'll continue loving you too Mian.
First time Lani say she love me ehs. LOL. Oh my Lani. I love you too. LOL.
And ya. I will only laugh at that story with Sak. LOL.
Mian. Sorry I wasn't there today.
The pastor said she had an appointment with God.
Voon's friend said God take nice people away from us cus He had other plans for her.
And I guess, his plan for her is for her to become an angel and look upon us, to bless us and to love us from above.
And I guess, his plan for her is for her to become an angel and look upon us, to bless us and to love us from above.
You hasn't left us yet for you still remain in our heart, for you will always be with us spritually, for you will still able to hear us.
We'll continue loving you too Mian.
Our forever Guardian Angel with that sweet sweet pair of deep dimples.
I cried when I read Lani's entry. I could feel how she felt exactly.
"To her, my beloved friend
Mian mian,
Your sudden left had left an unbearable ache in my heart. You know that, cos I know you didnt want it to happen too. You would choose to stay with me cos we are like sisters. Now I can only reminisce the beautiful memories you left me.
Dont be sad, but be happy. I'm sure you smiled last night, seeing so many friends came to pay you a visit. We used to attend services in City Harvest together, didnt know that God would take you away first, He was reluctant.
Rest in peace, my mian mian. Plaster your signature smile everywhere you go. You stays in my heart.
- A comment I left in her friendster.
I'm glad that her boyfriend managed to fly back from Taiwan and be with her for her very last journey. I didnt turn up today, cos I'm feeling super unwell and I know I couldnt take the fact that I'm seeing her for the last time in a cremation ceremony. I'm sorry, Mian mian. I dont mean not to send you off. I know you will understand, cos you are always so understanding.
Last evening, my phone rang upteen times from friends meeting me to attend her wake. I felt disappointed and sad when I picked up each call. Cos I really wished one of the calls was made by mian mian.
Somehow, I still feel her presence. That's how much she stands in my heart.
Mian mian, as a promise to you, I'll pay you a visit on your birthday ya?"
Sidenote:
Thank you people for concerning be it about Mian's or my Uncle's. I'm fine though abit sad about their departure but I'm just born to be an emotional girl who can even cry over a show so nothing much about me crying. LOL.
And to my darling Daughter Aidah, Mummy Fi's birthday is on the 12th not 11th! LOL.
And to my darling Daughter Aidah, Mummy Fi's birthday is on the 12th not 11th! LOL.
Having you people around me are the best presents on earth alr except for the case where Chiang kept telling me "Thurs you die". Turbye. Damn freaky. I don't wanna be sexually abused on that day at the campsite okie. Haha.
I really love you people (I've got tonnes to name. From Cvss (seniors/juniors) to Poly mates (extended/Da Pham to people like Matt) to Seal Fam and also people who are so close to me like Voon, Sak, Lani, Carine, Loo, Chiang, Josh to people who I hardly talk but I treasure them like Weici, Laura, Dan Goh) from the bottom of my heart. Too many people to name alr. But I guess there's this particular person together with her friend will nv be appreaciate by me.
I really love you people (I've got tonnes to name. From Cvss (seniors/juniors) to Poly mates (extended/Da Pham to people like Matt) to Seal Fam and also people who are so close to me like Voon, Sak, Lani, Carine, Loo, Chiang, Josh to people who I hardly talk but I treasure them like Weici, Laura, Dan Goh) from the bottom of my heart. Too many people to name alr. But I guess there's this particular person together with her friend will nv be appreaciate by me.
Ya hor. I saw Voon's blog. I wouldn't want her to leave me one day too and Lani, don't worry la.
We'll have lots of time to K. K till our lungs burst man!
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First time Lani say she love me ehs. LOL. Oh my Lani. I love you too. LOL.
And ya. I will only laugh at that story with Sak. LOL.