(Sep 30, 2006)
Josh said
"No matter what, he'll be looking out for you from above. No worries because no matter what, he'll definitely pray for you. Pray for your safety, pray for whatever you want him to pray for."
I miss you, Joseph Ang.
I don't know what you're doing up there, but I hope you've found serenity in another world.
Josh worte a rap for me.
Lols. Damn funny la.
He damn cock.
What messy room with messy hair.
Then don't know what love cocks and breasts.
Fucker sia him.
"No matter what, he'll be looking out for you from above. No worries because no matter what, he'll definitely pray for you. Pray for your safety, pray for whatever you want him to pray for."
I miss you, Joseph Ang.
I don't know what you're doing up there, but I hope you've found serenity in another world.
Josh worte a rap for me.
Lols. Damn funny la.
He damn cock.
What messy room with messy hair.
Then don't know what love cocks and breasts.
Fucker sia him.
()
Spent a fruitful day out before school starts officially on Mon for all design students. Hopefully my lecturers for next block will email us and say "classes officially starts on Tues". But I don't think it will happen. ASS.
Went Yumi's place with Son, BenFong, Wilson and Ariel and had our lunch there. Damn shiok. The Tendori Chicken and Tomyam soup. Damn nice la. Chatted and laughed for damn long before we headed off to town to meet Jacen. BenFong did not join us. Watched Stay Alive. Damn fun la the show. The plot is nice too. But why didn't the guy die after the game went Game Over? hmm?
Had Gelato ice cream and walked around FEP. Graniph's shirts are seriously damn fucking nice la. Afterwhich, we had dinner over at BK before going home. Shit. Ariel has so much ideas for the night walk man! Damn shiok! Woos. I hope it'll scare the shit out of the sub comm.
I hope being the event officials for the Standard Chartered thing would be fun la. Damn shiok. Gonna get more people to join. Hahas.
Okies. Finally tomorrow I'll be able to sleep till late afternoon.
Went Yumi's place with Son, BenFong, Wilson and Ariel and had our lunch there. Damn shiok. The Tendori Chicken and Tomyam soup. Damn nice la. Chatted and laughed for damn long before we headed off to town to meet Jacen. BenFong did not join us. Watched Stay Alive. Damn fun la the show. The plot is nice too. But why didn't the guy die after the game went Game Over? hmm?
Had Gelato ice cream and walked around FEP. Graniph's shirts are seriously damn fucking nice la. Afterwhich, we had dinner over at BK before going home. Shit. Ariel has so much ideas for the night walk man! Damn shiok! Woos. I hope it'll scare the shit out of the sub comm.
I hope being the event officials for the Standard Chartered thing would be fun la. Damn shiok. Gonna get more people to join. Hahas.
Okies. Finally tomorrow I'll be able to sleep till late afternoon.
(Sep 28, 2006)
suB coMm caMp StiL gOt sooO mucHHieS tO Do LaRx.
BaaHx.
AnD sChool'S StarTing NexT weeK.
WhicH isH sHooO daMn SianX LarX.
Fuck la! I wonder how some people could type and talk that way.
I took so long typing that can.
You - eu
Me - moi, mui
much - muchies
nights - nitex
ok/okies/okays - oKkiEs
bye - buaiX
hi/hello - Hellooox.
It would save alot of typing time if they could just type normally.
Not that I have a problem with them but I do have a problem with them typing "shortcuts" with more letters. Then what's the use of shortcuts?
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix would be out in 2007.
How cool?
Not much changes in the casting which is a good thing. Ain't it?
Oh great. Tomorrw movie with Yumi and Jacen and don't know who and then might be going down to Martin's birthday party. But I don't know anyone there but he booked the room and included me already. Oh shit. If I don't go, I think he'll kill me immediately. And now Lani asked me to go Momo with her. Aww shit. So many temptations la. But I wanna stay at home and sleep lehs before school starts. 12-6.
TDS raped off my social life man!
BaaHx.
AnD sChool'S StarTing NexT weeK.
WhicH isH sHooO daMn SianX LarX.
Fuck la! I wonder how some people could type and talk that way.
I took so long typing that can.
You - eu
Me - moi, mui
much - muchies
nights - nitex
ok/okies/okays - oKkiEs
bye - buaiX
hi/hello - Hellooox.
It would save alot of typing time if they could just type normally.
Not that I have a problem with them but I do have a problem with them typing "shortcuts" with more letters. Then what's the use of shortcuts?
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix would be out in 2007.
How cool?
Not much changes in the casting which is a good thing. Ain't it?
Oh great. Tomorrw movie with Yumi and Jacen and don't know who and then might be going down to Martin's birthday party. But I don't know anyone there but he booked the room and included me already. Oh shit. If I don't go, I think he'll kill me immediately. And now Lani asked me to go Momo with her. Aww shit. So many temptations la. But I wanna stay at home and sleep lehs before school starts. 12-6.
TDS raped off my social life man!
(Sep 27, 2006)
Josh came over in the early morning.
I was wondering which ass was it who kept ringing the bell.
How nice of him.
He bought me hotcakes from Mac but he ate it in the end.
He was nagging and nagging and nagging all the way while I was half sleeping.
Then the sensitive topic was brought up.
Made both of us teared abit. Basket he wiped his tears on my blanket.
Nvm, I shall sleep with his smell.
He brought me stuffs he got for me from Australia.
Really hope their migration would be approved.
Not that I don't want to spend more time with them but I know why they wanna migrate. =))
Thanks Josh for everything. Remember about my ABDOMEN veins uh!
He left at around 10+ while I went back to sleep.
Messeged Josh a whole lot of words. Thanked him for everything. Really. Love him so much.
Went back to sleep and met up with Yumi at 2.30 in school.
We went shopping around the school. Ain't garang guni's job fun?
Finally settled our games stuff at 4+ and headed home after that.
I think DanGoh's handphone had dropped into the toilet bowl while he was shitting.
It seems to be a chore for him to reply smses. That horny cock.
But it's okies because he's cute.
And for that, I shall not blame him. LOLS.
Yes ah. Tomorrow would be a sleeping day.
Woos. He'd recevied my card already. =))
I was wondering which ass was it who kept ringing the bell.
How nice of him.
He bought me hotcakes from Mac but he ate it in the end.
He was nagging and nagging and nagging all the way while I was half sleeping.
Then the sensitive topic was brought up.
Made both of us teared abit. Basket he wiped his tears on my blanket.
Nvm, I shall sleep with his smell.
He brought me stuffs he got for me from Australia.
Really hope their migration would be approved.
Not that I don't want to spend more time with them but I know why they wanna migrate. =))
Thanks Josh for everything. Remember about my ABDOMEN veins uh!
He left at around 10+ while I went back to sleep.
Messeged Josh a whole lot of words. Thanked him for everything. Really. Love him so much.
Went back to sleep and met up with Yumi at 2.30 in school.
We went shopping around the school. Ain't garang guni's job fun?
Finally settled our games stuff at 4+ and headed home after that.
I think DanGoh's handphone had dropped into the toilet bowl while he was shitting.
It seems to be a chore for him to reply smses. That horny cock.
But it's okies because he's cute.
And for that, I shall not blame him. LOLS.
Yes ah. Tomorrow would be a sleeping day.
Woos. He'd recevied my card already. =))
(Sep 26, 2006)
Met up with Yumi and went over to Son's place.
Ordered Mac and remembered I've to collect my spects but nobody's at home.
So rushed back.
Just called him and he said he'll be coming after 9.30. basket la!
Was talking to Josh for awhile while on the way home.
Teared abit.
He fucking scolded me over the phone.
Scolded me for good.
Thanks bro. Loves*
I guess what you said are right.
Meeting him tomorrow for awhile.
He wanted to pass me some stuffs.
Bahhs.
There goes my tongue stud. Itchy hands and took it out. F***
PLEASE SUPPORT TDS SUB COMM CAMP BY JOINING IT.
RECRUITMENT DAYS ON 3RD AND 4TH OCT.
CAMP ITSELF WOULD BE ON 13TH AND 14TH OCT.
POSTERS WOULD BE PUT UP SOON IN SCHOOL. DO CHECK IT OUT!
(MUSLIMS WOULD BE GIVEN TIME FOR PRAYER AND BREAK FAST)
Ordered Mac and remembered I've to collect my spects but nobody's at home.
So rushed back.
Just called him and he said he'll be coming after 9.30. basket la!
Was talking to Josh for awhile while on the way home.
Teared abit.
He fucking scolded me over the phone.
Scolded me for good.
Thanks bro. Loves*
I guess what you said are right.
Meeting him tomorrow for awhile.
He wanted to pass me some stuffs.
Bahhs.
There goes my tongue stud. Itchy hands and took it out. F***
PLEASE SUPPORT TDS SUB COMM CAMP BY JOINING IT.
RECRUITMENT DAYS ON 3RD AND 4TH OCT.
CAMP ITSELF WOULD BE ON 13TH AND 14TH OCT.
POSTERS WOULD BE PUT UP SOON IN SCHOOL. DO CHECK IT OUT!
(MUSLIMS WOULD BE GIVEN TIME FOR PRAYER AND BREAK FAST)
()
Ask yourself, who was the FIRST to be there when you needed someone to talk to?
Who was the first to listen to you rant when you had problems with you-know-who and your family?
Yes. I admit I treated you differently now but ask yourself, have you being spending enough time with us? Yumi might not take such stuffs to heart but I do.
Ask yourself again, are you REALLY that tired with IMF that you only had 4 to 5 hours of sleep? ARE YOU? SERIOUSLY? Or were you hanging out with you-know-who and friends till late? C'mon. Don't say till you're like so fucking noble.
If I didn't message you that day, would you even bother to explain?
But with that minimal of explanation, do you think it can solve the problem?
I might have said it's alright cus I thought I could fuck it and act as though nothing has happened but the thing is, I can't.
You don't seem to care at all- about the friendship.
So what if you talked to me? Does it make any difference?
And now you said I don't appreciate you.
Then those time in school and outside school are for nothing.
That time you called me in the middle of the night, the time you cried in school, the time you ranted to me thru msn, the time you had problems with you-know-who and smsed me, the time you were afraid that your parents might look for you in school and thus I went down to accompany you, the time you had to rush for submission and I helped you with abit of your work, the time during retreat and needed to study alone up on the 5th floor, who was there to accompany you? And that was the time you had some minor prob with you-know-who as well, the time you were bored and stuffs and whatever shit, WHO WAS THERE.
So don't say that I don't appreciate you.
If I hadn't, I won't be there for you. So don't say till like I wasn't there for you at all.
THANKS for being there for me through THAT period but you were telling me on that day that you were receiving hell- different level of hell from school work and then really talked to me a few days later and when I had problems with him.
Okies, thats not the point.
The point you wanted to get over to me was I'm petty and should grow up right? If you felt that I'm so childish, why bother to listen to my advices?
Let me tell you, I wasn't angry over the printing incident but all those following incidents.
You remembered to bake cookies for Yumi but you forgot to ask me over.
If you said you forgot about other thing, and thus you made plans with your other friends, I'll understand.
But this is so unlogical.
Do you know how fuckin pissed I was when you called me and said you baked cookies for EVERYONE? Meaning for Yumi as her Bday present. And ya. I was pissed cus you baked with your other friends.
LIKE, TELL ME, HOW IMPORTANT AM I AS A FRIEND TO YOU WHEN YOU DON'T SEEMED TO BOTHER.
I know how ass am I this few days. On fri and yesterday and on msn.
When something has happened, don't act as though nothin has happened.
By talking to me normally dosent help at all.
You're still my friend. No doubt about it. But being the same as the past or not, is another story.
I'll never give up on you or the friendship but I've given up on myself.
Not giving up on you because I know you and how you were there for me.
Not giving up on the friendship because I was part of the party who built it up.
But giving up on myself because I can't stop thinking about it and not forgiving you.
By apologising and giving minamal explaination is just the easy way out.
Let me stress on this, if I hadn't even bother/appreciate/care/whatevershit, will I even sms you on Fri?
Am I really that bad in this friendship?
Am I really such an ass?
Don't I feel sad?
In some posts back I said I'm not just feeling frustrated and angry but plain sadness.
We need to talk.
Who was the first to listen to you rant when you had problems with you-know-who and your family?
Yes. I admit I treated you differently now but ask yourself, have you being spending enough time with us? Yumi might not take such stuffs to heart but I do.
Ask yourself again, are you REALLY that tired with IMF that you only had 4 to 5 hours of sleep? ARE YOU? SERIOUSLY? Or were you hanging out with you-know-who and friends till late? C'mon. Don't say till you're like so fucking noble.
If I didn't message you that day, would you even bother to explain?
But with that minimal of explanation, do you think it can solve the problem?
I might have said it's alright cus I thought I could fuck it and act as though nothing has happened but the thing is, I can't.
You don't seem to care at all- about the friendship.
So what if you talked to me? Does it make any difference?
And now you said I don't appreciate you.
Then those time in school and outside school are for nothing.
That time you called me in the middle of the night, the time you cried in school, the time you ranted to me thru msn, the time you had problems with you-know-who and smsed me, the time you were afraid that your parents might look for you in school and thus I went down to accompany you, the time you had to rush for submission and I helped you with abit of your work, the time during retreat and needed to study alone up on the 5th floor, who was there to accompany you? And that was the time you had some minor prob with you-know-who as well, the time you were bored and stuffs and whatever shit, WHO WAS THERE.
So don't say that I don't appreciate you.
If I hadn't, I won't be there for you. So don't say till like I wasn't there for you at all.
THANKS for being there for me through THAT period but you were telling me on that day that you were receiving hell- different level of hell from school work and then really talked to me a few days later and when I had problems with him.
Okies, thats not the point.
The point you wanted to get over to me was I'm petty and should grow up right? If you felt that I'm so childish, why bother to listen to my advices?
Let me tell you, I wasn't angry over the printing incident but all those following incidents.
You remembered to bake cookies for Yumi but you forgot to ask me over.
If you said you forgot about other thing, and thus you made plans with your other friends, I'll understand.
But this is so unlogical.
Do you know how fuckin pissed I was when you called me and said you baked cookies for EVERYONE? Meaning for Yumi as her Bday present. And ya. I was pissed cus you baked with your other friends.
LIKE, TELL ME, HOW IMPORTANT AM I AS A FRIEND TO YOU WHEN YOU DON'T SEEMED TO BOTHER.
I know how ass am I this few days. On fri and yesterday and on msn.
When something has happened, don't act as though nothin has happened.
By talking to me normally dosent help at all.
You're still my friend. No doubt about it. But being the same as the past or not, is another story.
I'll never give up on you or the friendship but I've given up on myself.
Not giving up on you because I know you and how you were there for me.
Not giving up on the friendship because I was part of the party who built it up.
But giving up on myself because I can't stop thinking about it and not forgiving you.
By apologising and giving minamal explaination is just the easy way out.
Let me stress on this, if I hadn't even bother/appreciate/care/whatevershit, will I even sms you on Fri?
Am I really that bad in this friendship?
Am I really such an ass?
Don't I feel sad?
In some posts back I said I'm not just feeling frustrated and angry but plain sadness.
We need to talk.
()
Was late for meeting this morning.
Hohos.
Saw Ken in the bus. That cock. He dao-ed me when I board and so I dao-ed him when he alighted
I'm still lacking information of D'Olympics.
Ohwell.
I'm thinking of how to make the night walk more complicated.
So that the sub comms would have a harder time completing the tasks.
Had lunch in school before we headed to buy snacks and food.
Headed over to Yumi's before going to the chalet.
Napped over at Yumi's while the guys played some car racing game.
I lost once to Yumi and once to Pohhan.
Slacked over at chalet and watched Singapore Idol.
Some people just don't know how to shut their mouth while watching tv.
Fucking irritating.
Anyways, Hady won!
Both should win although I supported Jon cause he's cute and handsome!
Kept disturbing David cause he resemble Jon.
Thanks to the SA peeps for the food.
Had a short walk with ShawnPaul.
Thanks bro for listening to my rantings! LOLS.
Headed over to OCH.
Saw the same security booth right infront of the steep stairs.
Reminded me of the experience few years back.
Oh well. The few of us will never forget it. =))
Adnan, Meiting, Jisheng, Cheehui and some others I forgot.
Headed home.
Tomorrow gonna join Wilson and Son for their "NINJA" training with Yumi.
LOVES*
Oh ya. Yumi bought me a new Fluffy because I lost my previous Fluffy.
How sweet of her sia.
LOVES*
Hohos.
Saw Ken in the bus. That cock. He dao-ed me when I board and so I dao-ed him when he alighted
I'm still lacking information of D'Olympics.
Ohwell.
I'm thinking of how to make the night walk more complicated.
So that the sub comms would have a harder time completing the tasks.
Had lunch in school before we headed to buy snacks and food.
Headed over to Yumi's before going to the chalet.
Napped over at Yumi's while the guys played some car racing game.
I lost once to Yumi and once to Pohhan.
Slacked over at chalet and watched Singapore Idol.
Some people just don't know how to shut their mouth while watching tv.
Fucking irritating.
Anyways, Hady won!
Both should win although I supported Jon cause he's cute and handsome!
Kept disturbing David cause he resemble Jon.
Thanks to the SA peeps for the food.
Had a short walk with ShawnPaul.
Thanks bro for listening to my rantings! LOLS.
Headed over to OCH.
Saw the same security booth right infront of the steep stairs.
Reminded me of the experience few years back.
Oh well. The few of us will never forget it. =))
Adnan, Meiting, Jisheng, Cheehui and some others I forgot.
Headed home.
Tomorrow gonna join Wilson and Son for their "NINJA" training with Yumi.
LOVES*
Oh ya. Yumi bought me a new Fluffy because I lost my previous Fluffy.
How sweet of her sia.
LOVES*
(Sep 25, 2006)
Met up with Cherissa and Yuu at 2am this morning and we had supper over at the prata shop.
This time we tried something else. WOOS. Nice sia.
We left the place at 4+ going to 5.
Went home and slept all the way to 4.
Met up with Cherissa then Yuu and headed over to the Indoor Stadium.
Singapore Idol this year not very happening. The stadium was only 70% filled.
Compared to last year's full house.
Saw quite a number of celebraties but oh well. LOLS.
Cynthia Koh and those Super Host people were in the same row as us.
Daphne Khoo as well. Son and Wilson must be super jealous. LOLS.
Both Jonathan and Hady sang damn well.
I like Jon's "You gave me wings" and "Chasing Cars" and Hady's "Through the fire"
Nothing beats seeing Gomez and Twohill. WOOS.
Don and Drew were the sub host when the home viewers were watching the commercial.
I just love Dan Ong. Damn cute la him.
Overall it was quite fun.
Now, I'm thinking to go to the results show tomorrow or not.
Got Electrico ehs. Wha laos.
And Taufik. Fuckit la.
But got chalet. Kaos.
Both Jon and Hady deserves to win.
Yes. BOTH.
Equally good.
=))
For now, I gonna take a rest before waking up for meeting at 10.30am tomorrow.
This time we tried something else. WOOS. Nice sia.
We left the place at 4+ going to 5.
Went home and slept all the way to 4.
Met up with Cherissa then Yuu and headed over to the Indoor Stadium.
Singapore Idol this year not very happening. The stadium was only 70% filled.
Compared to last year's full house.
Saw quite a number of celebraties but oh well. LOLS.
Cynthia Koh and those Super Host people were in the same row as us.
Daphne Khoo as well. Son and Wilson must be super jealous. LOLS.
Both Jonathan and Hady sang damn well.
I like Jon's "You gave me wings" and "Chasing Cars" and Hady's "Through the fire"
Nothing beats seeing Gomez and Twohill. WOOS.
Don and Drew were the sub host when the home viewers were watching the commercial.
I just love Dan Ong. Damn cute la him.
Overall it was quite fun.
Now, I'm thinking to go to the results show tomorrow or not.
Got Electrico ehs. Wha laos.
And Taufik. Fuckit la.
But got chalet. Kaos.
Both Jon and Hady deserves to win.
Yes. BOTH.
Equally good.
=))
For now, I gonna take a rest before waking up for meeting at 10.30am tomorrow.
(Sep 24, 2006)
Slacked at home all the way till 6pm before going shopping with my Dajie.
Went Queensway shopping centre.
Got my spects changed!
Green and white but will only get it on Monday.
Bought a short and tappered my jeans as well.
Woo. Am a happy girl.
Went Ikea again. Dajie bought alot stuffs as usual.
Headed home then went Bedok to meet SK.
Slacked around and we spent most of our time in Princess Mac's toilet.
WOOOS.
THANKS GIRL.
She made me happy in the toilet. WOOOS.
HAHAHAS.
That's all.
Like what I've told Joshua, no more emo posts cause I'm hecking everything. =))
Went Queensway shopping centre.
Got my spects changed!
Green and white but will only get it on Monday.
Bought a short and tappered my jeans as well.
Woo. Am a happy girl.
Went Ikea again. Dajie bought alot stuffs as usual.
Headed home then went Bedok to meet SK.
Slacked around and we spent most of our time in Princess Mac's toilet.
WOOOS.
THANKS GIRL.
She made me happy in the toilet. WOOOS.
HAHAHAS.
That's all.
Like what I've told Joshua, no more emo posts cause I'm hecking everything. =))
(Sep 23, 2006)
Damn tired.
Chatted with Daniel Goh till 4 before I went to sleep.
I didn't know he's sucha horny bastard. =xx
LOLS. Thinking whether to go to his church on Sun anot.
Karen Teo is sucha gong kia. Whoohooos.
LOLS.
Now, my cd case cannot eject. Fuck it.
I cannot watch my dvd on com.
NEH NEH cock and a half ball.
Today will be another Archies day. Yes ah!
Chatted with Daniel Goh till 4 before I went to sleep.
I didn't know he's sucha horny bastard. =xx
LOLS. Thinking whether to go to his church on Sun anot.
Karen Teo is sucha gong kia. Whoohooos.
LOLS.
Now, my cd case cannot eject. Fuck it.
I cannot watch my dvd on com.
NEH NEH cock and a half ball.
Today will be another Archies day. Yes ah!
(Sep 22, 2006)
Super fun today.
We had lunch at Jurong Entertainment Centre and we headed over to Fuji Ice Palace!
Damn shiok. Damn fun.
Falling, ice on face, ice in mouth, yada yada.
There's this uncle and this guy who kept sliding ice on us, Yumi for the matter of fact.
That uncle even slide ice into my mouth.
BAAAHS.
The ang mo kids there are like oh so cute la. And I irritated one of the boys.
LOLS.
Whatever.
Ain had something on and can't join us. So sad.
After that, we headed over to Tampines Mall for Pizza Hut.
Sotong, Demp, Shahul and Aida didn't join us.
But BenFong, Dominic and Eddee joined us for it.
Had so much fun over there as well.
Bought a cake and cookie lollipop for Yumi from all.
I gave her 2 tees. Hope she likes it.
On the way to interchange was like so funny la.
Kept making noises and all.
I was drunk from the pizza. And people bullying me.
Stepping on my flips, pushing me, hitting me, making me cry and Froggy's incident.
LOLS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUMI PONG. I LOVE YOU.
That's us.
Again.
BLOCK ONE LOVES.
taken by the guy who slide ice on us
Shahul, Jace, Bday girl, Froggy
Scandal 1
Scandal 2
Thanks Li An
Scandal 3
Pong eating cake
Pong and her cookie lollipop
And Edded Peh with it as well.
More pics coming up. =))
Wha laos.
Joshua said I'm petty.
I'm not okies. You fucktard.
YOUR words still makes no sense.
and YOU didn't even make the effort to explain yourself.
Like, would you if I didn't make the effort to talk to you?
Whatever. Just leave it as it is.
I'm too tired for such things now.
23rd,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST LOVELY BITCH, SAKINAH!!
LOVES LOVES LOVES.
HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY.
We had lunch at Jurong Entertainment Centre and we headed over to Fuji Ice Palace!
Damn shiok. Damn fun.
Falling, ice on face, ice in mouth, yada yada.
There's this uncle and this guy who kept sliding ice on us, Yumi for the matter of fact.
That uncle even slide ice into my mouth.
BAAAHS.
The ang mo kids there are like oh so cute la. And I irritated one of the boys.
LOLS.
Whatever.
Ain had something on and can't join us. So sad.
After that, we headed over to Tampines Mall for Pizza Hut.
Sotong, Demp, Shahul and Aida didn't join us.
But BenFong, Dominic and Eddee joined us for it.
Had so much fun over there as well.
Bought a cake and cookie lollipop for Yumi from all.
I gave her 2 tees. Hope she likes it.
On the way to interchange was like so funny la.
Kept making noises and all.
I was drunk from the pizza. And people bullying me.
Stepping on my flips, pushing me, hitting me, making me cry and Froggy's incident.
LOLS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUMI PONG. I LOVE YOU.
That's us. Again. BLOCK ONE LOVES. taken by the guy who slide ice on us Shahul, Jace, Bday girl, Froggy Scandal 1 Scandal 2 Thanks Li An Scandal 3 Pong eating cake Pong and her cookie lollipop And Edded Peh with it as well.More pics coming up. =))
Wha laos.
Joshua said I'm petty.
I'm not okies. You fucktard.
YOUR words still makes no sense.
and YOU didn't even make the effort to explain yourself.
Like, would you if I didn't make the effort to talk to you?
Whatever. Just leave it as it is.
I'm too tired for such things now.
23rd,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST LOVELY BITCH, SAKINAH!!
LOVES LOVES LOVES.
HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY.
()
KIMBERLY TANG'S BIRTHDAY IS OVER! HOPE SHE DID ENJOYED HER DAY. LOVES.
THE END OF HER BIRTHDAY MEANS THE STARTING OF ANOTHER BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BITCH, YUMI PONG SIOW SIN.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.
LOVES LOVES.
GONNA SNEAK OUT FROM CLASS JUST TO SEE U IN BLOCK SIX.
NO MORE SELF PROCLAIMED TOILET BREAKS.
NO MORE READING EACH OTHER MIND AND LOOKING AT EACH OTHER IN CLASS.
NO MORE LAUGHING OUT LOUD IN CLASS.
NO MORE SEEING YOU FALL DOWN IN CLASS.
NO MORE RANTING.
NO MORE DISTURBING AND IRRITATING THE CLASS TOGETHER.
BUT MORE MISSING.
MORE SMSES.
MORE RUNNING OUT OF CLASS JUST TO SEE EACH OTHER.
MORE "AWWWWWWWWW" WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER.
MORE RANTING TO DO IN MSN.
MORE FUCKTARDS, MORE BLOODY BASKET.
I LOVE YOU. BITCH.
Just when everything has come to an end, I read more bloody boiling stuffs.
Fuck you man! Literally only.
I can't believe it man.
Woos.
Don't tell me it's the same old "F____T" again.
FUCK.
Once a week.
Fuck. Double FUCK. TRIPLE FUCK.
JUST FUCK YOU.
It's more than being angry and frustrated.
It's plain saddness.
Joshua ask me,
"why are you so emotional? you're someone who can be close friend to anyone and in the end, you get hurt. silly girl"
He knows me just like his brother. But too bad. He's leaving as soon as the papers are done.
I love Voon as well.
"that's all i ask for."
That's all WE ask for.
I love you, you love me.
Do call me for more crying seesion over the phone.
Loves girl.
THE END OF HER BIRTHDAY MEANS THE STARTING OF ANOTHER BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BITCH, YUMI PONG SIOW SIN.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.
LOVES LOVES.
GONNA SNEAK OUT FROM CLASS JUST TO SEE U IN BLOCK SIX.
NO MORE SELF PROCLAIMED TOILET BREAKS.
NO MORE READING EACH OTHER MIND AND LOOKING AT EACH OTHER IN CLASS.
NO MORE LAUGHING OUT LOUD IN CLASS.
NO MORE SEEING YOU FALL DOWN IN CLASS.
NO MORE RANTING.
NO MORE DISTURBING AND IRRITATING THE CLASS TOGETHER.
BUT MORE MISSING.
MORE SMSES.
MORE RUNNING OUT OF CLASS JUST TO SEE EACH OTHER.
MORE "AWWWWWWWWW" WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER.
MORE RANTING TO DO IN MSN.
MORE FUCKTARDS, MORE BLOODY BASKET.
I LOVE YOU. BITCH.
Just when everything has come to an end, I read more bloody boiling stuffs.
Fuck you man! Literally only.
I can't believe it man.
Woos.
Don't tell me it's the same old "F____T" again.
FUCK.
Once a week.
Fuck. Double FUCK. TRIPLE FUCK.
JUST FUCK YOU.
It's more than being angry and frustrated.
It's plain saddness.
Joshua ask me,
"why are you so emotional? you're someone who can be close friend to anyone and in the end, you get hurt. silly girl"
He knows me just like his brother. But too bad. He's leaving as soon as the papers are done.
I love Voon as well.
"that's all i ask for."
That's all WE ask for.
I love you, you love me.
Do call me for more crying seesion over the phone.
Loves girl.
(Sep 21, 2006)
Met up with the Girls and gave Kim an expected surprise.
LOLS.
Pass our present to her and Loon was so sweet la.
He asked her to stay at home because he wanted to send her flowers.
Headed to Rivervale Mall do some stuffs before heading to Tampines Mall and met up with Cherissa aka Angelina Jolie. LOLS.
Met up with Mavis for awhile before she headed back to work.
Had BEEF NOODLES for dinner. *SLURPS*
Walked around after that.
I don't mind dating malay guys man.
They are oh-so-cute-and-humourous. WOOS. =))
Walked around before heading home.
And here I am,
at home.
Being pissed and all.
About the same issue.
Whatever.
Shall not dwell about it anymore.
Gonna send the mail tomorrow.
Hope he'll be glad receiving it.
=))
Ice skating tomorrow.
Great.
I miss them so much.
Ain, Aidah, Froggy, Demp, Jacen, Son, Warwar, Shahul, Yumi and Sotong.
More people might be going as well.
The more the merrier. =))
I guess Shawn Paul was right. Thanks Bro. =))
I don't know you anymore.
Goodbye for good to the friendship we've built.
Close no more but good may be better.
I will never give up on you.
For I know you better than yourself.
But, I'd given up on myself.
It's better this way.
Ain't it?
LOLS.
Pass our present to her and Loon was so sweet la.
He asked her to stay at home because he wanted to send her flowers.
Headed to Rivervale Mall do some stuffs before heading to Tampines Mall and met up with Cherissa aka Angelina Jolie. LOLS.
Met up with Mavis for awhile before she headed back to work.
Had BEEF NOODLES for dinner. *SLURPS*
Walked around after that.
I don't mind dating malay guys man.
They are oh-so-cute-and-humourous. WOOS. =))
Walked around before heading home.
And here I am,
at home.
Being pissed and all.
About the same issue.
Whatever.
Shall not dwell about it anymore.
Gonna send the mail tomorrow.
Hope he'll be glad receiving it.
=))
Ice skating tomorrow.
Great.
I miss them so much.
Ain, Aidah, Froggy, Demp, Jacen, Son, Warwar, Shahul, Yumi and Sotong.
More people might be going as well.
The more the merrier. =))
I guess Shawn Paul was right. Thanks Bro. =))
I don't know you anymore.
Goodbye for good to the friendship we've built.
Close no more but good may be better.
I will never give up on you.
For I know you better than yourself.
But, I'd given up on myself.
It's better this way.
Ain't it?
()
21st sept!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY AND EUGENE!
LOVES. >.<
Because everything happened for a reason.
And once it has happened,
you can't pretend that it hasn't.
Because, time is not for you to turn back and,
you don't have the power to.
I walk in the park.
Looking at the ice cream man.
I want an ice cream cone.
"Mama. Mama." I said.
She gave me a dime.
Not even enough for a lime.
I stretch out my hand and gave the man my dime.
He smiled and pass me an ice cream cone.
This time, I know,
A smile, a kind gesture, good mankind,
Is everything that could make someone's day.
So, make sure your smile is plastered on your face.
You'll never know who's life has it brighten. =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY AND EUGENE!
LOVES. >.<
Because everything happened for a reason.
And once it has happened,
you can't pretend that it hasn't.
Because, time is not for you to turn back and,
you don't have the power to.
I walk in the park.
Looking at the ice cream man.
I want an ice cream cone.
"Mama. Mama." I said.
She gave me a dime.
Not even enough for a lime.
I stretch out my hand and gave the man my dime.
He smiled and pass me an ice cream cone.
This time, I know,
A smile, a kind gesture, good mankind,
Is everything that could make someone's day.
So, make sure your smile is plastered on your face.
You'll never know who's life has it brighten. =))
(Sep 20, 2006)
FUCK IT.
NOW IM FUCKING PISS!
WTF IS WRONG WITH MY SCHOOL?
CDS WITH BLOCKTEACHING SYSTEM?!
IF I MANAGE TO GET HOSPI AND TOURISM, MEANING I GONNA FACE THAT BLOODY BOOK EVERY DAY!?
ABOVE THAT, SUBMISSION EVERYDAY????!??!?!
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
CHEESEPIE!
NOW IM FUMING MAD.
BLOODY FUCKTARD.
THE WORST THING IS WE'RE SEPERATED!!!
YUMI AND I. FUCK IT. HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT HER. TEL ME. TEL ME. TEL ME!!!!!
NO AIN
NO AIDAH
NO JACEN
NO WARREN
NO SOTONG
NO SHAHUL
NO FROGGY
NO DEMPSTER
NO YUMI!!
WTF
BUT LUCKY I GOT SON WITH ME.
MUMMYFI WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU SON.
WE'RE LEFT ALONE
FUCK THE ONE WHO PLANNED THIS.
FUCK YOU
I SAY, FUCKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
Ok. My day is bad enough. I need no more of it man. NO MORE.
NOW IM FUCKING PISS!
WTF IS WRONG WITH MY SCHOOL?
CDS WITH BLOCKTEACHING SYSTEM?!
IF I MANAGE TO GET HOSPI AND TOURISM, MEANING I GONNA FACE THAT BLOODY BOOK EVERY DAY!?
ABOVE THAT, SUBMISSION EVERYDAY????!??!?!
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
CHEESEPIE!
NOW IM FUMING MAD.
BLOODY FUCKTARD.
THE WORST THING IS WE'RE SEPERATED!!!
YUMI AND I. FUCK IT. HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITHOUT HER. TEL ME. TEL ME. TEL ME!!!!!
NO AIN
NO AIDAH
NO JACEN
NO WARREN
NO SOTONG
NO SHAHUL
NO FROGGY
NO DEMPSTER
NO YUMI!!
WTF
BUT LUCKY I GOT SON WITH ME.
MUMMYFI WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU SON.
WE'RE LEFT ALONE
FUCK THE ONE WHO PLANNED THIS.
FUCK YOU
I SAY, FUCKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
Ok. My day is bad enough. I need no more of it man. NO MORE.
()
I'll bang my head on the wall and die if I ever find out that H.Nakata is gay.
But I'll still love him if he is because I still love my Shinji Ono most. =))
We have being saying how hot arm veins are but,
AIN'T VEINS ON THE ABDOMEN HOTTER?!
OMG! I TOTALLY DROOL ON THIS PICTURE MAN.
I bet he has dick veins too. =p
LALALAS. I bet Ain will go "AHHHHH. THAT'S HOT" if she sees this.
LOLS.
That's not all!!
Personally I think he's the hottest man. WHOO
HOT and SUAVE. =))
Alright. All this were taken from some gay sites.
http://www.menofcolor.blogs.com/
http://www.closetconundrums.com/
MOF contains some R21 contents. =))
I can't believe blacks are turning gays as well. But somehow it's expected.
Oh well.
Great sites for GAYS.
THANKS JOSHUA ANG for making my night huh.
BASKET. That guy send me this bloody gross gay vid. Human chain sumore.
I nearly died halfway thru it sia.
And now, he tell me him and Uncle and Aunty are migrating.
Doing the papers procedures.
Awwww. I'll miss them.
But I'll still love him if he is because I still love my Shinji Ono most. =))
We have being saying how hot arm veins are but,
AIN'T VEINS ON THE ABDOMEN HOTTER?!
OMG! I TOTALLY DROOL ON THIS PICTURE MAN.
I bet he has dick veins too. =p
LALALAS. I bet Ain will go "AHHHHH. THAT'S HOT" if she sees this.
LOLS.
That's not all!!
Personally I think he's the hottest man. WHOO
HOT and SUAVE. =))
Alright. All this were taken from some gay sites.
http://www.menofcolor.blogs.com/
http://www.closetconundrums.com/
MOF contains some R21 contents. =))
I can't believe blacks are turning gays as well. But somehow it's expected.
Oh well.
Great sites for GAYS.
THANKS JOSHUA ANG for making my night huh.
BASKET. That guy send me this bloody gross gay vid. Human chain sumore.
I nearly died halfway thru it sia.
And now, he tell me him and Uncle and Aunty are migrating.
Doing the papers procedures.
Awwww. I'll miss them.
(Sep 19, 2006)
Wha. I fall into a minor concussion till 3.30 this afternoon.
DAMN FUCKING SHIOK I TELL YOU.
Only to wake up by Sheena telling me her Eng prelim results.
And also told me that CVSS prom would be held in some country club.
LOLS. I laughed till I woke up. LOLS.
And till now, I'm still working on the sub comm camp.
FUCK. I'm sick and tired.
Just ended the call with Vaani on the phone.
FUCK. Why must this camp clash with the fasting month?!
Basket.
FUCK. I'm washing my hands of the planning.
I'm not in charge of it.
FUCK. DAMN SIANS.
I just don't understand why some people can act as though nothing has happened when everything has happened.
DAMN FUCKING SHIOK I TELL YOU.
Only to wake up by Sheena telling me her Eng prelim results.
And also told me that CVSS prom would be held in some country club.
LOLS. I laughed till I woke up. LOLS.
And till now, I'm still working on the sub comm camp.
FUCK. I'm sick and tired.
Just ended the call with Vaani on the phone.
FUCK. Why must this camp clash with the fasting month?!
Basket.
FUCK. I'm washing my hands of the planning.
I'm not in charge of it.
FUCK. DAMN SIANS.
I just don't understand why some people can act as though nothing has happened when everything has happened.
()
3.24am.
Just finished the final touch up of the Sub comm camp proposal.
Was doing it since around 10+ to 12.
Met Cherissa for pratas again and left the place at 1.45am.
And here I am, re-editing the proposal.
Adding details here and there.
Basket. Now my head is spinning.
NVM. DSC SUBCOMM CAMP WOULD BE A BLAST!!!!
Everything is so uniquely planned.
From theme to station games to nightwalk.
EVERYTHING!
100% ORIGINAL!
Glad my D'Olympics is done. Just have to book the place and get people to sign up.
Which would be done after Camp Design.
I think at this point of time, I'll die any time.
Salute to Shawnpaul. He did not sleep on Sun cus he rushing for submission and he was facing some problems. Today, he had to go school in the morning and faced some problems with the print shop. And then after submission, he still have to attend some workshop. After that, he came for DSC meeting. After that, he have to travel all the way back to Kallang and continue on DSC proposal online. Without sleeping for 37 hours, he still have to go back school tomorrow to submit the proposal. AWW. MY DARLING PRETTYBOY VP IS SUCHA POOR THING!
Now, I think I can rest on Tues and Wed. And on Thurs, Fri and Sat, actitivities are coming up again. My god. I need a rest. I need to be a couch potato again reading my Archies.
YES! ARCHIES! BYES!
Gonna go back to my Archies.
On the other hand, I've finish on the card already.
Now, I just have to make sure he'll be in town to receive it. =))
Happy happy happy.
I was jumping up and down, feeling euphoric that I've finished it.
Yes. And now, I seriously need some sleep.
Just finished the final touch up of the Sub comm camp proposal.
