deep within

2009-07-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

你要的不是我

2009-07-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

i was never a fan of jj and i've never like this song till i came across this tday.

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落

:<

PUNKED!

2009-07-26T19:45:00.002+08:00

apparently today's shoot was 1/4 mtv. the other 3/4 was being punked. ray is freaking free i swear. so is jacky, edwin and yx. i was damn stone to react and 999 called me back. lol. starting work in 7 days time. i gonna be a no lifer soon. i need a longer break though i miss being busy with work.

sunday morning

2009-07-26T10:26:00.001+08:00

it's a nice sunny sunday and instead of lying on my bed, i am going to work. nabei.

2009-07-25T22:08:00.001+08:00

this is killing me. i swear, this IS KILLING ME! agony agony agony.

I

2009-07-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

fucking fucking fucking miss you.
WHAT SHIT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO THIS TIME AGAIN?

random

2009-07-25T17:58:00.002+08:00

officially official wrap today
container yard is freaking dusty, i don't like
i enjoyed working in this art department
i still enjoy talking to dean & i had a nice long chat with him today
dean asked "which is the job that you enjoyed most?" my reply: "this. happy set"
congrats to boku for the new job cliched
yes, i looked fierce when i don't smile/i'm tired, who don't?
i miss seeing t on set
decided to miss all outings (moi mates/pa mini wrap)
i kinda prefer hanging out with older people now
idk since when, but i came to conclusion that i prefer older man
i need to start to learn how to guard my heart properly
i seriously feel the heart ache whenever i think of you
i like the gossip/complain session with matt today, seriously
i pretty very much appreciate having matt to guide me along the way for this job. i can never get a better supervisor anywhere else. i want to work with him again.
"i am a OUTERSPACE cadet"
i am hungry. i am waiting for april to call for dinner
i am sleepy, i am going to nap after this
everything started AND ended at the same time
and yes, i will continue to be in art department. "notice details" - dean
told you, i like talking to dean
你要的不是我

2009-07-25T03:14:00.003+08:00
i guess this is truly "meeting the right person at the wrong time".

i'm not okay

2009-07-24T02:19:00.004+08:00

yesterday was starbucks with kt, sheena and wenchong. it was nice though i was still a little affected by my own mood, but catching up with good friends always feels good. compensation maybe.

supper thereafter with jacky, yexiang, candice and randy @ simpang. nice food, good talks. lifted my mind off that load for awhile.
>>

oh well, i guess compared to the previous few days, i'm much better now, albeit still a little sad and disappointed. i mean, two times in a row is a little too much for me to take. i don't understand why it happened again but yes, maybe sheena was right. maybe it was me. at least this time round things were not that bad so i think i should be over it pretty soon. as long as i keep my mind off it.

easier said than done. my heart is still aching. i still hope that there is some hope. but i supposed everything started and ended at the same time.

ahh fuck it :<

"there is nothing you can't overcome!" & yes! there is nothing I can't overcome.

oh well. karaoke-ing tonight with THE DAYS loves! been long folks.

2009-07-23T15:26:00.002+08:00

fuck the hangover. i can't think str8 now. i am fucking hungry. i want to eat pasta. i need to shower now. i need to meet kt because his lesson ended already. i need to drown myself with work soon. i need to get over this even sooner.

what else can i say?

2009-07-23T05:03:00.005+08:00

everything ended before anything could start.

i'm heartbroken.

busted

2009-07-22T04:10:00.003+08:00

so yes, i got busted by a whole table of friends while havin supper. fucking embarrassed. whatever it is, i had fun catching up with candice and april looked damn tired la. supper at 85 and chilled at ecp. everything was nice except for the part where they busted me again and again and again. i see more coming tonight. fml.

i think ester and candice look alike. hmm.

but yes, i miss you.

shiok sleeping day.

2009-07-21T18:45:00.002+08:00

so last night i concussed at 10(ish)pm and only woke up at 9.30 this morning. going back to shooting gallery was a different feeling this time round. i think i'm just too used to the kidnapper's crews. and speaking of that, i am looking forward to saturday's shoot with them again. ahh, post shoot syndrome as many would have put it. so anyway, much has changed in sg and i must say, i am pretty disappointed. oh well. spoke to a few and johna can't recongnize me even though i was standing right infront of him (till i waved at him).

unloaded the truck and off for lunch. it was matt's treat this time round. thank you! headed off to parkway to meet D. accompanied him for his lunch and then off to home. retail theraphy felt good. thank you for the apple juice ((:

alright. shall take a rest now and meet the usuals for supper later. ciaos.

and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY ONG CHIN LUK!

this is

2009-07-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

either going to make me or break me.
i miss you.

wrap party

2009-07-20T03:58:00.002+08:00

the photos are apparently not with me and photos for the shoot are not supposed to be publicize, so, no photos!

anyway, wrap party was nice even though the group of us were late. i tried the butter thingy before drinking but apparently it didn't work. hilary was high by her 3rd cup and starting with vodka redbull was a wrong choice for me. 4 cups of redbull vodka, 3 cups of screwdriver, 2 cups of vodka cranberry and 2 big cups of virgin magarita = vomit and high. ming shun opened a bottle of whisky and 6 jugs of virgin magaritas for us. everything was on the house. weee.

14 of us went k after that and well everyone had fun other than yj and teck who fall asleep. kelvin tong lighted 2 cigs for me. COME ON. KELVIN TONG LEH. Kat and Irin were very nice. I really se-ri-ous-ly like this crew a lot.

so anyway, it's back to normal life and watch out for KIDNAPPER in 2010! in the meantime, i shall catch my harry potter and half blood prince soon. alright. sleeping timeeee!

WRAP!

2009-07-19T19:29:00.001+08:00

YAY IT'S A WRAP TODAYYYYYY!
ming shun's moustache is shaved.
and it's wrap party at handle bar tonight.
i am going to eat one table spoon of butter later.
nights love. time to shower.

1 MORE DAY!

2009-07-18T02:18:00.002+08:00

since it's way past midnight, we're down to one more day of shoot! how time flies. a month plus back we were still prepping, calling up places, sourcing for props and now, it's 95% done with shoot. although i cant wait for this shoot to end, i must say that i am glad i met those usual who stayed up for supper. they are damn nice. "i like leh" (in hilary's tone).

my whole day was spent been made fun of by the crew. stupid teck. hairy = horny. and because we were shooting at mhm sultan, i called carmen. and she later on randomly msg me telling me that there's this hot guy on her set who is damn hot. first reaction from matt (because he peeped at my msg) was "eric uh?" then next message "... jaguar tattoo on his leg" NABEI, MICHAEL. my beethovan leh. shayne said "so near yet so far" ya lor. nabei.

it was a smooth shoot today. i like. later shoot would be touring around singapore from day to night. so hopefully it is going to be a smooooooth shoot.

as usual, supper after shoot and kt joined us. stayed back for ghost stories and now i am left with less than 4 hours of sleep. i hope i dont need to standby on set later on so i can sleep while waiting for them. PLEASE.

FML

2009-07-16T02:31:00.005+08:00

sometimes things look nicer when they are blurred.

i had a bad day and i have a hundred and one thing to complain about but well, i decided not to because i just ranted to jacky and that's enough. i guess everyone else were having a bad day like me as well. i like talking to dean because the way he talk is very charming. and he is old enough to be my dad just that my dad is older. oh well, at least there are nice people like him, matt, teck, shayne, en en, weisong and hilary on set to make my life less miserable.

(eeeee, can i keep you in my pocket. nobody came close to perfect like you did. i've never met someone so nice before. damn. i wish i knew you earlier, seriously. damn i think i'm in love again.)

so, 4 more shooting days including today and WE ARE DONE. i really can't wait although i really still want to keep you in my pocket as some sort of lucky charm. LOL.

did i mention how much i miss schooling? i enjoyed the feeling of not going to school whenever i felt like it. because right now, i can't skip work whenever i feel like it. trust me, this industry is uglier than school.

damn shit, this very familiar feeling is coming back. i am smelling it. S H I T .

i miss D

2009-07-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

mr high end boy, i miss you.

aww damn damn

2009-07-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

aww damn, i'm out of love.
menses cramp si buay jia lat.
i think tomorrow/today would be worse. nabei.
yesterday's shoot is !@#$%^&*()
mood totally low.
en en is love.
and so is daniel's hot hot burning hot milo.

aww damn

2009-07-14T01:31:00.002+08:00

aww damn, im in love.
& tommy frigging good mood today.
& cheung kor damn man, o m g.
last 6 days of shoot. i will miss how it ever started and the journey to wrap.
i have yet to watch my magic. i need to watch it by tonight!

dinner and starbucks with crews.

2009-07-13T01:02:00.004+08:00

nice night out with part of the crews.
wrap party on the 19th. YAY.

7days

2009-07-12T17:16:00.002+08:00

overnight shoot is tiring balls.
jurong > upper seletar res > alexandra hospi > macs > home
dean passed me my magic. weeee.
yj and i kept entertaining ourselves damn funny. kept laughing to ourselves.
en en super pek chek at my lao shuai, so is shayne.
toilet freaking smelly cannot stand.
forgot to return teck his peg and that teck, keep making fun of my ripped berms.
upskirt si buay sian. nabeiii.
elgin's last day with us. treated shayne and i macs (because the rest paid for theirs before he came).
porn talk at macs -.-
slept at 9am.
DINNER AT KUSHINGBO! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. good bye!

8 more days

2009-07-11T16:02:00.001+08:00

8 more shoot days to the end of this shoot )):

stupid people

2009-07-10T12:15:00.002+08:00

sometimes people do stupid things to prove their stupidity. it's not that they are stupid but they like to do stupid things -.-

so, i've heard about the whole drama going around in tds between ONE friend and the rest.

well, yes, i still do consider that common enemy of the rest as my friend. and therefore, that's the reason why i went to talked to about about his stupidity. however, it fall on deaf ears again and the reason behind his stupidity? "misunderstandings"

i am giving up like how wenchong gave up and how everyone else is giving up as well.

hello friend, if you are reading this, please grow up now. i've been talking to you ever since a year ago. it's not sunday everyday and stop giving yourself more problems. so i heard you're enjoying this. so if you are, i'm very disappointed in you. don't gain more enemies like you do not already have.

i'm pretty disappointed actually. like why the fuck did melvin do such stuffs and make his life miserable for himself. oh well. whatever, i am going to be late for work now.

and no, i'm still on a neutral side just that sometimes people need a wake up call.

off day no. 2

2009-07-08T10:19:00.002+08:00

so yes, it was off day yesterday. dinner was nice and so was transformers. i am going to watch it 2nd time after this shoot ends. transformer was good, all the robots were so orgasmic but idk why it's been titled the worst movie of the year. and josh duhamel is freaking hot. i sweat whenever he appears. so anyway, the night ended off with a bowl of tau huay and some gossips here and there.

and i miss my pilot. he's coming back in est. 3 months time. i can't wait! and i miss his ahbeng-ish subaru imprezza too )):

okay work later on. ciaos.

color

2009-07-07T02:09:00.002+08:00

Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats, Sony Bravia

i saw this a couple of years back and all i thought was "whao. nice" and now, a couple of years later, jacky showed it to me again and the first thought was "wah, clean up xiong".

and that reminds me of the nightmare i had last night. i dreamt that tommy, yin kor and dean was at the corner of my room with the camera. tommy was using his green laser circling a part of my room and mouth the word "leaves". i woke up, went to find the trash bag of leaves and realised wtf, checked my phone and went back to sleep. artdeptbia; phobia of being in art department.

:D

2009-07-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

was damn stone at work ytd. firstly, i was sick and secondly i was freaking tired. considering the fact that we had 4 locations to run, it was kinda smooth day today. matt was angry with me at 3rd location and later on told me why. blah.

back to office to unload then met up with shayne, enen, jacky and chee yong at vivo. had ljs for dinner and back to gossiping. hilary joined us after her lesson. we walked a long way before we got the cars because all entrances/exits were closed. fall asleep in the car but i could feel the 140km/hr speed that jacky was going. now i feel damn giddy.

anyway, condolences to wc's cousin. and that boy is so emo tonight.

wenchong says: (1:22:09 AM)
hey cutie
FIONEHNEH / josephjoshua. 強さ. i is very happy today, i is laughed alot. says: (1:22:33 AM)
wassup
wenchong says: (1:22:59 AM)
nothing
wenchong says: (1:23:02 AM)
miss you
wenchong says: (1:34:43 AM)
in case i die over night one of these days
wenchong says: (1:34:46 AM)
or soon to come
wenchong says: (1:34:50 AM)
i want to tell you
wenchong says: (1:34:59 AM)
its has been a pleasure knowing you
wenchong says: (1:35:14 AM)
you've been a good and very nice friend

so if n.korea is indeed declaring war and we all die, i would like to say that i love everyone of you especially you :D

off day today! is going to run some errands and then transformers with the crews. YAY!

very happy tday

2009-07-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

tday is jack's last day of shoot. so, we had a mini wrap party/dinner for him and also to mark the halfway point of the shoot. i've never laughed so hard eversince shoot started and it was so funny over the dining table. and we had dont know how many bottles of beers and we were joking about having crews coming in late tomorrow.

anyway, today's shoot was good. the weather made all of us so sleepy. teck fall asleep on the sofa and jacky fall asleep sitting on the kitchen sink. LOL. i kinda love this crew alot.

so, goodbye jack and sam! we'll miss you. and thank you jack for the dinner treat last night!

i guess i should turn in now. byes.

a bitchy day out

2009-07-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

went to purchase props then met up with jacky and shayne for lunch at suntec. met up with jack, sam and en en and chilled at macs. i know, macs -.- jack and sam went for dinner with christopher while the rest of us who were supposed to catch transformers 2 chilled at carls junior and watched en en ate. chatted for quite some time before we went to kallang leisure park to meet jack, sam and christopher for bowling.

i sat there and watched them bowled. home aftermath. it's shoot day 11 tomorrow. jack and sam is going back on tue/wed. bleah. will miss having them on set. kinda regret not talking or getting to know them earlier during the shoot. we are planning to visit them at KL some day after this featured.

so anyway, yes, i am going back to SG for a full time job. have to go back for a discussion with them regarding the job scope, pay and contract. i am actually quite excited about it. so anyway, i am going to shit and brush my teeth now and head to sleep. okay no, i need to go read my script and prep for shoot later on first. blah. acrylic box tomorrow. hope i dont screw up D:

day 10

2009-07-03T12:12:00.002+08:00

day 10 shoot is over.
12 more shoot days to go.
off today. might be watching transformers with the crews later.
but jack says he wants to play bowling.

i've found a full time job ((:
yay!
and i've found the mini motivation to go for shoot alr.
LOL.

okay random. off to shower and do some work.
BYES.

when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

2009-06-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

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because i kept telling myself this today. no matter what, i must continue with what i've been holding on for so long. i need to wisen up.

because i saw shuhui today and this picture is for her. LOL. hello you i know you're reading this now and idk who the hell is alvin ng x:

i am really scared of tommy. he's really scary when it comes to work. "be alert fiona". it's okay. i will improve myself. i embarrassed myself infront of the whole set today. tommy calls me a kanchiong spider and matt can't stop laughing at yj's and my "kick the leaves with gusto but no effect" antics. LOL. he seriously laugh at it the whole day uh. so, accounts are done, back is packed and now i am going to sleep and wait for jacky lee to call me.

happy nonetheless

2009-06-29T01:55:00.002+08:00

everything went smoothly, screwed up a little but nonetheless, it was a happy and smooth shoot today. my nails are black so is my real madrid jersey. beethovan talked to me today so i am a happy girl tonight. i really like this crew. we called it the happy, relax and friendly crew. i like it, so keep it coming. major shoots are almost over so i guess everything gonna be real fine soon. it almost 2am, call time is 9am. i need to sleep now. goodnight people. i hope everything is going fine for everyone else too.

SI BUAY SHAG.

2009-06-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

Container yard shoot today. "Si buay shag ah!" Thank goodness Jacky came down to help out (I'm blogging in the toilet while shitting, nothing new, and my phone is ringing in my room). Anyway, shoot was good today, quote Matt "Goodjob today guys". I like that. No one tio kan which means? GOODJOB. Weeeee. Plus today they ordered KFC for dinner. YAY. had popcorn chicken. Tomorrow is a long day again. Ngahhhhh~ I want eat kway chup later! I is going to shower now and then Ikea to purchase some props for tomorrow with Jacky and supper. I is not hungry but I is not full and I is freaking tired and I is miss you because you didn't sms me today like you used to. But nonetheless, I had fun today and I got sunburned. OKAY GTG I THINK IT'S JACKY WHO CALLED. Photos up soon.

2009-06-26T00:38:00.004+08:00

(for xuan, spot your christopher lee. LOL)

so anyway, i take back my words yesterday (:

kelvin tong called me by my name, orgasmic. chatted with christopher lee, awesome. off day today, bonus. need to run errands, damn it.

imy

2009-06-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

i feel no love )):
anyway, i think i'm going back to pa after this feature.
and i hope ming shun will still be looking for a pa then.
i can't wait for this feature to end, seriously.

shoot day 1

2009-06-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

it's shoot day 1 today and my legs are now totally jellified.
climbed up and down the 12 story flat for at least 20 times.
i think i can be a better PA. but i love art though it's damn tiring.
guess that the only consolation is that i spoke to kelvin tong today and chatted with christopher lee. both are nice people.
held a total of 3 pigeons today and i'm absolutely scared of them, still.
and because of work, i missed two dinner dates today. blah.
okay, shall shower now and go to sleep straight away ((:

unlucky day.

2009-06-21T23:23:00.004+08:00

so this is what we've being doing for the past 2 days.
very tiring.
and i dirtied my otto tee today )):

was off work early today. supposedly decided to head home, why so?

1) rendy drove me to mrt station but we went the wrong way so instead of jurong east mrt, we went to bukit batok mrt station.

2) took a train to jurong east mrt, and from there, took a green line. finally at outram station, i managed to get myself a seat. BUT GUESS WHAT? "dear passengers, the train going towards pasir ris/simei is terminating at this station. knn. so everyone got up and headed out.

3) called sheena to complain to her about my bad day and then the next train came and everyone board so i thought "hey, it's back to normal now so i shall take the next train home." and then guess what, the very next train is terminating at that very station too.

so, decided to head to hougang to meet sheena for dinner. wanted to call wenchong and larry but i thought they might be out on sunday to celebrate papas' day. so yes, had dinner with sheena.

4) wanted to text wenchong and larry to see if they are near but decided not to because i was too tired. when i finished my shower, i've got 2 missed calls from larry. guess where were they? HOUGANG. and they were there the same time as me. what the hell.

so anyway, that pretty much sums up my very unlucky sunday. and it's 22nd tomorrow which means, the true hell is here. god save me.

annnd, i met kelvin tong today! but i was too stone to say hi. and i saw kat as well who apparently is quite well known and she was like "hi fiona, im kat." and guess what did i replied? "oh hello!" i forgot to shake hands with her because i was damn stone. okay fml.

late

2009-06-20T10:44:00.002+08:00

i am going to be late for work. cynthia is still in the toilet and i can't shower now. damn.

sentence of yesterday:
"your working attitude quite good eh"
HURHUR.

2009-06-19T01:03:00.001+08:00

giving up

2009-06-18T23:39:00.002+08:00

today, maybe just today, i felt like giving up. maybe it's really not my kind of thing, maybe i'm really not good in anything in particular except for sleeping. but it's really what i wanted to do, something which kept me going, sort of a goal; an ambition.

i used to want to be an editor but i do not have an eye for editing as yoke ee would have put it. i am not that kind who sit in the office whole day in front of the computer. and the first time i got involved in art dept, i told myself, "i've found it. it's a perfect job for me."

but maybe, today, i felt that maybe, this is not my forte. but i'm still learning and i'm still willing to keep on learning. i look up to a ton of art directors, locally and internationally. and i have people who i can turn to to learn from. art dept is all about brain and creativity, that is something no one can learn, you're born with it.

so, i'll be more hard working from tomorrow onwards, i will open my eyes to see more, learn more. open my ears to listen more. sleep more so that my mind will be fresh.

i think i can do it, because i am fiona.

"when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

LENGTHY POST FTW.

2009-06-18T03:00:00.009+08:00

okay not true. actually i am kinda starting to miss someone so, fuck my life. because i am not supposed to. damn it. this is not happening D:

(UT from tokyo from sheena! kt got one too! xiexieni)

anyway it was good yesterday because i met up with sheena and kt. they accompanied me for props hunting. and it's funny to see them all tired plus, sheena was sick. okay, i really LOVELOVELOVE this two friends of mine. not like because they accompanied me today, but because they have been there for me all these time. BIG SMILES :DDD. they slacked at starbucks while i made my way back to office. and i was supposed to join them after work, who knows i only ended work at 12.30am. APOLOGIES!

Anyway work is beginning to get more hectic because we are starting shoot this coming monday!! excited excited!! so yes, i'm going to be so busy so busy so damn busy. nehnehneh. i love busy days.

(i am eating home cooked thai curry pork with rice now. i know, it's 3.34am. i only took like probably 5 mouthfuls of rice. I AM NOT HUNGRY ANYMORE)

(LOOK! AIN'T HIM SO CUTE?!)

jacky was talking to me about xiao jing teng and HELLO, i started watching his videos again. wtf, this is not happening too! he is still the love, the love, the LOVE!!

so ya as i was waiting for the photos to load, i read http://www.victoriabeckham-jenna.blogspot.com/ and omg,

(HE'S FUCKING KNN CCB HOT)

and it's so nice to see brooklyn grow up. i totally love brooklyn but romeo look more like beckham himself.

and so transformer 2 is hitting town in 6 days time! and swc promised to watch his 3rd time with me so yay larry please be free too. and COME ON HARRY POTTER IS HITTING TOWN IN LESS THAN A MONTH TOO! I'VE BEEN WAITING AND IT'S LIKE COMING SOOOOON! the website is so nicely done up too http://harrypotter.warnerbros.co.uk/site/index.html#/home

oh well i am craving for some pasta so really, i would marry anyone who is willing to date me for a pasta date. i don't mind pasta mania because i think their food are not bad so yes, get that hint? haha.

and it's 4.04am now, i am going to wear the hoodie linda bought me from spain to sleep in my very cold air conditioned room. GOODNIGHT WORLD.

(i should stop swearing)

weekend no love

2009-06-17T11:58:00.002+08:00

conversation of the yesterday.

me: eh yj, go ask matt need to work on saturday not leh.
yj: why me, you should ask, *mumble mumble* if not i going to use your name.
me: eh matt, yj ask you are we working on saturday?
matt: workkk. workkk. of course working. why leh?
me: yj wants to go out with his friends.
matt: hahaha *looks at yj* those who ask, sure need to work. no la. seriously need to work.
yj: you want to meet your bf right?
me: now you can't meet your bf too.
yj: my bf in camp.
me: OMG. ask him he got bend down pick up soap anot.
matt: why soap.
me: bend down poke backside.
matt: good what. got lubricant. if not very pain.
me: OH MY MOTHER.

working working working.

2009-06-16T12:09:00.002+08:00

when i said no, i never meant away.
there, i blew it away. hurhur.

okay whatever. i just got woke up by jacky's father.
and now i need to go wash up and get ready to be out in 1/2 hour.
HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?! damn it.

question marks

2009-06-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

for once, i didn't know what to reply.

lalafum

2009-06-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

weather's kinda alright today, not so hot.
sheenakbinswinechiang is back today.
i am looking forward to meet her but i've got no fucking time.
jacky's coming back on friday, yay.

went for dinner with larryking, hornywenchong and joeypeng at geylang.
home after that. fucking shag.

need to do some more work later before i can go to sleep.
))))):
i am so damn sleepy now.
okay. shall go shower now, read some FML then do some work, read a little of storybook and SLEEP.

2009-06-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

i am so sleepy, i think im sleep walking.

LARRYKING IS BACK!

2009-06-15T02:40:00.003+08:00

(gifts from larry. okay i helped myself to his luggage of goodies)

so, as i was saying, the weather was fuck up and indeed it was still pretty much fucked up even now, 2.41am. this moment it's hot, next it's freaking windy. the world is coming to an ice age all over again. and this will escalate as soon as n.korea throw in their nuclear bomb. oh well, who am i to comment about the world's politics.

and so, went home for dinner after work because sis-in-law cooked tom yam sop so how i miss it?! met wenchong after that and picked larry from the airport. okay not exactly because both of us were late and thank god melvin was already there. so yes, larry was craving for barchormee so we went 85 for it. had durian too and yes, it was shiok. and i don't know what's wrong but wenchong is totally horny tonight. i guess he went home to jerk it off just now. and i guess so did larry.

anyway, larry is back and that means steamboat! yay!

it's work again in 8 hours time. pretty much to do later on. hopefully i can survive the sun this time round.

and i'm talking to foo ce kai now. i totally miss those gossiping sessions and mindless slacking days at the pondok )): and those random parties. dang.

alright, it's FML time and then i shall hit the sack!

OH AND SHEENA CHIANG IS COMING BACK TONIGHT! HOW AWESOME!?

THE WEATHER

2009-06-14T14:59:00.001+08:00

IS FUCKING HOT.
i swear the sun is out to kill.
i seriously hate walking in the sun.
i need to get my car license soon,
so i dont need to walk in the sun.
i like taking buses which is fucking cold,
because the weather out there gives me headache.
FUCK THE WEATHER.

sleepy sunday is meant to sleep in

2009-06-14T11:37:00.002+08:00

Recruit Chan messaged me last night. He is actually ENJOYING himself so it's a good thing! Told him to reserve the hotter guys for me he said "all botak, all the same, nothing to see". LOL. I MISS FIRST FRIEND!

Anyway, it's period day 2 and it's hurting like fuck. Days like this, I will choose to stay home and lay on my bed all day long till day 3 approach BUT, I is need to work today so no laying on my bed all day long this time round.

And the next best thing is, LARRYKINGONGCHINLUK is back tomorrow! Not that I am going to pick him up with Melvin or seeing him soon either, but at least, my left breast is back!

SHEENAKBINCHIANGYANPIN is coming back tomorrow as well. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO MY PRESENTS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I missmissmissmissmiss her la!

I haven't had my route (for work) planned. And I am now very stress out about talking to Robin later. Damn. Simple stuff like that I THINK I can handle la. GO GO Fiona! People are asking why I go work don't need go office, like damn shiok, anyhow walk around, go shopping is working. HELLO YOU TRY WALKING FOR HOURS. Okay basically I'm out walking around, sourcing for props. And I need to update my bosses with results meaning, I AM WORKING. Okay this is getting nowhere.

It's 11.49am. I should get going now! Bye people.

)):

2009-06-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

this is the first time, after so long, i'm working on a sunday.

Mloosj

2009-06-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

4 months is passing by so slowly )):
& sorry d, he's probably the reason why we can't.

overdue photos, conversation of the day!

2009-06-13T00:19:00.012+08:00

that was last last week, 2 days before mark's enlistment. it was about 3+ in the morning and i was really, really sleepy and when i'm sleepy, i look more like shit. so it's been a week since mark enlisted, wonder how is things going for him. can't wait to see his botak head.

and then just two days ago, it was jacen's turn. had prata, went ghost hunting 2 days before he enlist. and one day before he egot nlisted, met him in school for less than 20minutes. but he sent me an sms before he left for tekong and it was sweet. i am definitely looking forward to see his botak head too!

and that is the polaroid taken at six6. another one is with him. mehmeh, take care first friend!

rino, syafiq, hakim, shahul have all been enlisted. they are all going to become true men soon! and the weather is killer hot recently so i hope all of them hydrate themselves properly everyday.

anyway, next week gonna be the killer week. hopefully we can start on our set dressing next week. we're running out of time! damn. working over this weekend ): it's daddy's day tomorrow.

oh anyway, my nail is chipping and it's damn painful. the nail clipper is downstairs and i am lazy to get it. i don't like.

and conversation OF THE DAY,

me: yes you called?
swc: ya. where are you?
me: home. why?
swc: i thought you quarantine?
me: ya. came home today.
swc: (i forgot what he said but something like thank god im still alive or something)
me: haha. lame la. i nv got quarantine la. i bluff you.
swc: YOU LITTLE FUCKER!

haha i swear his reaction over the phone was damn funny. "you little fucker. you little fucker"

alright. that's all for now.

2009-06-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry D, but my heart's with M.

ftired

2009-06-10T09:44:00.002+08:00

Like my post title, I'm ftired and it's only Wednesday. Now, I really do need some sleep.

On the other hand, spent a nua and restless night as a farewell for Jacen and Weixiang. I like WX's current hair style. Man, I think I am going to miss Jacen a lot. Oh well. I don't think I can get my Thusday off to send him off )):

Pictures another day.

2 MORE FRIENDS GOING TO NS!

2009-06-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

(i am lazy to load any picture)

Goodbye Hakim, Goodbye Shahul!
please take good care in camp. I is love you guys many, many, many.
so, there goes two more friends.

TAKE CARE SHEENA(KBIN)CHIANGYANPING

2009-06-08T00:50:00.002+08:00

that fucker is going tokyo in a few hours time. goodbye my friend, have fun!

ONG YI JIE SUCK MY BALLS!

2009-06-07T11:55:00.002+08:00

i am going to kill ongyijie the next time i see him because he fucking went missing again. i just talked to him before i went to bathe and when i called him again after i'm done, he went missing. omg i think he is in another dimension or something. wtf. i am still going to kill him.

stupid SEAHWENCHONG this is for you.

2009-06-07T02:52:00.001+08:00

THIS ENTRY IS FOR EDISON(STUPID)SEAHWENCHONG

i guess i just hanged out too much with the iad people. hey that reminds me of larryongchinluk!

CONGRATS!

2009-06-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

It was a really happy occasion 'cept for the fact that we worked like fuck and I suffered from gastric. It was mad pain but seeing april so pretty and boi so handsome, it was all worth it. and tengshan very nice, bought us pepsi and chicken rice! and I like talking to steiner because he is so funny and right, he's the most relax art director no wonder i like working for him. haha. slack people rocks. first time making ribbon flowers and haha felt shiok because i learnt something new.

table 29 was the days talents with yj and i. the whole table was pretty stone. and highlight of the day, HAVE YOU SMOKE IN TRIANGULAR GARDENS OF TP BEFORE?! haha. it was an awesome site seeing every single one of the smokers smoking openly at there really. another highlight of the day was polaroid taking! we took so man we filled up the a1 size frame and we had many left overs with no place to stick on. we took some home and there were some more "bullets' not used. omg. imagine how many packs of polaroid everyone took.

and as usual, beng huat was making a scene after he drank. nb and i was one of the first few who kenna. ccb.

it's work tmr )): managed to pull yj in for art dept and creating a network for wx. i feel good helping my friends ((:

jacen and wx is going ns. dang. i am going to miss them because we all missed mark just now. damn.

alright. shower & sleep. i seriously need some sleep. hurhur!

mixed.

2009-06-06T03:05:00.002+08:00

i am searching for the courage within me to love again.
after what happened in 2008, i think i've lost every single bit of courage to love.

anyway, in a few hours time, we are all going to witness april and boi tying the knot. i'm very happy and excited for them ((:

2009-06-04T22:20:00.001+08:00

i is want to sleep nong nong.

48hrs/day pls.

2009-06-03T09:20:00.002+08:00

i felt like a bloody slacker. 24hrs/day is simply not enough now. thank god jacky was there to help me a bit, and advice me a bit. i am sure i am going to wisen up after this featured.

I DON'T LIKE

2009-06-02T22:47:00.002+08:00

art department is so stress but it's only the start )):

CONGRATS!

2009-06-01T19:40:00.001+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO YUMI PONG FOR HER IMMEDIATE ADMISSION TO RMIT MELBOURNE!

brandon's 21st, stucked at sundown, tanah merah ferry terminal, dogggies!

2009-05-31T23:08:00.021+08:00

30th may 2009

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BRANDON DE CRUZ.
We wanted to surprise him but didn't get to. The fried rice was awesome. Did our birthday tradition & it was not as bad as last year's. It was nice catching up with Brandon himself & Kelvin. Left at around 2200. Jacen, Kt & I went to meet Foo and Weihon for night fishing.

On our way to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal on Weihon's pickup, we got stucked at this junction because of the Adidas Sundown Marathon. I swear the human traffic was never ending. We had enough time to make friends with the TP so, imagine.

(sneak preview for the photos of the wild dog clan. i am going back t sleep now.)

So we began fishing from around 2330(?) all the way to 1000. I didn't really fish myself. Helped around and played around with the camera. & I really like colorful lightings. Foo and Weihon fall asleep while fishing and I spent my night looking up at the sky & FINALLY AT APPROX 0600, AT 21 YEARS OF MY LIFE, I SPOTTED A SHOOTING STAR. Nabei, I tell you, I was fking happy really. Now I can tell people "I saw shooting star before too!"

KT & I went out to pee and we saw the wild dog clan (the one we saw weeks back when we went fishing) and they kinda escorted us out. 2 of the younger ones even waited for us. Played with the dogs for a while and yupp, left at 1000. Weihon drove us home yet again. Thank you Weihon. Had breakfast with Momsie & slept at 1300.

SORRY SEAH WENCHONG. Okay, he was supposed to drive me to get hamsters' stuffs last, last weekend but I had to go Ubin so I postponed to last weekend. But on both occasion I wasn't free. on Saturday I was sleeping and on Sunday, I was about to sleep when he called. MEHMEH. SORRY SEAH WENCHONG. I just feel damn bad.

& so, I was supposed to tune back my body clock. But apparently, I woke up at 0500 and there you are, I am blogging now and listening to AM MAYHEM, WTF?

OKAY FIONA, GET READY FOR A BUSY WEEK!

CAMP RADICAL LOVE BROUGHT FORWARD

2009-05-30T05:06:00.003+08:00

& everyone is loved.
(including those who are not in picture)
camp radical oei!

damn, i really miss you.

2009-05-29T05:15:00.003+08:00

i just want him to return to town soon DD:

goodbye blackie, havefun larry.

2009-05-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

blackie died today. it was as hard as rock. i was a little sad. melvin came over to my place to take her out of the cage. GOODBYE BLACKIE.

took 34 to airport and met larryongthekingtoday for lunch. had popeyes at t3 then skytrained to t2. happening. melvintan said im equivelent to 10 luggages, kua zhang.

take care eric, larry, mallory, wyncy and vani. they are going ireland for 16 days for a cultural exchange program. hope they will have fun fun fun!

see the four of them so shiok so many people came to send them off. the super seniors weren't in shot. happy advance birthday vani!

and and and, take care and HAVEFUN LARRYONG!

WITH LOVE

2009-05-28T06:00:00.004+08:00

filled with so much love, thank you weihon.
they said mine was the big time plan.
joined them & then prata for supper.

sending larry off tomorrow!
16days in ireland & 14 days quarantine.
GOOD GAME MY FRIEND.

friday's farewell for mark and gifford.
the group's getting smaller )):

i want to hold you and call you mine.

2009-05-27T02:44:00.001+08:00

vodka coke and milo powder does not go well together.
i foresake the vodka coke because milo powder is the sex.
& then jacky said i'm weird, why so?

smile

2009-05-26T23:35:00.003+08:00

i was thinking

2009-05-26T13:42:00.001+08:00

what the greatest thing i have done in my 21 years of life.
& i could think of nothing.

I NEED A NEW SCHEDULER!

2009-05-26T03:22:00.003+08:00

yes. i need to make a trip to muji and get a new scheduler as well as a notebook. which means i need to make a trip down to town. great. i don't even have the luxury of time. why can't they open a muji in tampines area? okay back to read my script.

i miss you, martin loo.

2009-05-25T19:33:00.004+08:00

martin will still be away for at least 4 more months
& he is going to come back for a while
& fly off again, this time, idk for how long more.

& danist totally caught me off guard last night.
i hope he was just joking with me.

needs for today
read my script
~~bammy's bus pass, send to matt~~
~~send the door lock picture to matt~~
~~send vid to candice (still in progress)~~
~~change my tortoises' water~~
get new stationary

needs for monday
~~call up various vehicle rental companies~~
read my script
finish up my masking

needs for tuesday
continue to call up vehicle rental companies
return mtv wardrobe to aiz and darryl
return shades to jacen
return hair straightener to apple

CALM LIKE THE SEA.

2009-05-25T03:57:00.003+08:00

ubin, npcc campsite

i need some peace tonight.

not so happening

2009-05-24T11:01:00.005+08:00

okay, so my weekend was not that fantastic. i am going to spend today sleeping so to make myself feel better when i wake up.

needs for today
read my script (BLAH)
~~bammy's bus pass, send to matt~~
~~send the door lock picture to matt~~
send vid to candice (still in progress)
~~change my tortoises' water~~
get new stationary

needs for monday
call up various vehicle rental companies

needs for tuesday
continue to call up vehicle rental companies
return mtv wardrobe to aiz and darryl
return shades to jacen
return hair straightener to apple

i think thats all. i just have to mental note it somewhere so i will rmb what to do & since im blogging, there you go.

sleeping time.

HIGH

2009-05-23T06:05:00.004+08:00

you've got no idea how much i'm missing you, martin loo.

my eyes are red now cuz of the contact lens & i seriously need some sleep after this post.

so i'm officially in the art department now,
& i was supposed to start work on monday but i managed to push back to 1st.
seriously, im pretty happy and worried at the same time.
i wonder if im really up to it or not.
i seemed lost and stranger to the environment now.
i need to talk to jacky soon.

ps for lunch, isatana, rocher tauhuay, hotel lobby, walk to central, dbl'o

dbl'o was fun because of the company.
have never been so high before.
some random army guy asked for my name,
i said jenny.
what a fucking name, jenny.
he was alright looking. haha wasted.
saw elroy ((((:
& wtf, i went to msg ldm. blah. sry.
7 tequila shots, 2 vodka redbull and some here and there.
the rest went rebel. felt bad not being able to go.
lucky i recover fast, yj meimei wx & tina were high till idk where.
jude sent us home.

nw, all i need is some sleep,
wake up accompany linda,
read abit of script,
prep myself,
AND OFF TO UBIN I GO FOR THE WEEKEND!

I AM FINALLY

2009-05-22T01:08:00.002+08:00

OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!

& we popeyes after the ceremony.
& i got 3 blisters altogether.
& i need to wake up at 10am later.
& i need to be at tiong bahru by 12pm and sinema by 1pm later.
& LINDA LEE IS BACK IN TOWN!
& she is going to Spain for 2 weeks! tmd why so shiok?!

hmm,,,

2009-05-21T15:23:00.003+08:00

graduation ceremony is later but i dont feel excited with half of the fun gone. damn. i hate formal. yst was impromptu drinking session at pondok, madness. they finished a bottle of chivas within an hour. we caught the grasshopper within minutes and blah, tak shiok. went changi v for dinner and went for impromptu singing session at kcccc. i still owe gail/guna yog video. i think im screwed with my masking this time round. alright. gotta prepare for grad now.

YAY!

2009-05-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

i is very happy. i is meeting tommy chan on friday. i is might be able to get into art. welovemutiny! but jacky says the art boys there are all attached -.-

GOOD NEWS.

2009-05-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

my days are always sleepy. finally got a free day to slack with kt and sheena together. and also yumi and carmen. blah. life suck but good news are coming in which is a good thing ((:

supper time!

