(Nov 12, 2007)
I was sleeping sub consiously this morning with my Moshy playing Heroes and I dreamt that Joseph emailed me like how he used to. The only difference is that when I came around, it was nothing but a dream and when reality strikes me, I can only remind myself that he isn't around anymore.
Things were never much the same after he'd gone. I feel so lonely at times when I think of not having being able to talk to him anymore. That thought alone is suicidal.
He used to give me all the confidence that I needed no matter how many people look down on me or think that I'm useless.
All I can do now is just to keep him in my memories. That is the only thing he left for me.
Anyway, pictures up. (click for bigger view)
DEFA meeting went pretty well. Had some laughters here and there. I had to brush the thought of Joseph away at certain time and felt lonely for a few moment though I was with the usual. Funny feeling. I was hoping for something to happen at the same time but I don't know what I was anticipating for.
I think that's all for today. I am not emo for god's sake.