because care and concern comes naturally.

i don't know should i talk to the both of them like i always do or not.
because i don't feel that i'm that important anymore or it ain't so in the first place.
it's tiring when one kept giving and not seeing the results.
it's even more tiring to be the one keeping the friendship alive.

i gave up smiling even though i'm not feeling happy because it's simply exhausting.
and it's never to too comfortable to see your good friends and not talk to them.

i'm just better off being alone
but i miss those times. i really do.
when all i had was laughters and loves.
but the hurtful words and the so-what-she's-there-i-don't-care face is just so hurting.

i don't like camp evolution anymore.

i'm not superwomen. i'm like any other girls with real hard feelings and emotion in case you guys forgot.

so now you people know one of the reason why i don't smile or laugh that often alr so quit asking me anymore. thanks.



or did i think too much?

They call me nehneh I like mushroom and I can't leave home without a watch.
To-Do/Wish List:

1. $2 scheduler from Muji