(Feb 18, 2009)
you know, i am feeling very uneasy now. i don't know what's install in my future, it seems so bleak.
i am gonna miss schooling days very much. i know i left school for 3 months for internship but that's just so different. because warren was with me and that i knew i would return to school after 3 months time. but right now, everything gonna end soon. i won't have a place to go to, to slack, to meet up friends, to do work or simply to hang out. i wont be seeing be seeing my friends so very often anymore. this is a very difficult feeling for me to handle. i've spent so much time in school, so much time with the people, leaving this place gonna be hard, really.
and what about the future? i am not prepared to work nor entering this industry. i don't even know will i even get a stable job. i want to work and earn the money myself. stop taking allowance from my family and maybe, even to be able to give my parents some money.
i will really miss the school & the people.
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talking to mark and jacen makes me feel like crying. like really. i was telling jacen, thursday, we must sit at the end of the class, side by side again. we start from it, we end like it too )):
that's a very saddening thought.
i am gonna miss schooling days very much. i know i left school for 3 months for internship but that's just so different. because warren was with me and that i knew i would return to school after 3 months time. but right now, everything gonna end soon. i won't have a place to go to, to slack, to meet up friends, to do work or simply to hang out. i wont be seeing be seeing my friends so very often anymore. this is a very difficult feeling for me to handle. i've spent so much time in school, so much time with the people, leaving this place gonna be hard, really.
and what about the future? i am not prepared to work nor entering this industry. i don't even know will i even get a stable job. i want to work and earn the money myself. stop taking allowance from my family and maybe, even to be able to give my parents some money.
i will really miss the school & the people.
-
talking to mark and jacen makes me feel like crying. like really. i was telling jacen, thursday, we must sit at the end of the class, side by side again. we start from it, we end like it too )):
that's a very saddening thought.