(Feb 21, 2008)
so it did not happen. busted for the 2nd time this week. so loners like syafiq, yumi and i had pasta mania and we chatted for a few hours. luckily for them if not i think i would have flared up, went home and emo. i swear i was so hungry and pissed that i was about to cry. you know like, wha, you missed your lunch with some other friends so you can have pizzas in the night with your clique and then you anticipated it for so long then till a point you cannot tahan anymore and BOOM that's it. it's the first time in poly that i'm so fed up at them. so anyway it was a nice day with them. and for tomorrow's movie screening at *scape, i guess it would be another disappointment but thankfully some others are going with me.

i guess i'm so used to this feeling that i don't feel anything now.

man, i'll miss yumi next block luh.

let's stone and die and remember that we're all alone.
and i just realised i've got no friends at all. yumi let's make friends.