NOT SO FUN NIGHT

2009-05-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

pondok, the cage, some bball court in kallang, kfc, wc called, rushed back, darryl injured, cab to cgh, waited for 3 hours, wh drove us home, showered, facebooked, slept.

darryl's cut was damn deep with 5 stiches. and he can still smoke.

i am going to shit and shower now before going to town. blah.

HMMM,

2009-05-18T17:17:00.001+08:00

idk what to blog about but i know i'm late already. lolol. i just feel like posting something meaningful but realised i have nothing meaningful enough to talk about. ohm my itouch is like gonecase. is there warrathy for it?

it's a WRAP!

2009-05-18T04:57:00.002+08:00

finally the shooting days are done! no more early mornings for the time being. thank you everyone who helped us out, really. had a nice wrap meal todayyesterday albeit whatever happened before that. dajee (the fighting fish david and weejee bought for me) past away todayyesterday )):

it's kallang to watch the guys cage soccer later in the evening. hopefully i get to see some other hot guys there *slurps*

WALLET FOUND!

2009-05-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

my life is so happening recently. (and tiring)

I'M STILL THINKING

2009-05-15T02:21:00.001+08:00

i'm still thinking of my wallet. i is so sad )):
and my fucking menses is hurting so bad. i think i'm going to die.
i am fucking sleepy, it's a fucking fucked up day, i am going to sleep it all away.

I LOST MY WALLET

2009-05-15T00:50:00.001+08:00

i lost my wallet )):

SLEEPY

2009-05-14T15:22:00.002+08:00

i went down to boku for 15mins, talked to leon and trained back home. slept all the way from outram. i hope tommy/tomi would take me in for art dept for this featured and hopefully it would be pushed back. and i am going to message juan later to look for a permernant job and hopefully he wouldn't mind taking me in. and i'm finally having my menses so yay, i can enjoy myself at ubin next week! i am off to prep my wardrobe for this weekend's shoot now. zaijian.

my needs.

2009-05-14T12:56:00.003+08:00

i need to prep for this weekend's shoot. i need to finish up my yog video and send it to guna by 20th. i need to be at boku by 2 later. i need to meet sheena later. i need to attend otto steamboat. i need to sleep. i need to save some money. i need to get myself a boyfriend.

i am extreamly tired and broke. i am not going out till idk when. but there is 5th and 6th graduates outing next weekend and i am looking forward to it. okay. i need to rush now.

2009-05-14T04:57:00.003+08:00

2009-05-13T02:48:00.002+08:00

2009-05-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

saturday;
tanah merah ferry terminal for fishing, caught two fishes, had a whole load of fun, crashed morga's bbq at pasir ris, searched for bicycle rental shop & and our night cycling journey began!

(night cycling)
old commando barrack, changi eat dessert, changi beach, ecp, bedok for breakfast, tampines (jacen's tyre puntured), (everyone except for me took turns to cycle that bike), pasir ris, FINAL DESTINATION AND IT SPELLS H.O.M.E! slept from 10.15am to 6.15pm.

sunday;
met wx, yj and jacen at mac, waited for gifford, headed to sam's bday, we went late, people were leaving, played some game, became graduates outing yet again, i slept, woke up, played cards, macpherson for supper, listen to them lame, weihon drove me home, showered, left home.

monday;
went down to desmand place, drove to wessex estate, lost our way, started raining, damn long & wet, had lunch at that italian rest (shiok), went down for studio shot instead, rooftop shiok too, sleepy balls, slept on lumina's sofa, worked abit more, kfc for dinner, left at 10.30am.

tuesday @ 1.06am;
i am deprived of sleepy again, my thighs are hurting, it;s the first time i ever applied yoko yoko. i am going to sleep now as soon as i'm done sending yj the mail.

-

i think we is kool ((:

2009-05-09T05:49:00.005+08:00

Horsemen was not bad actually (THE SON IS THE KILLER). We 136 steps uphill to Sinema to look for Mark, had tauhuay after the movie, went up to Fort Caning Centre & walk to Plaza Singapura before taking a bus home. We've probably walked more than 300 steps and we were all sweaty & tired. Mao & Lala even waited for their bus at the wrong bus stop \:

So on my journey home, there's this couple sitting in front of me. They were both sleeping & i guess the guy was really very tired, he was thissssssssss close to falling off the chair & I was waiting evily for him to really fell off, but his girlfriend woke up in time and pulled him back (this is a very long sentence, the seconday school english teacher might scold me for writing such long sentences in an essay). Then, there was this quite good looking TP guy sitting right at the front of the bus, facing my direction. Because of that, I kept stealing glances at him. LOL. That kept me occupied for awhile.

Walked home from interchange. It's raining now & I am very busy tomorrow. I am having Mothers' Day dinner, then I'm meeting Crys to go fishing with the guys, then EITHER I go night cycling with the graduates (like what I've promised Gifford), OR I go meet Eileen and gang (but they told me they not going this week!), OR go for Morga's BBQ since I'M INVITED!

I'm trying to see if I can link all three together. Hmm.. My brain is not functioning now \\:

I am going to youtube and I'm going to catch some sleep and wake up at 11am before my mum screw me. LOL.

2009-05-08T04:57:00.001+08:00

sighs.

2009-05-08T03:41:00.002+08:00

i read those sentences and within a few split seconds, i felt the sudden change of emotion. it was a job well done my friend. i am slowly losing it, everyday, every single time i see you, hear about you, talk to you, i feel myself losing it. it was a big D to me, a big D.

2009-05-08T01:51:00.001+08:00

finally had pork bone tea today ((:
& congrats to swc for passing his tp.

2009-05-07T04:37:00.002+08:00

i just feel like putting a photograph up here (pretty dark)

the whole day was spent lazing on the bed.
& i really meant, the whole day.
i think the ration of me on the bed and out of bed is 10:1
i'm listening to westlife now, and it's still the sex.
boku called today. so i'm going onboard during mid june to mid july.
so from now till then, i'm still jobless and after mid july, i'm still jobless.
)):

2009-05-06T08:29:00.002+08:00

RIPPED FROM KELLY

Strength Keywords:-
Independent- Generous- Optimistic- Enthusiastic- Courageous

Aries Weakness Keywords:-
Moody- Short tempered- Self-involved- Impulsive- Impatient

Aries and Independence:
Aries personalities are independent. Being the first of the zodiac signs, they venture out and are go-getters, often leading the way. Their upbeat and magnetic personality often entices others to follow their lead because Aries personalities bring excitement into others lives.

Aries and Friendship:
Aries are good friends, they always look out for their friends with caring and generosity and will protect them should the need arise and encourage them with their natural optimism. If confronted, Aries can turn to be quite childish, they will fight back with their aggressive nature and are known to have temper tantrums should they not get their way.

Aries and Business:
Aries are activists. If a business idea comes their way, they tend to plunge right in. Aries are more then willing to take a gamble and follow their dreams and goals. However, if success is not immediate, they tend to lose interest and give up easily. Aries are notorious for not finishing what they have begun. This is due to the low tolerance for boredom and lack of patience. If the excitement is gone from their business idea, they go off and search for it elsewhere.

Aries Temperament:
Independence is key to Aries astrology, they do not like to take orders from others and enjoy getting their way. They can get childish or moody should they be given orders that they do not like. Aries easily take offense to comments made. Aries are self-involved and can be self-centered, if they do not pay attention to the feelings of others, Aries can easily become spoiled and resented by others. In order to get their way, Aries will tell a lie if it seems advantageous to do so. They are however, not very good liars and other people can usually see through them.

Aries Deep Inside:
Underneath the strong, independent surface may lie insecurity. This is due to the intense drive to succeed and Aries put too much pressure on themselves, thus resulting in self-doubt. however, the natural optimism and enthusiasm overtakes this and the underlying insecurity may never be known to others.

Aries in a Nutshell:
Aries is the first of the zodiac signs. Aries is the sign of the self, people born under this sign strongly project their personalities onto others and can be very self-oriented. Aries tend to venture out into the world and leave impressions on others that they are exciting, vibrant and talkative. Aries tend to live adventurous lives and like to be the center of attention, but rightly so since they are natural, confident leaders. Aries are enthusiastic about their goals and enjoy the thrill of the hunt; 'wanting is always better then getting' is a good way to sum it up. Aries are very impulsive and usually do not think before they act - or speak. Too often Aries will say whatever pops into their head and usually end up regretting it later!

Aries Love, Sex and Relationships.

What it's like to date an Aries Woman:
Dating an Aries never lacks excitement. She is hot-blooded, and forceful, so you had better be able to handle the heat! The Aries woman is for the person who likes an independent self-driven woman who can fend for herself and is not clingy and needy. An Aries woman requires freedom. For the Aries woman, the best part of the relationship is the beginning, then the spark is there and she is trying to catch you to be hers. She will find happiness in a long-term relationship because she enjoys sharing everything with her partner. She will not only have a romantic partner but a best friend too. She has a great need for love and passion but she will never let a man become the master, she considers her partner to be equal. Aries women are not for domineering men. She will be faithful but she expects the same in return. She can be jealous because she wants a man to give her all of his attention, 'all or nothing', so her jealously is rooted in her possessiveness, she has to be number one in his eyes. She will always encourage and give strength to her partner so an Aries woman is great to have in times of despair or need, she will always be there for you. In order to have this happy ending, she needs to feel appreciated and loved.

How To Attract Aries:
Let Aries know that you admire them, they thrive of admiration and followers. Let them know that you love their zest for life and that you find them intriguing, they love compliments more then most other astrology signs of the zodiac. Compliment them physically and mentally, they like conversation about intellectual topics and engage them in a lively discussion, or a friendly debate. They love the challenge and the stimulation of good, intelligent conversation. Ask them for advice; let them know that you look up to them. Remember, Aries is the first sign of the zodiac and the most forward and independent, they love followers. Do not be a push over; do not keep your opinions to yourself because Aries will quickly get bored if you agree with everything they say. Do not attempt to control them however; they ~~do not like~~ HATE taking orders. Aries are very capable people so if you go with their plans, you are sure to have a good time! If they have a suggestion for something to do, go with the flow, they like to be in control of what goes on.

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yesterday was awesome. 13 people in a row watching xmen and oh my, it was awesome (but ironman is still the best). dinner was at food court because we have close to 20 people. celebrated jfat's advance birthday at fort caning centre. it's quite a nice place to chill. deli-dalied till probably around 10pm before we left. in 1 pick-up and 1 estima, we all drove down to och. you might say "och damn boring" yes i know. but there's where we get the cheap thrills. you wouldn't want to know what each of us encountered, really. changi village for supper before some of them went home. 11 of us were left behind, talked at changi beach and i totally cried when weihon scared me by crawling behind me. we were caught in the rain whilst sending germs to jared's. sent crys back and we stayed under her block and chatted till 7.20am. watch out for the videos coming up soon on fb. 8.47 now, i need to sleep. goodnight. (goodness, what a wordy post)

2009-05-05T04:37:00.002+08:00

photo credits to http://cyanatrendland.com/2009/04/30/beauty-make-up-love/

i'm always wondering how important am i to the people around me.
and today i finally came to a conclusion; i ain't important to anyone.
it's frustrating and irritating to be forgotten by people & sometimes,
it really evoke too much emotion than i thought it would have.
tonight was one of the night that i needed some one to talk to but,
there isn't really anyone out there that i could talk to.
& even if i can, i would rather not.

everyone is progressing forward, what about you, fiona?

deep within

你要的不是我

PUNKED!

sunday morning

I

random

2009-07-25T03:14:00.003+08:00 i guess this is truly "meeting the right person at the wrong time".

i'm not okay

what else can i say?

busted

shiok sleeping day.

this is

wrap party

WRAP!

1 MORE DAY!

FML

i miss D

aww damn damn

aww damn

dinner and starbucks with crews.

7days

8 more days

stupid people

off day no. 2

color

Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats, Sony Bravia

:D

very happy tday

a bitchy day out

day 10

when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

happy nonetheless

SI BUAY SHAG.

shoot day 1

unlucky day.

late

giving up

LENGTHY POST FTW.

weekend no love

working working working.

question marks

lalafum

LARRYKING IS BACK!

THE WEATHER

sleepy sunday is meant to sleep in

)):

Mloosj

overdue photos, conversation of the day!

ftired

2 MORE FRIENDS GOING TO NS!

TAKE CARE SHEENA(KBIN)CHIANGYANPING

ONG YI JIE SUCK MY BALLS!

stupid SEAHWENCHONG this is for you.

CONGRATS!

mixed.

48hrs/day pls.

I DON'T LIKE

CONGRATS!

brandon's 21st, stucked at sundown, tanah merah ferry terminal, dogggies!

CAMP RADICAL LOVE BROUGHT FORWARD

damn, i really miss you.

goodbye blackie, havefun larry.

WITH LOVE

smile

i was thinking

I NEED A NEW SCHEDULER!

i miss you, martin loo.

CALM LIKE THE SEA.

not so happening

HIGH

I AM FINALLY

hmm,,,

YAY!

GOOD NEWS.

NOT SO FUN NIGHT

HMMM,

it's a WRAP!

WALLET FOUND!

I'M STILL THINKING

I LOST MY WALLET

2009-07-25T03:14:00.003+08:00
i guess this is truly "meeting the right person at the wrong time".