i was never a fan of jj and i've never like this song till i came across this tday.

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

:<

apparently today's shoot was 1/4 mtv. the other 3/4 was being punked. ray is freaking free i swear. so is jacky, edwin and yx. i was damn stone to react and 999 called me back. lol. starting work in 7 days time. i gonna be a no lifer soon. i need a longer break though i miss being busy with work.

it's a nice sunny sunday and instead of lying on my bed, i am going to work. nabei.

this is killing me. i swear, this IS KILLING ME! agony agony agony.

fucking fucking fucking miss you.
WHAT SHIT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO THIS TIME AGAIN?

• officially official wrap today
• container yard is freaking dusty, i don't like
• i enjoyed working in this art department
• i still enjoy talking to dean & i had a nice long chat with him today
• dean asked "which is the job that you enjoyed most?" my reply: "this. happy set"
  
• congrats to boku for the new job cliched
• yes, i looked fierce when i don't smile/i'm tired, who don't?
  
• i miss seeing t on set
• decided to miss all outings (moi mates/pa mini wrap)
• i kinda prefer hanging out with older people now
• idk since when, but i came to conclusion that i prefer older man
• i need to start to learn how to guard my heart properly
  
• i seriously feel the heart ache whenever i think of you
• i like the gossip/complain session with matt today, seriously
• i pretty very much appreciate having matt to guide me along the way for this job. i can never get a better supervisor anywhere else. i want to work with him again.
  
• "i am a OUTERSPACE cadet"
• i am hungry. i am waiting for april to call for dinner
• i am sleepy, i am going to nap after this
• everything started AND ended at the same time
• and yes, i will continue to be in art department. "notice details" - dean
• told you, i like talking to dean
• 你要的不是我
  

i guess this is truly "meeting the right person at the wrong time".

yesterday was starbucks with kt, sheena and wenchong. it was nice though i was still a little affected by my own mood, but catching up with good friends always feels good. compensation maybe.

supper thereafter with jacky, yexiang, candice and randy @ simpang. nice food, good talks. lifted my mind off that load for awhile.
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oh well, i guess compared to the previous few days, i'm much better now, albeit still a little sad and disappointed. i mean, two times in a row is a little too much for me to take. i don't understand why it happened again but yes, maybe sheena was right. maybe it was me. at least this time round things were not that bad so i think i should be over it pretty soon. as long as i keep my mind off it.

easier said than done. my heart is still aching. i still hope that there is some hope. but i supposed everything started and ended at the same time.

ahh fuck it :<

"there is nothing you can't overcome!" & yes! there is nothing I can't overcome.

oh well. karaoke-ing tonight with THE DAYS loves! been long folks.

fuck the hangover. i can't think str8 now. i am fucking hungry. i want to eat pasta. i need to shower now. i need to meet kt because his lesson ended already. i need to drown myself with work soon. i need to get over this even sooner.

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji