(May 1, 2007)
It's the first time:
I felt so neglected by you.
you ignored me when I talked to you.
you laughed so hard with her and forgot about me.
I'm so pissed at you.
you best friend and good friend were pissed at your actions.
when your best friend, good friend and I were so lost and we didn't know how to tell you certain things. Reason being that we're afraid that you'll snap at us.
it's also the first time I'm so disappointed by/in you.
Maybe newcomers or people who are not close yesterday might not be able to sense and see but we can see and we know whats happening.
Anyway, cut my hair yesterday and went back to school. Slacked awhile, got my stuffs from 3D Lab and waited and chatted with some of those who're going for italian CDS. Sorry for my sudden burst of tears. It's not everytime I feel like crying or whatsoever. I guess the feeling of disappointment overwhealmed me at that point of time. Cabbed to Chomp chomp with YJ and Val. Alot TP people were there.
Sorry and Thanks to Brandon and Kelvin for being so caring and concerning last night.
Thank you YJ for trying to talk to me. Thank you KT for even trying to make me laugh.
Thank you Valerie too. =))
Chiang vommited again last night. WEAK sia. Don't know when her stomach flu will recover sia.
Went over to Kallang Place with Brandon and Kelvin to get the vehicle. Class 4. Don't play play. The chat with them kinda makes me feel so much better. Esp when I didn't tell them anything yet they know what's happening. Thank you Brandon for the words. Like I've said, they may be words to both of you but to me at that pt of time, it meant alot to me.
Headed back to Chomp chomp to fetch the rest then we went off to OCH but first, Kelvin drove us to have toilet break first. Saw Gabriel and his friend and so they joined us. Waited for Joel before embarking on the journey to the rooftop. LOL.
All in all, 17 of us were there. We walked around, nothing much, same old stuffs. Then Celestine, Jolene and Chiang have to go off first so we sent them down to take their stuffs then they took a cab home. The rest of us headed to the rooftop. Last night was like a gathering. So many people. As in alot of other groups of people. NS guys too. Neways, we went up to the rooftop. I must say, Gabriel being short has alot of strength. LOL. He's damn fit can. The guys still have to pull the girls up to the rooftop man. Coolness. Then we gossiped here and there about some people and said some ghost stories which Syaf shared with us the other day.
Thank god for Joel if not I guess I would have slipped and fall for don't know how many times yesterday.
Jacen told me Chiang saw something. Joel and I saw one or two too. Bahhhs.
After that we all had slight supper at Changi village and decide where to go next. So Kelvin decided to bring us to Geylang and have supper at You Tiao Da Wang. The Mee Sua was like damn good can. Damn shiok. Then he drove us to Kallang bridge. On the way there, I'd a chat with Joel. Told him about certain stuffs. It just feel so nice talking to him.
We played 007 at the bridge and took lotsa picthooos. Our forfeit was to roll 5 rounds on the queensize bed or smell it for 5 seconds. LOLS. Imagine a 4star queensize bed at Kallang bridge. LOL.
Went back at going 6am. Got stucked at 4stars building cus of the rain. We slept and got bite by dustmite. Wha lao. How often do you get this type of experience man. We waited till rain became drizzle and walked towards the mrt station. Slept till 6pm. Cool.
Chiang called and smsed saying she bought me FBT shorts! YAY!
I hope like what they say, I'll and am irreplaceable in people's heart.
I felt so neglected by you.
you ignored me when I talked to you.
you laughed so hard with her and forgot about me.
I'm so pissed at you.
you best friend and good friend were pissed at your actions.
when your best friend, good friend and I were so lost and we didn't know how to tell you certain things. Reason being that we're afraid that you'll snap at us.
it's also the first time I'm so disappointed by/in you.
Maybe newcomers or people who are not close yesterday might not be able to sense and see but we can see and we know whats happening.
Anyway, cut my hair yesterday and went back to school. Slacked awhile, got my stuffs from 3D Lab and waited and chatted with some of those who're going for italian CDS. Sorry for my sudden burst of tears. It's not everytime I feel like crying or whatsoever. I guess the feeling of disappointment overwhealmed me at that point of time. Cabbed to Chomp chomp with YJ and Val. Alot TP people were there.
Sorry and Thanks to Brandon and Kelvin for being so caring and concerning last night.
Thank you YJ for trying to talk to me. Thank you KT for even trying to make me laugh.
Thank you Valerie too. =))
Chiang vommited again last night. WEAK sia. Don't know when her stomach flu will recover sia.
Went over to Kallang Place with Brandon and Kelvin to get the vehicle. Class 4. Don't play play. The chat with them kinda makes me feel so much better. Esp when I didn't tell them anything yet they know what's happening. Thank you Brandon for the words. Like I've said, they may be words to both of you but to me at that pt of time, it meant alot to me.
Headed back to Chomp chomp to fetch the rest then we went off to OCH but first, Kelvin drove us to have toilet break first. Saw Gabriel and his friend and so they joined us. Waited for Joel before embarking on the journey to the rooftop. LOL.
All in all, 17 of us were there. We walked around, nothing much, same old stuffs. Then Celestine, Jolene and Chiang have to go off first so we sent them down to take their stuffs then they took a cab home. The rest of us headed to the rooftop. Last night was like a gathering. So many people. As in alot of other groups of people. NS guys too. Neways, we went up to the rooftop. I must say, Gabriel being short has alot of strength. LOL. He's damn fit can. The guys still have to pull the girls up to the rooftop man. Coolness. Then we gossiped here and there about some people and said some ghost stories which Syaf shared with us the other day.
Thank god for Joel if not I guess I would have slipped and fall for don't know how many times yesterday.
Jacen told me Chiang saw something. Joel and I saw one or two too. Bahhhs.
After that we all had slight supper at Changi village and decide where to go next. So Kelvin decided to bring us to Geylang and have supper at You Tiao Da Wang. The Mee Sua was like damn good can. Damn shiok. Then he drove us to Kallang bridge. On the way there, I'd a chat with Joel. Told him about certain stuffs. It just feel so nice talking to him.
We played 007 at the bridge and took lotsa picthooos. Our forfeit was to roll 5 rounds on the queensize bed or smell it for 5 seconds. LOLS. Imagine a 4star queensize bed at Kallang bridge. LOL.
Went back at going 6am. Got stucked at 4stars building cus of the rain. We slept and got bite by dustmite. Wha lao. How often do you get this type of experience man. We waited till rain became drizzle and walked towards the mrt station. Slept till 6pm. Cool.
Chiang called and smsed saying she bought me FBT shorts! YAY!
I hope like what they say, I'll and am irreplaceable in people's heart.