(Apr 9, 2007)
R.I.P Mian.

I feel for those who are close to her.

Your smiles will etched deeply in the heart of all those who know you.
Jie, I love you.




A couple of weeks ago, I saw her at CP Bucks. She still has that same smile plastered on her face. That pair of super cute and deep dimples that I bet all girls would wanna have them. I still remember how she used to take care of me in the lower sec days. How we used to chat in IRC back then and in school, she would always give me that smile - super sweet smile.

Didn't contact her for years I think. But I still regard her as my Jie, same goes to Xiuling. Even so, when I received the news, which was halfway thru my sleep, I got a shock. I just felt I lost a part of me or something (that same feeling I had when I learnt about Joseph).

I just can't imagine how will her boyfriend react when he learn about it. Both of them has been waiting to reunite and it's happening in only a week's time and such things happen.

I can't imagine how her family gonna digest this. Having lost their very sweet and pretty daughter.

I can't imagine how much she suffered just the second before she ..

I'm so worried for Lani, for Xiuling and those I don't really know like Hongwen and Shelly. And for Sak who was reminded of Shauna.

Whatever it is, Mian Jie, wherever you are, whether you can see this or not, I pray for you. Hope you'd found your paradise.



This was her testi to me 4yrs back. Someone so sweet...





On a sidenote, a very happy 19th birthday to DanGoh and Liankwang.