(Jun 21, 2007)
I was looking out of the window and smelled a very familiar smell.
I think I smelled SealsSport, I smelled camps.
I miss the good times together.
Unloading Abang Snail and making sure command post is in good condition.
Moving all the things in order - 2 water points, first aid, all the equipments and last but not least, the bunddings which requires at least 2 hours.
Late night Macdonalds and also sleeping in either the sleeping bags or the chalets.
De brief late into the night like, 3am? Bathing at the toilets.
Sleeping or no sleep then have to "zhi high" damn early the next morning.
Stink for the whole day and getting irritated by the campers.
But, at the end of the day, we know that we care and love them and they feel the same way too.
Most importantly, the times spent with the fellow instructors are damn shiok. We bond and such.
I miss those times. Seriously.
But I know even if I miss a thousand and one thing/people, I can never turn back time.
Mommy came home that day and told me she sawmyfriend. I kinda miss those times when I'd just go over to her place and slack down there. myfriend is also the first friend that kissed me on my cheeks.
I told myself, let bygones be bygones that's why I smsedanotherfriend to wish him a happy birthday this yr. When thisfriend asked if we're still friends, I replied "Think so". What a skeptical answer? Who say I don't miss walking home from school with thisfriend
Ya. Something like that. Like, I can miss many, many things but time will never turn back and we all knew that somethings must have happened that's why the situation is like this now.
I always tell people not to make decision that make you regret but I'm always making decisions that makes me regret after awhile. Can't I just solve things more logically?
I don't wanna strike out another friend's name from my list.
Is it that difficult to just, enjoy whatever I have now? Enjoy with everyone who're with me now without any changes?
Hell with changes.
I've lost. Lost many many.
(copied from Tomu's)
I think I smelled SealsSport, I smelled camps.
I miss the good times together.
Unloading Abang Snail and making sure command post is in good condition.
Moving all the things in order - 2 water points, first aid, all the equipments and last but not least, the bunddings which requires at least 2 hours.
Late night Macdonalds and also sleeping in either the sleeping bags or the chalets.
De brief late into the night like, 3am? Bathing at the toilets.
Sleeping or no sleep then have to "zhi high" damn early the next morning.
Stink for the whole day and getting irritated by the campers.
But, at the end of the day, we know that we care and love them and they feel the same way too.
Most importantly, the times spent with the fellow instructors are damn shiok. We bond and such.
I miss those times. Seriously.
But I know even if I miss a thousand and one thing/people, I can never turn back time.
Mommy came home that day and told me she saw
I told myself, let bygones be bygones that's why I smsed
Ya. Something like that. Like, I can miss many, many things but time will never turn back and we all knew that somethings must have happened that's why the situation is like this now.
I always tell people not to make decision that make you regret but I'm always making decisions that makes me regret after awhile. Can't I just solve things more logically?
I don't wanna strike out another friend's name from my list.
Is it that difficult to just, enjoy whatever I have now? Enjoy with everyone who're with me now without any changes?
Hell with changes.
I've lost. Lost many many.
(copied from Tomu's)