(Nov 28, 2008)
i haven't really talk to anyone of them since tuesday and the feeling is damn weird. i stopped coming out from my room to greet her when she comes back from work. i stopped calling him to buy back supper for me. i stopped asking whether he's going out or not so he can drive me to school. i stopped asking her if she's working this weekend or not so we can have our baking session. i was very hungry last night but i waited till all of them goes to bed before going down to cook maggie mee. this feeling is damn weird but they really hurt me badly this time round and i believe it wasn't my fault at all. let's see how long can i last )):