=( (Aug 24, 2006)
Few days ago, it was him. Today, it was yet, another him.
I don't understand why must I stress on such stuff.
I don't wanna think. But, I can't help it. I can't stop thinking about it.
One, who i went out with a no status date. Another, who i can't stop thinking about. It's all so wrong. Just so wrong. Stop asking me when i gonna get myself a boyfriend because I'm not gonna commit in any relationship. Guys are just there to inflict pain on me.
On top of that, I had so much to worry about. My work, though I might seemed not to care. I had to be there for my friends who needed me, listen to them whine and console them by a pat on their shoulders or tell them "Everythings gonna be alright". I'd said that for so many times this year that now, it dosen't seems to mean anything anymore. I'd had to act strong, always smiling simply because, I'm known for my smiles and I don't want to make my friends worry about me.
I remember that day, I sat outside the studio wanting some time for myself and thanks Jacen, he came and accompanied me. Just sitting beside me and said nothing. Thanks dude.
And thanks Yumi, little gesture and words from you really comfort me alot.
I know I can get over this little ordeal soon. I hope I can.
On the other hand, spent my time today with Dom, Ed and Yumi. Following that, went back to Cartel for cakes with Dom and Cherissa. How I miss those Cartel days. Seeing Ben, Jake, Homing, Joselyn and Weemui. I miss working there. I miss all the old crew. Ruth, Sherlyn, Mavis, Perlin and Cherissa. Aunty Swee Choon and her caring gesture like making crysanthemum tea for me when my nose bleeded. Homing who helped me do top up albeit he'd knocked off. Most importantly, I don't think that much when I worked there.
Hope Cherissa is getting on fine with some stuff.
Cheeriors People. Smiley Fiona will be back tomorrow.
I don't understand why must I stress on such stuff.
I don't wanna think. But, I can't help it. I can't stop thinking about it.
One, who i went out with a no status date. Another, who i can't stop thinking about. It's all so wrong. Just so wrong. Stop asking me when i gonna get myself a boyfriend because I'm not gonna commit in any relationship. Guys are just there to inflict pain on me.
On top of that, I had so much to worry about. My work, though I might seemed not to care. I had to be there for my friends who needed me, listen to them whine and console them by a pat on their shoulders or tell them "Everythings gonna be alright". I'd said that for so many times this year that now, it dosen't seems to mean anything anymore. I'd had to act strong, always smiling simply because, I'm known for my smiles and I don't want to make my friends worry about me.
I remember that day, I sat outside the studio wanting some time for myself and thanks Jacen, he came and accompanied me. Just sitting beside me and said nothing. Thanks dude.
And thanks Yumi, little gesture and words from you really comfort me alot.
I know I can get over this little ordeal soon. I hope I can.
On the other hand, spent my time today with Dom, Ed and Yumi. Following that, went back to Cartel for cakes with Dom and Cherissa. How I miss those Cartel days. Seeing Ben, Jake, Homing, Joselyn and Weemui. I miss working there. I miss all the old crew. Ruth, Sherlyn, Mavis, Perlin and Cherissa. Aunty Swee Choon and her caring gesture like making crysanthemum tea for me when my nose bleeded. Homing who helped me do top up albeit he'd knocked off. Most importantly, I don't think that much when I worked there.
Hope Cherissa is getting on fine with some stuff.
Cheeriors People. Smiley Fiona will be back tomorrow.