(Jan 24, 2008)
public speaking came to an end a few hours ago. i'm marked down because i read from the piece of paper.

class outing to weiyen's family's bistro next week. we had this mini class "outing" after lesson today at the prata house. mee goreng x teh-o limau ice. it's nice knowing them. vsc, moi, pid, iad, adm, imd. all very nice people.

i was walking home despite the pain from the blister on my feet caused by the pumps. so anyway, i think alot. like about yesterday. why did i kinda blow my top at people. i was on the verge of breaking down. i don't like siew cheng. i don't like yvonne suddenly. i don't know why. i think peng influenced me (in terms of film making).

the interview room ain't happening today. film language class stinks.

i don't know. i don't like to walk pass somebody i know very well in school and yet we don't talk. it's kinda funny and i don't like that funny feeling. i don't like to entertain people i don't really know.

70 was fun today. so many people. sarah, darryl, germaine, dora, syafiq, carmen, this guy who i don't know his name and myself. had a little chat with darryl and sarah. sip, doc. very soon, they juniors will be going for their sip. but most of them promised to crush doc. they definitely must.

still. i think today or well, yesterday is not a very good day.

i shall ponder lesser and hit the sack now. but gastric's hurting like nobody's business again. i tried vomiting just now but it didn't help.

shit the internal organs.

i hope it's not stomach ulcer. i don't want to go for operation.