(Aug 9, 2008)
My temper and attitude towards life and people are getting from bad to worse. Oh well. And sometimes after some self reflection, I really just want to be that easy-going person I once was (for a period of time) and not someone who complains nonstop and is angry for almost all day long. It makes me look older faster -.-
I once think that I will miss school and the people when I go for SIP but it's not that way now. I still contact the rest, and we still plan meet ups now and then just that sometimes OT screw programmes up. Meh.
I don't know why but I kinda cannot be bothered about a lot of stuffs now and like I said yesterday, I really need to listen to Pops. Complaining and giving faces especially to the authorities really won't do me any good. I'm just a small fish now and I've got lots more to learn from people. Getting shit now is better than getting shit next time. So, well, Warren, shut me up the next time I complain (:
Anyway, LOOK HOW LONG MY HAIR USE TO BE. MEH. I miss that long, black and damaged hair -.-
And I really miss climbing up and down during shoots and being in the art dept. Somehow girls are not gaining enough reconigntion in such area which kinda sucks. They are either the producer, the wardrobe or the make-up artist. You don't see female cam crew. Which I kinda understand why but I just can't accept the fact about it. See, complain. It's just that I'm too used to such shit jobs and now giving me brainless job is very boring. Aizat asked "What are you aiming to do in this industry?" My answer was "..." I don't know. It's time to start pondering.
Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore.
Hope I got the age correctly :p
I once think that I will miss school and the people when I go for SIP but it's not that way now. I still contact the rest, and we still plan meet ups now and then just that sometimes OT screw programmes up. Meh.
I don't know why but I kinda cannot be bothered about a lot of stuffs now and like I said yesterday, I really need to listen to Pops. Complaining and giving faces especially to the authorities really won't do me any good. I'm just a small fish now and I've got lots more to learn from people. Getting shit now is better than getting shit next time. So, well, Warren, shut me up the next time I complain (:
Anyway, LOOK HOW LONG MY HAIR USE TO BE. MEH. I miss that long, black and damaged hair -.-
And I really miss climbing up and down during shoots and being in the art dept. Somehow girls are not gaining enough reconigntion in such area which kinda sucks. They are either the producer, the wardrobe or the make-up artist. You don't see female cam crew. Which I kinda understand why but I just can't accept the fact about it. See, complain. It's just that I'm too used to such shit jobs and now giving me brainless job is very boring. Aizat asked "What are you aiming to do in this industry?" My answer was "..." I don't know. It's time to start pondering.
Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore.
Hope I got the age correctly :p