Was doing it since around 10+ to 12.
Met Cherissa for pratas again and left the place at 1.45am.
And here I am, re-editing the proposal.
Adding details here and there.
Basket. Now my head is spinning.
NVM. DSC SUBCOMM CAMP WOULD BE A BLAST!!!!
Everything is so uniquely planned.
From theme to station games to nightwalk.
EVERYTHING!
100% ORIGINAL!
Glad my D'Olympics is done. Just have to book the place and get people to sign up.
Which would be done after Camp Design.
I think at this point of time, I'll die any time.
Salute to Shawnpaul. He did not sleep on Sun cus he rushing for submission and he was facing some problems. Today, he had to go school in the morning and faced some problems with the print shop. And then after submission, he still have to attend some workshop. After that, he came for DSC meeting. After that, he have to travel all the way back to Kallang and continue on DSC proposal online. Without sleeping for 37 hours, he still have to go back school tomorrow to submit the proposal. AWW. MY DARLING PRETTYBOY VP IS SUCHA POOR THING!
Now, I think I can rest on Tues and Wed. And on Thurs, Fri and Sat, actitivities are coming up again. My god. I need a rest. I need to be a couch potato again reading my Archies.
YES! ARCHIES! BYES!
Gonna go back to my Archies.
On the other hand, I've finish on the card already.
Now, I just have to make sure he'll be in town to receive it. =))
Happy happy happy.
I was jumping up and down, feeling euphoric that I've finished it.
Yes. And now, I seriously need some sleep.
(Sep 17, 2006)
COLD WAR IS BAD FOR HEALTH
LOLS. Random.
Isn't is a blessing to feel pain? Emotionally and physically.
Feeling pain is good for your health sometimes.
Now, I felt a tinge of regret and pain in my heart.
What should I do?
I know what I should do but I just don't wanna do it.
Contridicting huh.
Well, like I've said before, life is always contridicting.
"There was once an old couple. The old man always walks in a damn fast pace and the lady don't understand why he always walks that fast. However, the lady never stop walking behind the man. The man also don't understand why the lady walked so slow but he never fail to look behind him and check on her. One never stop catching up, another never stop waiting.."
Read this somewhere sometime ago.
It's not the same anymore and would never be.
I miss laughing in class.
I miss staying back in school till late.
I miss discussing what to eat after lessons.
I miss finding new eye candies.
I miss those lame jokes we always come up with.
I miss disturbing the guys in class.
I miss Ain goes "Mummy. . "
I miss sleeping on the studios' tables.
I miss gossiping with the girls.
I miss playing with soft toys we bring to school.
I miss crapping in school.
I miss walking home after school.
I miss going around scaring people in the night.
I miss school's vending machines.
I miss Son's singing.
I miss the guys' playing the guitar.
I miss planning activities after school/in between classes.
I miss slacking.
I miss rushing for submissions.
I miss discussing for group works.
I miss staying back in school though we have nothing to do.
I miss us going FROGGGGGY.
I miss Yumi
I miss Jacen
I miss Son
I miss Ain
I miss Aida
I miss Froggy
I miss Shahul
I miss Warren
I miss Sotong
I miss Demp
I miss the fun I had with my Girls.
I miss those days we would gather in the canteen and go over to Kim's place after school.
I miss us playing afool, teasing each other and spending time with one another.
I miss crapping, gossiping and whats not.
I miss Gwen, Beryl, Amanda, Chris, Jeslyn.
I miss making Gwen laugh at my Zhu Xiao Tian's eyes.
I miss serving the customers and laugh at the same time.
I miss eating sweets and chocs in the drawer.
I miss folding and refolding the clothes again and again.
I miss cartel days.
No need to explain.
Shawn Paul Tan is such an ass.
LOLS. Random.
Isn't is a blessing to feel pain? Emotionally and physically.
Feeling pain is good for your health sometimes.
Now, I felt a tinge of regret and pain in my heart.
What should I do?
I know what I should do but I just don't wanna do it.
Contridicting huh.
Well, like I've said before, life is always contridicting.
"There was once an old couple. The old man always walks in a damn fast pace and the lady don't understand why he always walks that fast. However, the lady never stop walking behind the man. The man also don't understand why the lady walked so slow but he never fail to look behind him and check on her. One never stop catching up, another never stop waiting.."
Read this somewhere sometime ago.
It's not the same anymore and would never be.
I miss laughing in class.
I miss staying back in school till late.
I miss discussing what to eat after lessons.
I miss finding new eye candies.
I miss those lame jokes we always come up with.
I miss disturbing the guys in class.
I miss Ain goes "Mummy. . "
I miss sleeping on the studios' tables.
I miss gossiping with the girls.
I miss playing with soft toys we bring to school.
I miss crapping in school.
I miss walking home after school.
I miss going around scaring people in the night.
I miss school's vending machines.
I miss Son's singing.
I miss the guys' playing the guitar.
I miss planning activities after school/in between classes.
I miss slacking.
I miss rushing for submissions.
I miss discussing for group works.
I miss staying back in school though we have nothing to do.
I miss us going FROGGGGGY.
I miss Yumi
I miss Jacen
I miss Son
I miss Ain
I miss Aida
I miss Froggy
I miss Shahul
I miss Warren
I miss Sotong
I miss Demp
I miss the fun I had with my Girls.
I miss those days we would gather in the canteen and go over to Kim's place after school.
I miss us playing afool, teasing each other and spending time with one another.
I miss crapping, gossiping and whats not.
I miss Gwen, Beryl, Amanda, Chris, Jeslyn.
I miss making Gwen laugh at my Zhu Xiao Tian's eyes.
I miss serving the customers and laugh at the same time.
I miss eating sweets and chocs in the drawer.
I miss folding and refolding the clothes again and again.
I miss cartel days.
No need to explain.
Shawn Paul Tan is such an ass.
()
Spent part of my afternoon advising and giving all sorts of different rationales to Tara regarding certain matters.
It's always easy to advise and talk to my friends but I'd never be able to relate the advises to myself. It was never easy.
See, in life where you could have solve everything by yourself but you just want someone to be there to advise you, to comfort you whereby it wasn't neccessary because, at the end of the day, it's still up to one self.
Often in arguments, people would explain till they run out of breathe BUT, that's in the past. Nowadays, people are changing. In arguements, people stop explaining. How do they stop the argument? Easy. They simply severe ties with one another. They might say it's the "easy-way-out-solution" but hell no. To me, it's just the "lazy-way-out" whereby both/more parties do not need to waste their breathe and explain. But, but, but, the Lazy-way-out solution is also being branched out to 2 different catergories.
1) End off everything; severe all ties
2) Apologise (even though it's not your fault) and act nothing has happened
But is the Lazy-way-out a good solution? Personally, I don't think so.
But sometimes, I get so tired explaining and I just want to go for the "lazy-way-out" solution. For the past few times I used it, I lost another friend.
It may be a good solution if both/more parties are mutual friends who knows one another and how the person's system works like.
I think this is drifting away from topic.
To this particular someone who may never chance onto this blog that,
in that friendship, you, being the girl had being dependent on the guy that's why when you realised that he's attached, you feel that a part of you is missing. How should I put it? Hmm. Let's say you feel jealous that the gf WOULD take up more of his time and you're left with nothing. It's like girls are more prone to jealousy, isn't it? I'm so sure there's a better solution than severing ties with YOU and YOUR best friend.
It's always easy to advise and talk to my friends but I'd never be able to relate the advises to myself. It was never easy.
See, in life where you could have solve everything by yourself but you just want someone to be there to advise you, to comfort you whereby it wasn't neccessary because, at the end of the day, it's still up to one self.
Often in arguments, people would explain till they run out of breathe BUT, that's in the past. Nowadays, people are changing. In arguements, people stop explaining. How do they stop the argument? Easy. They simply severe ties with one another. They might say it's the "easy-way-out-solution" but hell no. To me, it's just the "lazy-way-out" whereby both/more parties do not need to waste their breathe and explain. But, but, but, the Lazy-way-out solution is also being branched out to 2 different catergories.
1) End off everything; severe all ties
2) Apologise (even though it's not your fault) and act nothing has happened
But is the Lazy-way-out a good solution? Personally, I don't think so.
But sometimes, I get so tired explaining and I just want to go for the "lazy-way-out" solution. For the past few times I used it, I lost another friend.
It may be a good solution if both/more parties are mutual friends who knows one another and how the person's system works like.
I think this is drifting away from topic.
To this particular someone who may never chance onto this blog that,
in that friendship, you, being the girl had being dependent on the guy that's why when you realised that he's attached, you feel that a part of you is missing. How should I put it? Hmm. Let's say you feel jealous that the gf WOULD take up more of his time and you're left with nothing. It's like girls are more prone to jealousy, isn't it? I'm so sure there's a better solution than severing ties with YOU and YOUR best friend.
()
Sat, met up with Chiiang and Jane at Outram Mrt then trained down to Lakeside and met up with SK, Kim and Karen. Afterwhich, we cabbed over to Jurong Country Club.
So we settled down in the room and started out KTV session but halfway we went out to the open area to sing as the songs outside were updated. There's this guy who's voice sounds like jacky cheung and he's not bad looking. We drank like more than 30 bottles of FOC alcohol. Thanks Uncle Tang. LOLS.
We played, golf, chop chili chop, 007, frog game, human hei bai chei, clap clap hei bai chei and dice games. We were damn high. Singing out of pitch, sing DAMN loud, blah blah
We sang birthday song to Kim and cut the cake. As we were about to leave, they played Happy Birthday Song and thus we sang it to Eugene (Kim's bro). It's like the whole lounge were singing for him.
Uncle Chiiang drove us back after that. THANKS.
Took this two while waiting for Chiiang and Jane
Karen, Kim, me, Sk, Chiiang and Jane
Kim's cake
Will upload more when Kim send the rest to me.
So we settled down in the room and started out KTV session but halfway we went out to the open area to sing as the songs outside were updated. There's this guy who's voice sounds like jacky cheung and he's not bad looking. We drank like more than 30 bottles of FOC alcohol. Thanks Uncle Tang. LOLS.
We played, golf, chop chili chop, 007, frog game, human hei bai chei, clap clap hei bai chei and dice games. We were damn high. Singing out of pitch, sing DAMN loud, blah blah
We sang birthday song to Kim and cut the cake. As we were about to leave, they played Happy Birthday Song and thus we sang it to Eugene (Kim's bro). It's like the whole lounge were singing for him.
Uncle Chiiang drove us back after that. THANKS.
Took this two while waiting for Chiiang and Jane
Karen, Kim, me, Sk, Chiiang and Jane
Kim's cake
Will upload more when Kim send the rest to me.
(Sep 16, 2006)
If only we had more time.
Do I want more time or,
do I just wanna turn back the time?
Do I want more time or,
do I just wanna turn back the time?
(Sep 15, 2006)
Fun Fun Fun. Caught The Host with Yumi, Jacen, KT, Korlique, Son, BenFong and Wilson.
Had Galare's Ice cream before the show. Lemon sorbet is recommended. =))
Show wasn't that bad. Ain't a horror show. More of like Alienated type.
As usual, Yumi and I laughed so hard in the show till Son had to keep nudging me to stop laughing. Nachos was fabulous.
Son, BenFong and Wilson went off for some gig thingy thus left the 5 of us slacking at starbucks before heading for dinner. Over the dining table, we found out that at 4pm yesterday, KT, Yumi and I encountered the same thing! YesAH! And don't know what happened to me, I kept saying the wrong things like "eat his own medicine" instead of "let him have a taste of his own medicine" and "we're in the boat together" instead of "we're in the same boat" and "inFANGted" instead of "inFECTed". LOLS.
Headed to FEP to shop for Jacen's shorts. Someone stepped on my slippers and the back strap fall off. BASKET. I WANT THAT PUNK ROCK SKULL MESH CAP LA!! Anyway, saw Aaron Ang. Damn happy to see him again. But he complaint that he's seeing me all the time which is so not true la. Basket sia. He's still staying in Block 40. LOLS. Memories!! Love all those KORKORs who took care of Meiting and I when we were young. LOLS. All 6 of them. WOOHOOS. I miss Zhiwei most. HOHO.
Anyway, Yumi and I headed home first. I bet the guys were damn happy and relieved that we're finally leaving. LOLS.
YES AH YES AH YES AH!
Some pics from sentosa that day.
Yumi and Warren building their sandcastle which was ruin by Jacen and I. LOLS.
I love this. I don't know why.
I risked my head from being hit by the soccer ball just to take this pic.
This look like some pic the church would use for their poster.
Love this too. so natural.
2 pics I took today.
Raindrops on my window before going out.
Jacen. He was sulking that explains the face.
Anyway ain't life contridicting?
Chatted with SK just now. Being long since I last chatted with her. And the chat just now made me reminised the old days. And that stupid girl lost her Ezlink card again. Stupid cock! The person who picked it up must be laughing at her cock face man!! hahahahahaas.
Shawnpaultan said im "showing the subconscious semi admiration unto love syndrome". LIKE WTH!!! LOLS. Another cock ass. LOLS. PRETTYBOY!! whoooooos.
Had Galare's Ice cream before the show. Lemon sorbet is recommended. =))
Show wasn't that bad. Ain't a horror show. More of like Alienated type.
As usual, Yumi and I laughed so hard in the show till Son had to keep nudging me to stop laughing. Nachos was fabulous.
Son, BenFong and Wilson went off for some gig thingy thus left the 5 of us slacking at starbucks before heading for dinner. Over the dining table, we found out that at 4pm yesterday, KT, Yumi and I encountered the same thing! YesAH! And don't know what happened to me, I kept saying the wrong things like "eat his own medicine" instead of "let him have a taste of his own medicine" and "we're in the boat together" instead of "we're in the same boat" and "inFANGted" instead of "inFECTed". LOLS.
Headed to FEP to shop for Jacen's shorts. Someone stepped on my slippers and the back strap fall off. BASKET. I WANT THAT PUNK ROCK SKULL MESH CAP LA!! Anyway, saw Aaron Ang. Damn happy to see him again. But he complaint that he's seeing me all the time which is so not true la. Basket sia. He's still staying in Block 40. LOLS. Memories!! Love all those KORKORs who took care of Meiting and I when we were young. LOLS. All 6 of them. WOOHOOS. I miss Zhiwei most. HOHO.
Anyway, Yumi and I headed home first. I bet the guys were damn happy and relieved that we're finally leaving. LOLS.
YES AH YES AH YES AH!
Some pics from sentosa that day.
Yumi and Warren building their sandcastle which was ruin by Jacen and I. LOLS. I love this. I don't know why. I risked my head from being hit by the soccer ball just to take this pic. This look like some pic the church would use for their poster. Love this too. so natural.2 pics I took today.
Raindrops on my window before going out. Jacen. He was sulking that explains the face.Anyway ain't life contridicting?
Chatted with SK just now. Being long since I last chatted with her. And the chat just now made me reminised the old days. And that stupid girl lost her Ezlink card again. Stupid cock! The person who picked it up must be laughing at her cock face man!! hahahahahaas.
Shawnpaultan said im "showing the subconscious semi admiration unto love syndrome". LIKE WTH!!! LOLS. Another cock ass. LOLS. PRETTYBOY!! whoooooos.
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AHH. It's still raining darn heavily. How am I going to get to Tamp Mrt under that rain?! I want to sleep in this weather man. But the guys don't allow me to postphone!! BAAAHS.
Alright. I shall wear my raincoat. Those BRIGHT YELLOW type. Hahas.
Had a beautiful dream this morning. I still smiled to myself after realising that it was just a dream.
Alright. I shall wear my raincoat. Those BRIGHT YELLOW type. Hahas.
Had a beautiful dream this morning. I still smiled to myself after realising that it was just a dream.
(Sep 14, 2006)
Had fun in the print shop today with Yumi, Jacen and Son. Once again, the COMDI group. Nothing beats spending quantity time with the 3 of them. Did 4 out of the 5 shirt that I wanna make. The one that I did not do was the graphic one. No time. And I printed Macdonald on both the black and the white tee which was supposedly for another design.
Headed home at around 6 while Jacen went to cut his hair. He looked so smart with his specs today. Yes Ah!! Tomorrow gonna catch The Host with them.
Random question of the day: Will you ever FORGOT that you've got a date with your friends?
Headed home at around 6 while Jacen went to cut his hair. He looked so smart with his specs today. Yes Ah!! Tomorrow gonna catch The Host with them.
Random question of the day: Will you ever FORGOT that you've got a date with your friends?
(Sep 13, 2006)
Thought I could sleep till late today but have to go Bugis at noon. BAHHs
Met up Yumi then Caleb. Checked the pricings for medals/trophies. Forgot to call other companies for quatations. Lobang anyone?
Headed for lunch. YES AH! CHICKEN RICE! WOOhoo. went ICON. Caleb bought his blazer. Walk around before taking MRT back to Tamp. I went TM while the two went to school and home. Reached home at 3+ and fall asleep all the way till 9+. Brother left already by the time I woke up. Dad called and told me that. LOLS. So I called him and said bye to him.
2 more episodes to the end of One Litre of Tears. It's a really nice show and it's a true life story. Total respect for Aya Ikeuchi though she's already not around. I think I've cried more than a litre of tears watching this drama man. Recommended. =))
Aww. Meeting Jacen at 12 later. Left like less than 8 hours of sleep. BAAAHS.
Gonna print shirt again! Hope I can finish all 5 of them.
^o.O^ says:
of course you try to keep good contacts with everyone. but sometimes being too close to someone can hurt you. haha. because in the end the world is about how you sacrifice and not get back in return most of the time.
I guess she's right again. She's always right and hitting the bull's eyes at my thoughts. Oh well.
Look what Pong found me,
I still miss you, Joseph.
Met up Yumi then Caleb. Checked the pricings for medals/trophies. Forgot to call other companies for quatations. Lobang anyone?
Headed for lunch. YES AH! CHICKEN RICE! WOOhoo. went ICON. Caleb bought his blazer. Walk around before taking MRT back to Tamp. I went TM while the two went to school and home. Reached home at 3+ and fall asleep all the way till 9+. Brother left already by the time I woke up. Dad called and told me that. LOLS. So I called him and said bye to him.
2 more episodes to the end of One Litre of Tears. It's a really nice show and it's a true life story. Total respect for Aya Ikeuchi though she's already not around. I think I've cried more than a litre of tears watching this drama man. Recommended. =))
Aww. Meeting Jacen at 12 later. Left like less than 8 hours of sleep. BAAAHS.
Gonna print shirt again! Hope I can finish all 5 of them.
^o.O^ says:
of course you try to keep good contacts with everyone. but sometimes being too close to someone can hurt you. haha. because in the end the world is about how you sacrifice and not get back in return most of the time.
I guess she's right again. She's always right and hitting the bull's eyes at my thoughts. Oh well.
Look what Pong found me,
I still miss you, Joseph.
(Sep 12, 2006)
Meeting this morning. Discussed quite alot. Finally, Sub-comm camp! Hopefully at least 50 people. No food. D'Olympics, I wonder can I handle it and make sure it's successful anot. Camp Design. YES AH! CAMP CAMP!! But aniticipating more for OTC and DOC. Oh my oh my. CAMPS sia!
Had an eventful afternoon with Yumi and Dom. Oh well, glad that EVERYTHING'S over man! It's not good to see your friends quarrelling over the phone and saying STUPID stuffs. LOLS. So much "fucks" today. Yes ah! Brother fetched me and went Ikea. WOO. HEAVEN! Bought boxes. Afterwhich headed to Queensway shopping centre to shop for sis's shoes. Bought an Adidas bag there as well. Yes ah! Fetched Mum and went for dinner. Home and packed my room. Woos. So much tidier now. Gonna shift the positions soon. Dom called and chatted with him for awhile. WOOS. Busted him over the phone and hearing him go "FINE. SAY WHATEVER THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY" is the aim whenever I busted him.
Woo hoos. Prata prata with Cherissa!! Meeting her at 2.15am sia. 1/2 hr more to go. BOOS
Had an eventful afternoon with Yumi and Dom. Oh well, glad that EVERYTHING'S over man! It's not good to see your friends quarrelling over the phone and saying STUPID stuffs. LOLS. So much "fucks" today. Yes ah! Brother fetched me and went Ikea. WOO. HEAVEN! Bought boxes. Afterwhich headed to Queensway shopping centre to shop for sis's shoes. Bought an Adidas bag there as well. Yes ah! Fetched Mum and went for dinner. Home and packed my room. Woos. So much tidier now. Gonna shift the positions soon. Dom called and chatted with him for awhile. WOOS. Busted him over the phone and hearing him go "FINE. SAY WHATEVER THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY" is the aim whenever I busted him.
Woo hoos. Prata prata with Cherissa!! Meeting her at 2.15am sia. 1/2 hr more to go. BOOS
(Sep 11, 2006)
Sometimes, having a balanced of ups and downs in life might be a good thing afterall. People grow stronger after every setbacks and they learnt to treasure the times when they were having their "ups" days.
Emo entry, once again.
Emo entry, once again.
(Sep 9, 2006)
Came back from BSC Sub Comm camp last night.
The camp was fun and I somehow learnt alot from some of the main comm.
Made alot of new friends like Tricia and Karine who were very well-coming (or was it home-coming?) to us.
Serene was in Vodka which I was their Angel of Light or something like that. Maybelle was friendly and super enthu too.
The funniest parts of the camp were how Danial Skye and Mud cross dress and the part where Wesly, DanielGoh and Din danced to this:
Home last night and I slept right after my hair was dry. KL later. I don't wanna gooo!!
(Sep 6, 2006)
Sentosa today. 12 people. Did nothing much but it was fun.
But still, some conversations did made me think of him.
But I've promised Uncle that I would not shed another tear for him.
I tried to laugh so hard today. Tried to make myself happy and look normal. Much as I wanted to get over it, I just can't do it. I'm still griefing over his death. A friend; a good friend.
"I meant, you have good friends. Treasure them. They'll be here for you. You don't have to worry about placing worries and problems on them, aight? Because that's what friends are for. Through good and bad, they'll stick through."
"Here's my advice - get over what's happened; start with what you have; make the best of what is to come."
"Life is sucha long marathon that you can't fucking give up and stop running."
Friends had helped me alot this time round. True friends I mean (those who bothered). Without me telling them, they came and asked me. Apparently some read my blog and some was told by others but I still thank them for even PM-ing me on msn or even text me just to see whether I'm fine or not.
"You'll find the most reward right now if you let yourself ignore the external world for at least a little while. Take a long walk, turn off your phone and snuggle up with a good book, or do something else that works best without anyone else involved. Everyone deserves some alone time once in a while. You don't have to consciously use the time to ponder ideas or dig deep into your subconscious (that sounds too much like work!). Instead, just let the time go by, and enjoy the quiet."
But still, some conversations did made me think of him.
But I've promised Uncle that I would not shed another tear for him.
I tried to laugh so hard today. Tried to make myself happy and look normal. Much as I wanted to get over it, I just can't do it. I'm still griefing over his death. A friend; a good friend.
"I meant, you have good friends. Treasure them. They'll be here for you. You don't have to worry about placing worries and problems on them, aight? Because that's what friends are for. Through good and bad, they'll stick through."
"Here's my advice - get over what's happened; start with what you have; make the best of what is to come."
"Life is sucha long marathon that you can't fucking give up and stop running."
Friends had helped me alot this time round. True friends I mean (those who bothered). Without me telling them, they came and asked me. Apparently some read my blog and some was told by others but I still thank them for even PM-ing me on msn or even text me just to see whether I'm fine or not.
"You'll find the most reward right now if you let yourself ignore the external world for at least a little while. Take a long walk, turn off your phone and snuggle up with a good book, or do something else that works best without anyone else involved. Everyone deserves some alone time once in a while. You don't have to consciously use the time to ponder ideas or dig deep into your subconscious (that sounds too much like work!). Instead, just let the time go by, and enjoy the quiet."
(Sep 5, 2006)
Case close. I believe Joseph will continue to watch me from above. Goodbye my friend.
I tried my best to hold back the tears but they just streamed down like nobody's business. I think I scare some of the guys in the canteen.
Yumi tried her best to cheer me up and talked sense into me. "Isn't it awesome to feel yourself breathing?" That was what she said to me.
Sentosa tomorrow. Yumi, Warren, Jacen, KT, Nic, Ben (Nic's friend), Sheena, Cyrus. There's still people who haven't confirm with us yet.
I hope I'll still be able to enjoy myself.
Thanks Froggy! =))
I tried my best to hold back the tears but they just streamed down like nobody's business. I think I scare some of the guys in the canteen.
Yumi tried her best to cheer me up and talked sense into me. "Isn't it awesome to feel yourself breathing?" That was what she said to me.
Sentosa tomorrow. Yumi, Warren, Jacen, KT, Nic, Ben (Nic's friend), Sheena, Cyrus. There's still people who haven't confirm with us yet.
I hope I'll still be able to enjoy myself.
Thanks Froggy! =))
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Joshua finally got back to me thru mail. It was a big blow to me. Shall not disclose the details of the mail.
I don't blame Jen. It wasn't his fault at all. But what did he said to Jo exactly?
Sorry people if my tone on the MSN was harsh.
Thanks Dom. Thanks Cherissa. Thanks Yumi. Thanks Chiiang. Thanks Jacen. Thanks Voon. Thanks Lani. Thanks Ed.
Thank you guys for listening, consoling and concerning. Thanks for even feeling sad for Jo, someone whom you guys don't know.
On a lighter note, spent my day with Cherissa. Met up with Jeri at PS Cartel. Evertime I see her, I'll learn something new. Today was her "cycle" theory and "The end of everything is not a full stop but it's the start of brand new beginning"
The end of Jo's life is not the end of everything but his start of the life after death. I'm more concern about Uncle. I hope he can cope with it.
Jo's would be buried in Brisbane and is classified under suicide case.
I'll still live my life as it is. I'll continue smiling because I promised Jo that no matter what obsticles I met, I'll face it off with a smile and that I would become even more resilient after every setback.
Yumi's the sweetest person I've met in my poly life. She can read my mind to the extend that when I just look into the air and she would reply to what I'm thinking. It get scary sometimes. She's one random bitch but ain't life all about randomness?
Voonie, someone who had lots of issues with me back in sec sch life. We hated one another, bitch about one another, calling each other names, outcasting each other. But today, we're mutual friends who although we seldom meet, we still love and have this special place in the heart of one another. This is what I call true friends. I've seen the ugliest side of her to the most angelic sides of her. I don't understand how people can still hate her, can still dislike her till today. She's someone who I truly look upon. Someone who I will never regret making friends with. I love her because she's one true friend who understand me, being there for me all the times, never left me in the lurch when everyone else is doing it, encouraged me when I'm down, never shout at me before, we may had exchanged crude/ugly words in the past during arguments but we've grown up and knew that exchanging of such words would only make the situation worst. People often have this wrong perception of her. Saying she's materialistic by buying all branded stuffs and only go for guys who can support her. But hello, who dosen't? If she can afford it, don't be sour grapes and badmouth her. At least if she has a boyfriend, she won't be a freeloader. And, DON'T be jealous of her looks. She's one of the prettiest girl with good personalities I've met so far.
Voonie, no matter what other says about you, I'll still be here for you. That's a promise, rmb?
I don't blame Jen. It wasn't his fault at all. But what did he said to Jo exactly?
Sorry people if my tone on the MSN was harsh.
Thanks Dom. Thanks Cherissa. Thanks Yumi. Thanks Chiiang. Thanks Jacen. Thanks Voon. Thanks Lani. Thanks Ed.
Thank you guys for listening, consoling and concerning. Thanks for even feeling sad for Jo, someone whom you guys don't know.
On a lighter note, spent my day with Cherissa. Met up with Jeri at PS Cartel. Evertime I see her, I'll learn something new. Today was her "cycle" theory and "The end of everything is not a full stop but it's the start of brand new beginning"
The end of Jo's life is not the end of everything but his start of the life after death. I'm more concern about Uncle. I hope he can cope with it.
Jo's would be buried in Brisbane and is classified under suicide case.
I'll still live my life as it is. I'll continue smiling because I promised Jo that no matter what obsticles I met, I'll face it off with a smile and that I would become even more resilient after every setback.
Yumi's the sweetest person I've met in my poly life. She can read my mind to the extend that when I just look into the air and she would reply to what I'm thinking. It get scary sometimes. She's one random bitch but ain't life all about randomness?
Voonie, someone who had lots of issues with me back in sec sch life. We hated one another, bitch about one another, calling each other names, outcasting each other. But today, we're mutual friends who although we seldom meet, we still love and have this special place in the heart of one another. This is what I call true friends. I've seen the ugliest side of her to the most angelic sides of her. I don't understand how people can still hate her, can still dislike her till today. She's someone who I truly look upon. Someone who I will never regret making friends with. I love her because she's one true friend who understand me, being there for me all the times, never left me in the lurch when everyone else is doing it, encouraged me when I'm down, never shout at me before, we may had exchanged crude/ugly words in the past during arguments but we've grown up and knew that exchanging of such words would only make the situation worst. People often have this wrong perception of her. Saying she's materialistic by buying all branded stuffs and only go for guys who can support her. But hello, who dosen't? If she can afford it, don't be sour grapes and badmouth her. At least if she has a boyfriend, she won't be a freeloader. And, DON'T be jealous of her looks. She's one of the prettiest girl with good personalities I've met so far.
Voonie, no matter what other says about you, I'll still be here for you. That's a promise, rmb?
(Sep 4, 2006)
Joseph, I miss you. If only you did not do something this foolish. I love you
I dared not say I'm the one closest to him. I dared not say I know every single thing about him. But I dare say we're two mutual friends who put each other in the heart even though we seldom meet/chat.
4th Sept. Monday. Why? You told me you're were coming back in Dec. You told me we shall catch up during that time. You told me how much you miss me. You told me how much Ferero Rocher you gonna buy back for me.
