I know how you feel girl. I really do.

Esp when you girls are supposed to meet up last night.

Don't blame yourself for what's that not within your control.

It's ok to cry. But don't let her see.

She can still hear you. Tell her random jokes to crack her up. Tell her that you love her still. I believe that she can still hear you.

Lani, bring yourself together. I know you're a resilient girl. It may be hard and difficult for you to do that, but you know, for Mian Mian's sake, you just have to.

P/S: Joseph Ang, I miss you. Thank you for appearing in my dreams last night. I know you are just around me. If you get to know Mian mian, tell her that all her friends are and will still miss her.

-I'm not crazy.