(Nov 24, 2007)
I'm not that Fiona anymore.
I'm fighting hard to bring back the smile.

And apparently you're the only one who is able to do it.

Emotions are getting out of hands. I swear I thought I saw Jo just now. I guess it was hallucination. I think all the stress from DEFA and D'Olympics are making everything worse than before. The hallucination is back to haunt me.

HI JOSEPH. I LOVE YOU STILL.

Thinking of Jo reminds me of Mian and those who suffered the same fate as me. People thought people like us who lost our close friends are crazy because we still talk to them as though they are still alive.

"You are alive as long as you're being love by someone"

Yeah. Josh told me that and it's difficult to get that out of my mind.

Yes. The driver and that rich kid has been missed again.

I miss you, subaru impreza

My back is aching for sitting up for too long.

Anyway, Dou Jiang You Tiao and durians at Geylang were love. I was afraid that the durian might slip and fly off and stuck on my face though.

I have been flaring up at people who I'm not very much close with these days. If they would keep their 2 cents worth of comments to themselves sometimes and prolly not irritate me with their choice of words or actions, then it would have been so much easier for myself.


Thanks for standing by me to make sure i'm alright

Little action makes a bigger impact.

Jacen told Cherine that I am his first friend in poly. Thats makes my day better. At least I made an impact on someone's life. Right Buddy.

I hope some sleep would clear all these worries off my mind for me.
So, Bye world.


Just make me smile more, would you?