(Nov 29, 2007)
Seriously speaking I haven't been this frustrated for a long, long time. I'm trying hard to cool down. It's not that difficult.
And Yumi is not feeling well yet she still drink. I'm worried about her but I don't know what to do. I haven't been talking to her for a long time as well and I don't know what is happening to her as well. Please Yumi, anything just talk to us. You know we're here for you. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed someone to.
I've been neglecting a lot of people around me these days. I just want to stay in my comfort zone and be a happy person.
I think this holiday is just not right for everyone. I'm losing the energy to cheer people up. I'm not good at it as well. And with my temper nowadays, I don't think I'll be able to do much either.
My lousy temper is coming back and it's scary how fast my mood changes. It's like a roller coaster ride sometimes.
I hope I won't be over dependent on someone. Not now, not ever. I think I shall keep more stuffs to myself. I've been complaining a lot. I just don't feel like talking today.
Sighs.
And Yumi is not feeling well yet she still drink. I'm worried about her but I don't know what to do. I haven't been talking to her for a long time as well and I don't know what is happening to her as well. Please Yumi, anything just talk to us. You know we're here for you. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed someone to.
I've been neglecting a lot of people around me these days. I just want to stay in my comfort zone and be a happy person.
I think this holiday is just not right for everyone. I'm losing the energy to cheer people up. I'm not good at it as well. And with my temper nowadays, I don't think I'll be able to do much either.
My lousy temper is coming back and it's scary how fast my mood changes. It's like a roller coaster ride sometimes.
I hope I won't be over dependent on someone. Not now, not ever. I think I shall keep more stuffs to myself. I've been complaining a lot. I just don't feel like talking today.
Sighs.