(May 25, 2008)
That guy who is "9 Hrs away from home" is a jerk so, I should just stop talking to him. I forgot he claimed me to be his rebound sometime back. So, he's a jerk for saying that. JERK.

First, I called Sheena at around 2am because I got signed out from MSN then we chatted and then she said she is going to sleep at 2.45am and the next time check was 3.49am already and so we said "Kay, 5 more mins then we go sleep" and the next thing, it was already 4.18am. Tsk tsk. I don't know why girls can just keep on talking because I ask Tomu the other day and he said he don't really call Caleb to talk about life. GUYS.

Cannot wait to meet up with Ester together for her belated birthday celebration.

Iya. I've said it for the 1000th times but ya, I love Sheena and Ester and no other friends can replace them unless like someone else who is willing to save me from the shark, other than that, no (:

I know right like I can be the ultimate bitch sometimes with the cranky temper and unpredictable attitude but I always feel guilty for shouting or throwing tantrums at my friends. Like Mark, Jacen, KT and even friends like Amos kenna all the time. I mean I am really sorry luh but I swear as compared to the past, I'm 20 times better. Kay, that doesn't help. Point is, I am guilty and I am sorry.

I am also that anti-social kid on the block no matter how hard I tried to be the girl next door. Of course, it's a different thing during camp so I really hate people asking "fiona, are you ok? why are you so quiet today?" because apparently no one can be high 24/7. I know it's out of concern but it's get irritating when up to 5 person asking you the same question in on day. Kay, see the bitch in me in coming out.

I really miss time spent with Da Pham like right, random outings and all. Now I'm just like someone who don't belong to anywhere and going around school joining random people. Maybe I belong to 69/70 yes. Carmen, we belong to somewhere. LOL.

Hajar get well soon,
Aidah rest more,
Yumi, I love you so please don't think that you're a bitch and suck at everything because I always admire your intelligence,
Carmen, stop crying you big baby,
Wesley, Idk? thank you for taking care of me that day in chalet,
Nick, Mummy still love you,
Warren, I want to see your permed hair yoh,
Jacen, you're still my best friend even though I always treat you like shit because of the ultimate bitch living inside me.




and to you, freeze the time would you?