(Sep 26, 2007)
I don't know is it me or as well as the others but I'm still kinda paranoid about the future.
I don't know am I in the right course or not. Like, can I be in this industry for a living?
As much as I want to be a film maker, I need the money and all and local films normally don't get their profits back.
So what am I gonna do if I'm not gonna be in this industry? I seriously don't know.
Civil servant? CNB and slowly climb my way up and getting recommendation and get into CID?
Yar Fiona, dream on yo.
So anyway, even Royston's not able to make me feel better for the future now. Which is a sad case because he's my only motivation to keep myself going in this field.
The future seems so bleak.
I really hope I'm able to pull my gpa up and build a good and powerful portfolio before going for SIP. I'm dying to get into ZhaoWei films for SIP man.
I'm going to find new way to sustain this passion I have currently.
I hope this passion won't die out.
I'm still searching for the answer to prepare myself if anybody were to ask "So, what are you going to do in future? This industry or something else? What are you gonna major at in this industry?"
I still don't know the answer now.
Bahhs. I need to know more about this industry. I need to do more reading and research.
I need i need i need.
I don't know am I in the right course or not. Like, can I be in this industry for a living?
As much as I want to be a film maker, I need the money and all and local films normally don't get their profits back.
So what am I gonna do if I'm not gonna be in this industry? I seriously don't know.
Civil servant? CNB and slowly climb my way up and getting recommendation and get into CID?
Yar Fiona, dream on yo.
So anyway, even Royston's not able to make me feel better for the future now. Which is a sad case because he's my only motivation to keep myself going in this field.
The future seems so bleak.
I really hope I'm able to pull my gpa up and build a good and powerful portfolio before going for SIP. I'm dying to get into ZhaoWei films for SIP man.
I'm going to find new way to sustain this passion I have currently.
I hope this passion won't die out.
I'm still searching for the answer to prepare myself if anybody were to ask "So, what are you going to do in future? This industry or something else? What are you gonna major at in this industry?"
I still don't know the answer now.
Bahhs. I need to know more about this industry. I need to do more reading and research.
I need i need i need.