(Nov 25, 2007)
i should just go mia one day and be an irresponsible friend for leaving everything behind.
if i cant beat them, then i should join them.
planning a celebration is not difficult but all i wanted was just suggestions here and there and some help? but all i got back was "i duno leh", "i think then i call you back" and "i let you know later". But all the time, i dont get back a reply. i dont know if making a call is so difficult or is it that my phone number is too complicated? now i understand why everyone is drifting away from everyone and why people is leaving to join other friends rather than this group of friends.
i've got lots to say but i dont know where should i start from or how should i start it. like what josh said, I tried too hard to be sociable and easy going. people's true colors always surface after a while and i think it's my time now.
is it just me?
i shall take this hols to break away from everyone so that i wont get so emo all the time like how im feeling now. if im not going to sleep now, im going to break down soon. so goodnight.
if i cant beat them, then i should join them.
planning a celebration is not difficult but all i wanted was just suggestions here and there and some help? but all i got back was "i duno leh", "i think then i call you back" and "i let you know later". But all the time, i dont get back a reply. i dont know if making a call is so difficult or is it that my phone number is too complicated? now i understand why everyone is drifting away from everyone and why people is leaving to join other friends rather than this group of friends.
i've got lots to say but i dont know where should i start from or how should i start it. like what josh said, I tried too hard to be sociable and easy going. people's true colors always surface after a while and i think it's my time now.
is it just me?
i shall take this hols to break away from everyone so that i wont get so emo all the time like how im feeling now. if im not going to sleep now, im going to break down soon. so goodnight.