(Dec 12, 2007)
Everyone is so tired out from DEFA especially Verm, Bern, Mark and myself.
Storyboard is not out for this Sunday's shoot, post pro is gonna be hell because apparently there are already a lot waiting for me to do. Fuck the colour correction and lousy sound collected on the 9th. Fuck the lousy weather and fuck those who don't do work and ain't initiative.

I am very fed up now,
With a lot of people.

There was this period when I can totally "forgive" everyone and be friends even when you do something wrong to me. That point was the "fuck it, dong care" period.
But I am not the nice fiona now. I shall be the bad person now.

Work and gathering later, Defa and Jason's meeting on Thurs, meet up with Sheena on Fri, Jason's Production on Sat, Defa production on Sun. And for the whole of next week, I'll be cope in HD lab doing post production. So fuck it people because I haven't start to rest since the "holidays" started.

Christmas is coming but I'm not having any tiny winy festive mood in me. I'm so tired, so exhausted and no one special to spend Christmas with anyway but Sheena and KT and I are going to celebrate it together. Loners club. Fuck it no clubbing because drinking at home save so much more money.

Life is so mundane nowadays.

Jacky is very talkative but that's goot because he sleeps late and so during those late nights, I've got somebody to chat with.

I need a life seriously.

I dong know what else to blog about but apparently a lot stuffs are running concurrently on my mind and with my limited vocab, I dong know how to put them into words.

I hope my words perfect themselves so that it won't sound so blunt coming out from my mouth.

I dong like to make new friends anymore. I want to be in my comfort zone. Apparently I can't communicate to new friends or friends that I ain't close because I can't seem to open up to them. I wish I can stop ranting and complaining about every other thing because it's not doing myself good.

Hi Mark, dong emo alr. You see now it's the other way round, you emo and you influenced me. Tak cool bodoh.

D'olympics Captains ball yo.
MOI WILL RULE D'OLYMPICS!

And before I go, Good luck seniors for FYP again. Dong so stress la. Yall stress makes me stress also. I'm only a junior ok.

Ok Fiona, stop speaking like a cock.

and I smelled this very familiar cologne smell and I kept taking deep breathe just to take in more of that smell.

buaix buaix.





i'm hanging on the words that you said.