Who forced you to do this? What exactly happened over there? Why you chose to do this? You made me felt so useless as your friend. You were such a loner since young. We made friends and you moved over to the West. We then stop contacting for a few years till one day we finally met up when we were in Sec1. You told me the truth. You were happy when you found your first boyfriend. You whined/cried to me how much you were afraid of breaking your parents heart. You told me about how sweet Jen was. You told me how I'm one resilient girl you've ever met. You told me not to stop smiling because I've got the most beautiful smiles (though I know it's not). You told me how you'll stand by me no matter how many friends of mine walked out of my life. But now, you can never be here for me anymore. You're still so far from me. In Brisbane, Aust. I wanna go over to have the last look at you. I wanna know what exactly happened! I wanna hear your voice again. I WANNA HEAR YOU WHINE AGAIN. I promised I'll not complain about how much you whine anymore. You still owe me 1000 boxes of Ferero Rocher. You still owe me a kiss. You still havent tell me how much you miss me. You told me you'll buy the biggest Toadstool for me. You told me you plant me a mushroom farm.
Why are we the closest after you left Singapore? Why didn't we spend more time in the last 12 years while you're in S'pore? Why is it only recently we started contacting each other? Why is it that being a gay could cause you so much troubles but you always knew that I'm here for you. I respect your decision. I knew why you could leave S'pore and go over to Aust with your fam yet moving to Brisbane alone when they're back. You want to prove to them that you're independent. You wanna have more time with Jen. But was it the correct decision that you've made? I never knew you could be this foolish. Am I wrong in supporting you being a gay and stay put in Brisbane? Being defiance is not your cup of tea. But your defiance in showing your parents how much you love Jen and the sacrifices you can do for him really made me admire you. But was my admiration all wrong?
Now, I miss you more.
On the other hand, Steve Irwin, the famous crocodile hunter is dead as well.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin
I can never see him on tv anymore. He's another man who I admire. I'll never forget him and his crew members. How they saved crocodiles or other animals and made Aust Zoo famous. I admire his courage. He died with his passion.
God bless Joseph.
God bless Steve.
I dared not say I'm the one closest to him. I dared not say I know every single thing about him. But I dare say we're two mutual friends who put each other in the heart even though we seldom meet/chat.
4th Sept. Monday. Why? You told me you're were coming back in Dec. You told me we shall catch up during that time. You told me how much you miss me. You told me how much Ferero Rocher you gonna buy back for me.
Who forced you to do this? What exactly happened over there? Why you chose to do this? You made me felt so useless as your friend. You were such a loner since young. We made friends and you moved over to the West. We then stop contacting for a few years till one day we finally met up when we were in Sec1. You told me the truth. You were happy when you found your first boyfriend. You whined/cried to me how much you were afraid of breaking your parents heart. You told me about how sweet Jen was. You told me how I'm one resilient girl you've ever met. You told me not to stop smiling because I've got the most beautiful smiles (though I know it's not). You told me how you'll stand by me no matter how many friends of mine walked out of my life. But now, you can never be here for me anymore. You're still so far from me. In Brisbane, Aust. I wanna go over to have the last look at you. I wanna know what exactly happened! I wanna hear your voice again. I WANNA HEAR YOU WHINE AGAIN. I promised I'll not complain about how much you whine anymore. You still owe me 1000 boxes of Ferero Rocher. You still owe me a kiss. You still havent tell me how much you miss me. You told me you'll buy the biggest Toadstool for me. You told me you plant me a mushroom farm.
Why are we the closest after you left Singapore? Why didn't we spend more time in the last 12 years while you're in S'pore? Why is it only recently we started contacting each other? Why is it that being a gay could cause you so much troubles but you always knew that I'm here for you. I respect your decision. I knew why you could leave S'pore and go over to Aust with your fam yet moving to Brisbane alone when they're back. You want to prove to them that you're independent. You wanna have more time with Jen. But was it the correct decision that you've made? I never knew you could be this foolish. Am I wrong in supporting you being a gay and stay put in Brisbane? Being defiance is not your cup of tea. But your defiance in showing your parents how much you love Jen and the sacrifices you can do for him really made me admire you. But was my admiration all wrong?
Now, I miss you more.
On the other hand, Steve Irwin, the famous crocodile hunter is dead as well.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin
I can never see him on tv anymore. He's another man who I admire. I'll never forget him and his crew members. How they saved crocodiles or other animals and made Aust Zoo famous. I admire his courage. He died with his passion.
God bless Joseph.
God bless Steve.
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4.53am. Maybe Dom's right. I'm a zombie afterall. But I'm so sure there's alot more zombies outside. Boos.
So, had an eventful night afterall. Cherissa and Yuu would know what I'm referring to. It wasn't a nice sight afterall. Shoutings in public. No one was at fault. The situation was. Don't put it to heart alright guys? =)) Loves.
Headed home after slacking. Cockroach at the same place made us screamed like f**k and forced us to leave. LOLS.
Homed and chatted on MSN as usual. Chatting with six people at one time can be such a chore and made my replies damn slow.
Sometimes I wonder, am I doing the corrrect thing? Am I just being stupid. Clinging on to something that wasn't meant to be that way. Kept telling myself to wake up but my heart isn't doing what I'm asking it to. I didn't mean to be gloomy all days. I just can't stop myself from thinking. I just want him to know, know everything that I wanna say. But, words were stuck in my throat all the time. No matter how hard I tried to force them out, they just don't. Ain't I a resilient girl? I hope I'm still one.
Thanks to those who constantly cheered me up. You know who you are. Loves.
So, had an eventful night afterall. Cherissa and Yuu would know what I'm referring to. It wasn't a nice sight afterall. Shoutings in public. No one was at fault. The situation was. Don't put it to heart alright guys? =)) Loves.
Headed home after slacking. Cockroach at the same place made us screamed like f**k and forced us to leave. LOLS.
Homed and chatted on MSN as usual. Chatting with six people at one time can be such a chore and made my replies damn slow.
Sometimes I wonder, am I doing the corrrect thing? Am I just being stupid. Clinging on to something that wasn't meant to be that way. Kept telling myself to wake up but my heart isn't doing what I'm asking it to. I didn't mean to be gloomy all days. I just can't stop myself from thinking. I just want him to know, know everything that I wanna say. But, words were stuck in my throat all the time. No matter how hard I tried to force them out, they just don't. Ain't I a resilient girl? I hope I'm still one.
Thanks to those who constantly cheered me up. You know who you are. Loves.
(Sep 3, 2006)
Had a heavy breakfast with my parents and niece. Drove around Arab Street before going to market to buy vegtables.
Home, sleep! Am too lazy to go dwn for a run. Maybe tomorrow? Haha.
Alright. Back to serious business. I wanna confess my love for Dominic Joaquim Liu Weilong. WOOHOO *raise both arms*
My new wallpaper. LOLS. He did it in the morning at 7am. WOOHOOS.
I LOVE DOMINIC, YUMI AND JACEN!!
Home, sleep! Am too lazy to go dwn for a run. Maybe tomorrow? Haha.
Alright. Back to serious business. I wanna confess my love for Dominic Joaquim Liu Weilong. WOOHOO *raise both arms*
My new wallpaper. LOLS. He did it in the morning at 7am. WOOHOOS.
I LOVE DOMINIC, YUMI AND JACEN!!
(Sep 2, 2006)
Finally, after so long, I got to meet up with my darling Voonie! I love her man. Of course other than her were Sak and Rines. Rines was late for so long la. That goondu. Go watch soccer match.
Slacked at Starbucks with Sak and Voonie before going over to Icon and met Rines there. I FOUND MY TOFU MAN!! YEEEEHAAAAS. For all those money I spent at Suntec. Aww. Nvm, I enjoyed myself anyway. LOLS.
Walked around Bugis before Voon and I went home while Sak accompanied Rines to ArtFriend. LOLS. As a design student, till now, I've yet to step into ArtFriend for even once. Aww. Should visit the place someday soon man.
Tomorrow's family day!! PoPo just called and told me the mickey mouse shop in KL is having a sales and she's buying me a few clothings back for me! Woohoos. I'm not really into MickeyMouse but the shop is really COOL la. BOOS. Next time shall take a picture of the shop. LOLS.
Meanwhile, some pictures to share.
There's a slight red swollen part. From the ant's bite
The stupid ant which got stuck to my PaulFrank's flipflop. Goondu.
The appreciation card by Vaani, Ronald and Ernest on behalf of all the lecturers.
Yumi was so sweet to do thise for me when I wasn't feeling good.
Gonna print this on my shirt. WOOHOOS. I LOVE TDS!!
Saw this while shopping in Icon today.
The mushroom I got from Suntec the other day.
Chris gave it to me the other day. LOVES
JACEN CHAN JIAN HUA did this for me!! Loves!
AND last but not least, my TOFU MAN! YES AH!
Slacked at Starbucks with Sak and Voonie before going over to Icon and met Rines there. I FOUND MY TOFU MAN!! YEEEEHAAAAS. For all those money I spent at Suntec. Aww. Nvm, I enjoyed myself anyway. LOLS.
Walked around Bugis before Voon and I went home while Sak accompanied Rines to ArtFriend. LOLS. As a design student, till now, I've yet to step into ArtFriend for even once. Aww. Should visit the place someday soon man.
Tomorrow's family day!! PoPo just called and told me the mickey mouse shop in KL is having a sales and she's buying me a few clothings back for me! Woohoos. I'm not really into MickeyMouse but the shop is really COOL la. BOOS. Next time shall take a picture of the shop. LOLS.
Meanwhile, some pictures to share.
There's a slight red swollen part. From the ant's bite The stupid ant which got stuck to my PaulFrank's flipflop. Goondu. The appreciation card by Vaani, Ronald and Ernest on behalf of all the lecturers. Yumi was so sweet to do thise for me when I wasn't feeling good. Gonna print this on my shirt. WOOHOOS. I LOVE TDS!! Saw this while shopping in Icon today. The mushroom I got from Suntec the other day. Chris gave it to me the other day. LOVES JACEN CHAN JIAN HUA did this for me!! Loves! AND last but not least, my TOFU MAN! YES AH!