It's getting difficult again and it's really time to choose what is good for me. Standing rooted to the ground was never an option in my life, I always move on. Sometimes fast, sometimes slow but I always move on. And now it's time that I move on, move on with life and live my life like how it was like previously. I opened my heart again after three long years just to see it getting numb again. I should really just slap myself for that Monday. I thought it would make me feel lighter and better but apparently though it made things a lot easier, I still feel the same. My heart hasn't ache like this for a long time and tonight, it ached again after 3 years. Thank you for making me smile all the time even when I was pissing my top off, and thank you for still being there for me as a friend and not disappear into thin air and thank for you always making me feel comfortable around you. But it became difficult for me again recently and before I start biting myself again to ease the pain in my heart, I have to make a decision for myself. It's not Sunday everyday and running from the problem is not a solution. I am sorry that I like you, I am sorry that I still feel for you even though I said I will get over it and move on. Sorry I've not tried hard enough to let go and I didn't really plan to. But right now, at this point of time, I have no choice but to just really get over it and move on because I want to be myself again, I want to smile for myself again. I will be there again when I'm ready.

The air is stale tonight.

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji