today, maybe just today, i felt like giving up. maybe it's really not my kind of thing, maybe i'm really not good in anything in particular except for sleeping. but it's really what i wanted to do, something which kept me going, sort of a goal; an ambition.

i used to want to be an editor but i do not have an eye for editing as yoke ee would have put it. i am not that kind who sit in the office whole day in front of the computer. and the first time i got involved in art dept, i told myself, "i've found it. it's a perfect job for me."

but maybe, today, i felt that maybe, this is not my forte. but i'm still learning and i'm still willing to keep on learning. i look up to a ton of art directors, locally and internationally. and i have people who i can turn to to learn from. art dept is all about brain and creativity, that is something no one can learn, you're born with it.

so, i'll be more hard working from tomorrow onwards, i will open my eyes to see more, learn more. open my ears to listen more. sleep more so that my mind will be fresh.

i think i can do it, because i am fiona.

"when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji