(Oct 9, 2008)
I need some loving but you came too late this time. I'm sorry.
On a sadder note, I am still very tired with all those weird ideas and plans of killing people and everyone around me. Yes, sometimes I wish I could kill every single human being so that I can have the whole world to myself and nobody to irritate me and I do not need to please anyone and also, the long wanted peace. Maybe not. I'll just keep Beckham alive so I can have sex with him everyday and make his babies.
I need to sleep in, have some lone time and just let things clear from my mind mysteriously.
Many booked in today; Tomu, Caleb, Elroy, Daniel Goh, etc. Good luck guys. Much loves.
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Lao Pa told me the other day when we were in the garden slacking (in cantonese);
"When problems/obstacles come knocking on your door, don't avoid, don't run away. Embrace it and face it with courage instead."
Oh well, I've learnt how to run and avoid it unknowingly. It wasn't that difficult to get the hang of it. But it kinda made me into a worse person. And I can't do anything about it.
Screw the devils in my head.
On a sadder note, I am still very tired with all those weird ideas and plans of killing people and everyone around me. Yes, sometimes I wish I could kill every single human being so that I can have the whole world to myself and nobody to irritate me and I do not need to please anyone and also, the long wanted peace. Maybe not. I'll just keep Beckham alive so I can have sex with him everyday and make his babies.
I need to sleep in, have some lone time and just let things clear from my mind mysteriously.
Many booked in today; Tomu, Caleb, Elroy, Daniel Goh, etc. Good luck guys. Much loves.
-
Lao Pa told me the other day when we were in the garden slacking (in cantonese);
"When problems/obstacles come knocking on your door, don't avoid, don't run away. Embrace it and face it with courage instead."
Oh well, I've learnt how to run and avoid it unknowingly. It wasn't that difficult to get the hang of it. But it kinda made me into a worse person. And I can't do anything about it.
Screw the devils in my head.